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+ I.
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+ From fairest creatures we desire increase,
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+ That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
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+ But as the riper should by time decease,
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+ His tender heir might bear his memory:
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+ But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes,
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+ Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel,
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+ Making a famine where abundance lies,
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+ Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel:
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+ Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament,
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+ And only herald to the gaudy spring,
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+ Within thine own bud buriest thy content,
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+ And, tender churl, mak'st waste in niggarding:
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+ Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
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+ To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
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+
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+ II.
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+ When forty winters shall besiege thy brow,
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+ And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
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+ Thy youth's proud livery so gazed on now,
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+ Will be a totter'd weed of small worth held:
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+ Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies,
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+ Where all the treasure of thy lusty days;
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+ To say, within thine own deep sunken eyes,
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+ Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise.
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+ How much more praise deserv'd thy beauty's use,
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+ If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
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+ Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,'
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+ Proving his beauty by succession thine!
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+ This were to be new made when thou art old,
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+ And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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+
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+ III.
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+ Look in thy glass and tell the face thou viewest
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+ Now is the time that face should form another;
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+ Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
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+ Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
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+ For where is she so fair whose uneared womb
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+ Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
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+ Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
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+ Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
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+ Thou art thy mother's glass and she in thee
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+ Calls back the lovely April of her prime;
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+ So thou through windows of thine age shalt see,
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+ Despite of wrinkles, this thy golden time.
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+ But if thou live, remembered not to be,
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+ Die single and thine image dies with thee.
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+
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+ IV.
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+ Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
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+ Upon thy self thy beauty's legacy?
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+ Nature's bequest gives nothing, but doth lend,
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+ And being frank she lends to those are free:
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+ Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
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+ The bounteous largess given thee to give?
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+ Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
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+ So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
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+ For having traffic with thy self alone,
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+ Thou of thy self thy sweet self dost deceive:
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+ Then how when nature calls thee to be gone,
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+ What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
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+ Thy unused beauty must be tombed with thee,
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+ Which, used, lives th' executor to be.
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+
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+ V.
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+ Those hours, that with gentle work did frame
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+ The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
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+ Will play the tyrants to the very same
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+ And that unfair which fairly doth excel;
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+ For never-resting time leads summer on
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+ To hideous winter, and confounds him there;
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+ Sap checked with frost, and lusty leaves quite gone,
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+ Beauty o'er-snowed and bareness every where:
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+ Then were not summer's distillation left,
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+ A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
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+ Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
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+ Nor it, nor no remembrance what it was:
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+ But flowers distilled, though they with winter meet,
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+ Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
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+
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+ VI.
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+ Then let not winter's ragged hand deface,
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+ In thee thy summer, ere thou be distilled:
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+ Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
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+ With beauty's treasure ere it be self-killed.
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+ That use is not forbidden usury,
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+ Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
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+ That's for thy self to breed another thee,
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+ Or ten times happier, be it ten for one;
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+ Ten times thy self were happier than thou art,
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+ If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
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+ Then what could death do if thou shouldst depart,
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+ Leaving thee living in posterity?
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+ Be not self-willed, for thou art much too fair
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+ To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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+ VII.
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+ Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
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+ Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
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+ Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
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+ Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
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+ And having climbed the steep-up heavenly hill,
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+ Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
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+ Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
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+ Attending on his golden pilgrimage:
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+ But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
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+ Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
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+ The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
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+ From his low tract, and look another way:
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+ So thou, thyself outgoing in thy noon
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+ Unlooked on diest unless thou get a son.
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+ VIII.
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+ Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
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+ Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy:
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+ Why lov'st thou that which thou receiv'st not gladly,
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+ Or else receiv'st with pleasure thine annoy?
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+ If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
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+ By unions married, do offend thine ear,
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+ They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
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+ In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
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+ Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
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+ Strikes each in each by mutual ordering;
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+ Resembling sire and child and happy mother,
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+ Who, all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
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+ Whose speechless song being many, seeming one,
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+ Sings this to thee: 'Thou single wilt prove none.'
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+ IX.
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+ Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye,
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+ That thou consum'st thy self in single life?
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+ Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die,
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+ The world will wail thee like a makeless wife;
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+ The world will be thy widow and still weep
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+ That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
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+ When every private widow well may keep
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+ By children's eyes, her husband's shape in mind:
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+ Look what an unthrift in the world doth spend
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+ Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
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+ But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
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+ And kept unused the user so destroys it.
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+ No love toward others in that bosom sits
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+ That on himself such murd'rous shame commits.
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+ X.
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+ For shame deny that thou bear'st love to any,
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+ Who for thy self art so unprovident.
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+ Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
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+ But that thou none lov'st is most evident:
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+ For thou art so possessed with murderous hate,
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+ That 'gainst thy self thou stick'st not to conspire,
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+ Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
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+ Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
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+ O! change thy thought, that I may change my mind:
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+ Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
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+ Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
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+ Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
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+ Make thee another self for love of me,
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+ That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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+ XI.
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+ As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow'st
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+ In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
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+ And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st,
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+ Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
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+ Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase;
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+ Without this folly, age, and cold decay:
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+ If all were minded so, the times should cease
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+ And threescore year would make the world away.
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+ Let those whom nature hath not made for store,
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+ Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish:
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+ Look whom she best endowed, she gave the more;
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+ Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
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+ She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby,
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+ Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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+ XII.
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+ When I do count the clock that tells the time,
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+ And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
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+ When I behold the violet past prime,
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+ And sable curls, all silvered o'er with white;
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+ When lofty trees I see barren of leaves,
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+ Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
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+ And summer's green all girded up in sheaves,
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+ Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard,
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+ Then of thy beauty do I question make,
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+ That thou among the wastes of time must go,
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+ Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake
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+ And die as fast as they see others grow;
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+ And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence
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+ Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence.
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+ XIII.
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+ O! that you were your self; but, love, you are
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+ No longer yours, than you your self here live:
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+ Against this coming end you should prepare,
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+ And your sweet semblance to some other give:
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+ So should that beauty which you hold in lease
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+ Find no determination; then you were
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+ Yourself again, after yourself's decease,
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+ When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
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+ Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
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+ Which husbandry in honour might uphold,
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+ Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
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+ And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
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+ O! none but unthrifts. Dear my love, you know,
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+ You had a father: let your son say so.
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+ XIV.
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+ Not from the stars do I my judgement pluck;
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+ And yet methinks I have Astronomy,
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+ But not to tell of good or evil luck,
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+ Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
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+ Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
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+ Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
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+ Or say with princes if it shall go well
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+ By oft predict that I in heaven find:
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+ But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
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+ And, constant stars, in them I read such art
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+ As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
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+ If from thyself, to store thou wouldst convert;
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+ Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
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+ Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
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+ XV.
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+ When I consider every thing that grows
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+ Holds in perfection but a little moment,
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+ That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
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+ Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
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+ When I perceive that men as plants increase,
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+ Cheered and checked even by the self-same sky,
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+ Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
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+ And wear their brave state out of memory;
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+ Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
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+ Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
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+ Where wasteful Time debateth with decay
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+ To change your day of youth to sullied night,
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+ And all in war with Time for love of you,
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+ As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
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+ XVI.
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+ But wherefore do not you a mightier way
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+ Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time?
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+ And fortify your self in your decay
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+ With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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+ Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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+ And many maiden gardens, yet unset,
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+ With virtuous wish would bear you living flowers,
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+ Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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+ So should the lines of life that life repair,
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+ Which this, Time's pencil, or my pupil pen,
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+ Neither in inward worth nor outward fair,
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+ Can make you live your self in eyes of men.
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+ To give away yourself, keeps yourself still,
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+ And you must live, drawn by your own sweet skill.
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+ XVII.
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+ Who will believe my verse in time to come,
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+ If it were filled with your most high deserts?
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+ Though yet heaven knows it is but as a tomb
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+ Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts.
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+ If I could write the beauty of your eyes,
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+ And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
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+ The age to come would say 'This poet lies;
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+ Such heavenly touches ne'er touched earthly faces.'
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+ So should my papers, yellowed with their age,
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+ Be scorned, like old men of less truth than tongue,
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+ And your true rights be termed a poet's rage
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+ And stretched metre of an antique song:
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+ But were some child of yours alive that time,
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+ You should live twice, in it, and in my rhyme.
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+ XVIII.
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+ Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
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+ Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
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+ Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
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+ And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
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+ Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
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+ And often is his gold complexion dimmed,
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+ And every fair from fair sometime declines,
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+ By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed:
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+ But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
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+ Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,
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+ Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
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+ When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,
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+ So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
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+ So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
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+ XIX.
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+ Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws,
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+ And make the earth devour her own sweet brood;
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+ Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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+ And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood;
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+ Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleet'st,
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+ And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
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+ To the wide world and all her fading sweets;
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+ But I forbid thee one most heinous crime:
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+ O! carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
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+ Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen;
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+ Him in thy course untainted do allow
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+ For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
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+ Yet, do thy worst old Time: despite thy wrong,
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+ My love shall in my verse ever live young.
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+ XX.
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+ A woman's face with nature's own hand painted,
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+ Hast thou, the master mistress of my passion;
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+ A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
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+ With shifting change, as is false women's fashion:
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+ An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
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+ Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
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+ A man in hue all hues in his controlling,
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+ Which steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
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+ And for a woman wert thou first created;
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+ Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
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+ And by addition me of thee defeated,
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+ By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
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+ But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
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+ Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
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+ XXI.
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+ So is it not with me as with that Muse,
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+ Stirred by a painted beauty to his verse,
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+ Who heaven itself for ornament doth use
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+ And every fair with his fair doth rehearse,
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+ Making a couplement of proud compare
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+ With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems,
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+ With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare,
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+ That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
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+ O! let me, true in love, but truly write,
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+ And then believe me, my love is as fair
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+ As any mother's child, though not so bright
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+ As those gold candles fixed in heaven's air:
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+ Let them say more that like of hearsay well;
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+ I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
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+ XXII.
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+ My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
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+ So long as youth and thou are of one date;
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+ But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
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+ Then look I death my days should expiate.
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+ For all that beauty that doth cover thee,
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+ Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
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+ Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me:
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+ How can I then be elder than thou art?
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+ O! therefore, love, be of thyself so wary
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+ As I, not for myself, but for thee will;
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+ Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
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+ As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
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+ Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain,
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+ Thou gav'st me thine not to give back again.
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+ XXIII.
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+ As an unperfect actor on the stage,
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+ Who with his fear is put beside his part,
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+ Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
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+ Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart;
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+ So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
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+ The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
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+ And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
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+ O'ercharged with burthen of mine own love's might.
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+ O! let my looks be then the eloquence
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+ And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
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+ Who plead for love, and look for recompense,
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+ More than that tongue that more hath more express'd.
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+ O! learn to read what silent love hath writ:
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+ To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
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+ XXIV.
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+ Mine eye hath played the painter and hath steeled,
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+ Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
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+ My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
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+ And perspective that is best painter's art.
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+ For through the painter must you see his skill,
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+ To find where your true image pictured lies,
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+ Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
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+ That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes.
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+ Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
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+ Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
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+ Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
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+ Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
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+ Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art,
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+ They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
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+ XXV.
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+ Let those who are in favour with their stars
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+ Of public honour and proud titles boast,
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+ Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars
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+ Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
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+ Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
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+ But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
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+ And in themselves their pride lies buried,
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+ For at a frown they in their glory die.
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+ The painful warrior famoused for fight,
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+ After a thousand victories once foiled,
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+ Is from the book of honour razed quite,
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+ And all the rest forgot for which he toiled:
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+ Then happy I, that love and am beloved,
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+ Where I may not remove nor be removed.
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+ XXVI.
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+ Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage
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+ Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit,
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+ To thee I send this written embassage,
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+ To witness duty, not to show my wit:
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+ Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
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+ May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it,
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+ But that I hope some good conceit of thine
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+ In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it:
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+ Till whatsoever star that guides my moving,
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+ Points on me graciously with fair aspect,
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+ And puts apparel on my tottered loving,
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+ To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
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+ Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
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+ Till then, not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
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+ XXVII.
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+ Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
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+ The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
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+ But then begins a journey in my head
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+ To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
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+ For then my thoughts--from far where I abide--
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+ Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
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+ And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
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+ Looking on darkness which the blind do see:
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+ Save that my soul's imaginary sight
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+ Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
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+ Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
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+ Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new.
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+ Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
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+ For thee, and for myself, no quiet find.
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+ XXVIII.
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+ How can I then return in happy plight,
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+ That am debarred the benefit of rest?
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+ When day's oppression is not eas'd by night,
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+ But day by night and night by day oppressed,
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+ And each, though enemies to either's reign,
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+ Do in consent shake hands to torture me,
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+ The one by toil, the other to complain
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+ How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
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+ I tell the day, to please him thou art bright,
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+ And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
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+ So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night,
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+ When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
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+ But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer,
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+ And night doth nightly make grief's length seem stronger.
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+ XXIX.
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+ When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
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+ I all alone beweep my outcast state,
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+ And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
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+ And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
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+ Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
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+ Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
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+ Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
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+ With what I most enjoy contented least;
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+ Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
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+ Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
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+ Like to the lark at break of day arising
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+ From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
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+ For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
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+ That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
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+ XXX.
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+ When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
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+ I summon up remembrance of things past,
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+ I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
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+ And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
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+ Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
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+ For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
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+ And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe,
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+ And moan the expense of many a vanished sight:
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+ Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
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+ And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
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+ The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
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+ Which I new pay as if not paid before.
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+ But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
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+ All losses are restor'd and sorrows end.
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+ XXXI.
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+ Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
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+ Which I by lacking have supposed dead;
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+ And there reigns Love, and all Love's loving parts,
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+ And all those friends which I thought buried.
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+ How many a holy and obsequious tear
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+ Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye,
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+ As interest of the dead, which now appear
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+ But things removed that hidden in thee lie!
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+ Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
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+ Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
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+ Who all their parts of me to thee did give,
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+ That due of many now is thine alone:
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+ Their images I loved, I view in thee,
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+ And thou (all they) hast all the all of me.
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+ XXXII.
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+ If thou survive my well-contented day,
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+ When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover
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+ And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
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+ These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover,
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+ Compare them with the bett'ring of the time,
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+ And though they be outstripped by every pen,
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+ Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
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+ Exceeded by the height of happier men.
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+ O! then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
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+ 'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
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+ A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
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+ To march in ranks of better equipage:
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+ But since he died and poets better prove,
543
+ Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love'.
544
+
545
+ XXXIII.
546
+
547
+ Full many a glorious morning have I seen
548
+ Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye,
549
+ Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
550
+ Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy;
551
+ Anon permit the basest clouds to ride
552
+ With ugly rack on his celestial face,
553
+ And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
554
+ Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
555
+ Even so my sun one early morn did shine,
556
+ With all triumphant splendour on my brow;
557
+ But out, alack, he was but one hour mine,
558
+ The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now.
559
+ Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth;
560
+ Suns of the world may stain when heaven's sun staineth.
561
+
562
+ XXXIV.
563
+
564
+ Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
565
+ And make me travel forth without my cloak,
566
+ To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
567
+ Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke?
568
+ 'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
569
+ To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
570
+ For no man well of such a salve can speak,
571
+ That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace:
572
+ Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
573
+ Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss:
574
+ The offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
575
+ To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
576
+ Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
577
+ And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds.
578
+
579
+ XXXV.
580
+
581
+ No more be grieved at that which thou hast done:
582
+ Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud:
583
+ Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
584
+ And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
585
+ All men make faults, and even I in this,
586
+ Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
587
+ Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
588
+ Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
589
+ For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense,
590
+ Thy adverse party is thy advocate,
591
+ And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
592
+ Such civil war is in my love and hate,
593
+ That I an accessary needs must be,
594
+ To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
595
+
596
+ XXXVI.
597
+
598
+ Let me confess that we two must be twain,
599
+ Although our undivided loves are one:
600
+ So shall those blots that do with me remain,
601
+ Without thy help, by me be borne alone.
602
+ In our two loves there is but one respect,
603
+ Though in our lives a separable spite,
604
+ Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
605
+ Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
606
+ I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
607
+ Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
608
+ Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
609
+ Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
610
+ But do not so, I love thee in such sort,
611
+ As thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
612
+
613
+ XXXVII.
614
+
615
+ As a decrepit father takes delight
616
+ To see his active child do deeds of youth,
617
+ So I, made lame by Fortune's dearest spite,
618
+ Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth;
619
+ For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
620
+ Or any of these all, or all, or more,
621
+ Entitled in thy parts, do crowned sit,
622
+ I make my love engrafted to this store:
623
+ So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
624
+ Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
625
+ That I in thy abundance am sufficed,
626
+ And by a part of all thy glory live.
627
+ Look what is best, that best I wish in thee:
628
+ This wish I have; then ten times happy me!
629
+
630
+ XXXVIII.
631
+
632
+ How can my muse want subject to invent,
633
+ While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
634
+ Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
635
+ For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
636
+ O! give thy self the thanks, if aught in me
637
+ Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
638
+ For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
639
+ When thou thy self dost give invention light?
640
+ Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
641
+ Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
642
+ And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
643
+ Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
644
+ If my slight muse do please these curious days,
645
+ The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
646
+
647
+ XXXIX.
648
+
649
+ O! how thy worth with manners may I sing,
650
+ When thou art all the better part of me?
651
+ What can mine own praise to mine own self bring?
652
+ And what is't but mine own when I praise thee?
653
+ Even for this, let us divided live,
654
+ And our dear love lose name of single one,
655
+ That by this separation I may give
656
+ That due to thee which thou deserv'st alone.
657
+ O absence! what a torment wouldst thou prove,
658
+ Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave,
659
+ To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
660
+ Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,
661
+ And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
662
+ By praising him here who doth hence remain.
663
+
664
+ XL.
665
+
666
+ Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all;
667
+ What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
668
+ No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
669
+ All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more.
670
+ Then, if for my love, thou my love receivest,
671
+ I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest;
672
+ But yet be blam'd, if thou thy self deceivest
673
+ By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
674
+ I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
675
+ Although thou steal thee all my poverty:
676
+ And yet, love knows it is a greater grief
677
+ To bear love's wrong, than hate's known injury.
678
+ Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
679
+ Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes.
680
+
681
+ XLI.
682
+
683
+ Those pretty wrongs that liberty commits,
684
+ When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
685
+ Thy beauty, and thy years full well befits,
686
+ For still temptation follows where thou art.
687
+ Gentle thou art, and therefore to be won,
688
+ Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
689
+ And when a woman woos, what woman's son
690
+ Will sourly leave her till he have prevailed?
691
+ Ay me! but yet thou mightst my seat forbear,
692
+ And chide thy beauty and thy straying youth,
693
+ Who lead thee in their riot even there
694
+ Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth:
695
+ Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
696
+ Thine by thy beauty being false to me.
697
+
698
+ XLII.
699
+
700
+ That thou hast her it is not all my grief,
701
+ And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
702
+ That she hath thee is of my wailing chief,
703
+ A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
704
+ Loving offenders thus I will excuse ye:
705
+ Thou dost love her, because thou know'st I love her;
706
+ And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
707
+ Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
708
+ If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
709
+ And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
710
+ Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
711
+ And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
712
+ But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
713
+ Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
714
+
715
+ XLIII.
716
+
717
+ When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see,
718
+ For all the day they view things unrespected;
719
+ But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
720
+ And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed.
721
+ Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
722
+ How would thy shadow's form form happy show
723
+ To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
724
+ When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
725
+ How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made
726
+ By looking on thee in the living day,
727
+ When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
728
+ Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
729
+ All days are nights to see till I see thee,
730
+ And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
731
+
732
+ XLIV.
733
+
734
+ If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
735
+ Injurious distance should not stop my way;
736
+ For then despite of space I would be brought,
737
+ From limits far remote, where thou dost stay.
738
+ No matter then although my foot did stand
739
+ Upon the farthest earth removed from thee;
740
+ For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
741
+ As soon as think the place where he would be.
742
+ But ah! thought kills me that I am not thought,
743
+ To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
744
+ But that, so much of earth and water wrought,
745
+ I must attend time's leisure with my moan,
746
+ Receiving nought by elements so slow
747
+ But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
748
+
749
+ XLV.
750
+
751
+ The other two, slight air and purging fire,
752
+ Are both with thee, wherever I abide;
753
+ The first my thought, the other my desire,
754
+ These present-absent with swift motion slide.
755
+ For when these quicker elements are gone
756
+ In tender embassy of love to thee,
757
+ My life, being made of four, with two alone
758
+ Sinks down to death, oppressed with melancholy;
759
+ Until life's composition be recured
760
+ By those swift messengers return'd from thee,
761
+ Who even but now come back again, assured
762
+ Of thy fair health, recounting it to me:
763
+ This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
764
+ I send them back again and straight grow sad.
765
+
766
+ XLVI.
767
+
768
+ Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war,
769
+ How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
770
+ Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
771
+ My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
772
+ My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie,
773
+ A closet never pierced with crystal eyes,
774
+ But the defendant doth that plea deny,
775
+ And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
776
+ To 'cide this title is impannelled
777
+ A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart;
778
+ And by their verdict is determined
779
+ The clear eye's moiety, and the dear heart's part:
780
+ As thus: mine eye's due is thine outward part,
781
+ And my heart's right, thine inward love of heart.
782
+
783
+ XLVII.
784
+
785
+ Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
786
+ And each doth good turns now unto the other:
787
+ When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,
788
+ Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
789
+ With my love's picture then my eye doth feast,
790
+ And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
791
+ Another time mine eye is my heart's guest,
792
+ And in his thoughts of love doth share a part:
793
+ So, either by thy picture or my love,
794
+ Thy self away, art present still with me;
795
+ For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
796
+ And I am still with them, and they with thee;
797
+ Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
798
+ Awakes my heart, to heart's and eyes' delight.
799
+
800
+ XLVIII.
801
+
802
+ How careful was I when I took my way,
803
+ Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
804
+ That to my use it might unused stay
805
+ From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
806
+ But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
807
+ Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief,
808
+ Thou best of dearest, and mine only care,
809
+ Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
810
+ Thee have I not locked up in any chest,
811
+ Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
812
+ Within the gentle closure of my breast,
813
+ From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
814
+ And even thence thou wilt be stol'n I fear,
815
+ For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
816
+
817
+ XLIX.
818
+
819
+ Against that time, if ever that time come,
820
+ When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
821
+ When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
822
+ Called to that audit by advis'd respects;
823
+ Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,
824
+ And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye,
825
+ When love, converted from the thing it was,
826
+ Shall reasons find of settled gravity;
827
+ Against that time do I ensconce me here,
828
+ Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
829
+ And this my hand, against my self uprear,
830
+ To guard the lawful reasons on thy part:
831
+ To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws,
832
+ Since why to love I can allege no cause.
833
+
834
+ L.
835
+
836
+ How heavy do I journey on the way,
837
+ When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
838
+ Doth teach that ease and that repose to say,
839
+ 'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!'
840
+ The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
841
+ Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
842
+ As if by some instinct the wretch did know
843
+ His rider lov'd not speed being made from thee.
844
+ The bloody spur cannot provoke him on,
845
+ That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide,
846
+ Which heavily he answers with a groan,
847
+ More sharp to me than spurring to his side;
848
+ For that same groan doth put this in my mind,
849
+ My grief lies onward, and my joy behind.
850
+
851
+ LI.
852
+
853
+ Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
854
+ Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
855
+ From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
856
+ Till I return, of posting is no need.
857
+ O! what excuse will my poor beast then find,
858
+ When swift extremity can seem but slow?
859
+ Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind,
860
+ In winged speed no motion shall I know,
861
+ Then can no horse with my desire keep pace.
862
+ Therefore desire, (of perfect'st love being made)
863
+ Shall neigh, no dull flesh, in his fiery race;
864
+ But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade-
865
+ Since from thee going, he went wilful-slow,
866
+ Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
867
+
868
+ LII.
869
+
870
+ So am I as the rich, whose blessed key,
871
+ Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
872
+ The which he will not every hour survey,
873
+ For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
874
+ Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
875
+ Since, seldom coming in the long year set,
876
+ Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
877
+ Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
878
+ So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
879
+ Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
880
+ To make some special instant special-blest,
881
+ By new unfolding his imprisoned pride.
882
+ Blessed are you whose worthiness gives scope,
883
+ Being had, to triumph, being lacked, to hope.
884
+
885
+ LIII.
886
+
887
+ What is your substance, whereof are you made,
888
+ That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
889
+ Since every one hath, every one, one shade,
890
+ And you but one, can every shadow lend.
891
+ Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
892
+ Is poorly imitated after you;
893
+ On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
894
+ And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
895
+ Speak of the spring, and foison of the year,
896
+ The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
897
+ The other as your bounty doth appear;
898
+ And you in every blessed shape we know.
899
+ In all external grace you have some part,
900
+ But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
901
+
902
+ LIV.
903
+
904
+ O! how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
905
+ By that sweet ornament which truth doth give.
906
+ The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
907
+ For that sweet odour, which doth in it live.
908
+ The canker blooms have full as deep a dye
909
+ As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
910
+ Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly
911
+ When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
912
+ But, for their virtue only is their show,
913
+ They live unwoo'd, and unrespected fade;
914
+ Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
915
+ Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made:
916
+ And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
917
+ When that shall vade, my verse distills your truth.
918
+
919
+ LV.
920
+
921
+ Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
922
+ Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
923
+ But you shall shine more bright in these contents
924
+ Than unswept stone, besmear'd with sluttish time.
925
+ When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
926
+ And broils root out the work of masonry,
927
+ Nor Mars his sword, nor war's quick fire shall burn
928
+ The living record of your memory.
929
+ 'Gainst death, and all oblivious enmity
930
+ Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
931
+ Even in the eyes of all posterity
932
+ That wear this world out to the ending doom.
933
+ So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
934
+ You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes.
935
+
936
+ LVI.
937
+
938
+ Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
939
+ Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
940
+ Which but to-day by feeding is allayed,
941
+ To-morrow sharpened in his former might:
942
+ So, love, be thou, although to-day thou fill
943
+ Thy hungry eyes, even till they wink with fulness,
944
+ To-morrow see again, and do not kill
945
+ The spirit of love, with a perpetual dulness.
946
+ Let this sad interim like the ocean be
947
+ Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
948
+ Come daily to the banks, that when they see
949
+ Return of love, more blest may be the view;
950
+ As call it winter, which being full of care,
951
+ Makes summer's welcome, thrice more wished, more rare.
952
+
953
+ LVII.
954
+
955
+ Being your slave what should I do but tend
956
+ Upon the hours, and times of your desire?
957
+ I have no precious time at all to spend;
958
+ Nor services to do, till you require.
959
+ Nor dare I chide the world without end hour,
960
+ Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
961
+ Nor think the bitterness of absence sour,
962
+ When you have bid your servant once adieu;
963
+ Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
964
+ Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
965
+ But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
966
+ Save, where you are, how happy you make those.
967
+ So true a fool is love, that in your will,
968
+ Though you do anything, he thinks no ill.
969
+
970
+ LVIII.
971
+
972
+ That god forbid, that made me first your slave,
973
+ I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
974
+ Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,
975
+ Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!
976
+ O! let me suffer, being at your beck,
977
+ The imprison'd absence of your liberty;
978
+ And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each check,
979
+ Without accusing you of injury.
980
+ Be where you list, your charter is so strong
981
+ That you yourself may privilege your time
982
+ To what you will; to you it doth belong
983
+ Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
984
+ I am to wait, though waiting so be hell,
985
+ Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well.
986
+
987
+ LIX.
988
+
989
+ If there be nothing new, but that which is
990
+ Hath been before, how are our brains beguil'd,
991
+ Which labouring for invention bear amiss
992
+ The second burthen of a former child.
993
+ Oh that record could with a backward look,
994
+ Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
995
+ Show me your image in some antique book,
996
+ Since mind at first in character was done,
997
+ That I might see what the old world could say
998
+ To this composed wonder of your frame;
999
+ Whether we are mended, or where better they,
1000
+ Or whether revolution be the same.
1001
+ Oh sure I am the wits of former days,
1002
+ To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
1003
+
1004
+ LX.
1005
+
1006
+ Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
1007
+ So do our minutes hasten to their end;
1008
+ Each changing place with that which goes before,
1009
+ In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
1010
+ Nativity, once in the main of light,
1011
+ Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown'd,
1012
+ Crooked eclipses 'gainst his glory fight,
1013
+ And Time that gave doth now his gift confound.
1014
+ Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth
1015
+ And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
1016
+ Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
1017
+ And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow:
1018
+ And yet to times in hope, my verse shall stand
1019
+ Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
1020
+
1021
+ LXI.
1022
+
1023
+ Is it thy will, thy image should keep open
1024
+ My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
1025
+ Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
1026
+ While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
1027
+ Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
1028
+ So far from home into my deeds to pry,
1029
+ To find out shames and idle hours in me,
1030
+ The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
1031
+ O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great:
1032
+ It is my love that keeps mine eye awake:
1033
+ Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
1034
+ To play the watchman ever for thy sake:
1035
+ For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
1036
+ From me far off, with others all too near.
1037
+
1038
+ LXII.
1039
+
1040
+ Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye
1041
+ And all my soul, and all my every part;
1042
+ And for this sin there is no remedy,
1043
+ It is so grounded inward in my heart.
1044
+ Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
1045
+ No shape so true, no truth of such account;
1046
+ And for myself mine own worth do define,
1047
+ As I all other in all worths surmount.
1048
+ But when my glass shows me myself indeed
1049
+ Beated and chopp'd with tanned antiquity,
1050
+ Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
1051
+ Self so self-loving were iniquity.
1052
+ 'Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise,
1053
+ Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
1054
+
1055
+ LXIII.
1056
+
1057
+ Against my love shall be as I am now,
1058
+ With Time's injurious hand crushed and o'erworn;
1059
+ When hours have drained his blood and filled his brow
1060
+ With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
1061
+ Hath travelled on to age's steepy night;
1062
+ And all those beauties whereof now he's king
1063
+ Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight,
1064
+ Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
1065
+ For such a time do I now fortify
1066
+ Against confounding age's cruel knife,
1067
+ That he shall never cut from memory
1068
+ My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life:
1069
+ His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
1070
+ And they shall live, and he in them still green.
1071
+
1072
+ LXIV.
1073
+
1074
+ When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
1075
+ The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
1076
+ When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed,
1077
+ And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
1078
+ When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
1079
+ Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
1080
+ And the firm soil win of the watery main,
1081
+ Increasing store with loss, and loss with store;
1082
+ When I have seen such interchange of state,
1083
+ Or state itself confounded to decay;
1084
+ Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate
1085
+ That Time will come and take my love away.
1086
+ This thought is as a death which cannot choose
1087
+ But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
1088
+
1089
+ LXV.
1090
+
1091
+ Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
1092
+ But sad mortality o'ersways their power,
1093
+ How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
1094
+ Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
1095
+ O! how shall summer's honey breath hold out,
1096
+ Against the wrackful siege of battering days,
1097
+ When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
1098
+ Nor gates of steel so strong but Time decays?
1099
+ O fearful meditation! where, alack,
1100
+ Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
1101
+ Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back?
1102
+ Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
1103
+ O! none, unless this miracle have might,
1104
+ That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
1105
+
1106
+ LXVI.
1107
+
1108
+ Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
1109
+ As to behold desert a beggar born,
1110
+ And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity,
1111
+ And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
1112
+ And gilded honour shamefully misplaced,
1113
+ And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
1114
+ And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
1115
+ And strength by limping sway disabled
1116
+ And art made tongue-tied by authority,
1117
+ And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill,
1118
+ And simple truth miscalled simplicity,
1119
+ And captive good attending captain ill:
1120
+ Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
1121
+ Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.
1122
+
1123
+ LXVII.
1124
+
1125
+ Ah! wherefore with infection should he live,
1126
+ And with his presence grace impiety,
1127
+ That sin by him advantage should achieve,
1128
+ And lace itself with his society?
1129
+ Why should false painting imitate his cheek,
1130
+ And steal dead seeming of his living hue?
1131
+ Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
1132
+ Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
1133
+ Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is,
1134
+ Beggared of blood to blush through lively veins?
1135
+ For she hath no exchequer now but his,
1136
+ And proud of many, lives upon his gains.
1137
+ O! him she stores, to show what wealth she had
1138
+ In days long since, before these last so bad.
1139
+
1140
+ LXVIII.
1141
+
1142
+ Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
1143
+ When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
1144
+ Before these bastard signs of fair were born,
1145
+ Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
1146
+ Before the golden tresses of the dead,
1147
+ The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
1148
+ To live a second life on second head;
1149
+ Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
1150
+ In him those holy antique hours are seen,
1151
+ Without all ornament, itself and true,
1152
+ Making no summer of another's green,
1153
+ Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
1154
+ And him as for a map doth Nature store,
1155
+ To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
1156
+
1157
+ LXIX.
1158
+
1159
+ Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
1160
+ Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
1161
+ All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
1162
+ Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
1163
+ Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown'd;
1164
+ But those same tongues, that give thee so thine own,
1165
+ In other accents do this praise confound
1166
+ By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
1167
+ They look into the beauty of thy mind,
1168
+ And that in guess they measure by thy deeds;
1169
+ Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
1170
+ To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
1171
+ But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
1172
+ The soil is this, that thou dost common grow.
1173
+
1174
+ LXX.
1175
+
1176
+ That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
1177
+ For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
1178
+ The ornament of beauty is suspect,
1179
+ A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
1180
+ So thou be good, slander doth but approve
1181
+ Thy worth the greater, being wooed of time;
1182
+ For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
1183
+ And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
1184
+ Thou hast passed by the ambush of young days
1185
+ Either not assailed, or victor being charged;
1186
+ Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
1187
+ To tie up envy, evermore enlarged,
1188
+ If some suspect of ill masked not thy show,
1189
+ Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
1190
+
1191
+ LXXI.
1192
+
1193
+ No longer mourn for me when I am dead
1194
+ Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell
1195
+ Give warning to the world that I am fled
1196
+ From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell:
1197
+ Nay, if you read this line, remember not
1198
+ The hand that writ it, for I love you so,
1199
+ That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot,
1200
+ If thinking on me then should make you woe.
1201
+ O! if, I say, you look upon this verse,
1202
+ When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
1203
+ Do not so much as my poor name rehearse;
1204
+ But let your love even with my life decay;
1205
+ Lest the wise world should look into your moan,
1206
+ And mock you with me after I am gone.
1207
+
1208
+ LXXII.
1209
+
1210
+ O! lest the world should task you to recite
1211
+ What merit lived in me, that you should love
1212
+ After my death,--dear love, forget me quite,
1213
+ For you in me can nothing worthy prove.
1214
+ Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
1215
+ To do more for me than mine own desert,
1216
+ And hang more praise upon deceased I
1217
+ Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
1218
+ O! lest your true love may seem false in this
1219
+ That you for love speak well of me untrue,
1220
+ My name be buried where my body is,
1221
+ And live no more to shame nor me nor you.
1222
+ For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
1223
+ And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
1224
+
1225
+ LXXIII.
1226
+
1227
+ That time of year thou mayst in me behold
1228
+ When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
1229
+ Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
1230
+ Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
1231
+ In me thou see'st the twilight of such day
1232
+ As after sunset fadeth in the west;
1233
+ Which by and by black night doth take away,
1234
+ Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
1235
+ In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire,
1236
+ That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
1237
+ As the death-bed, whereon it must expire,
1238
+ Consumed with that which it was nourish'd by.
1239
+ This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
1240
+ To love that well, which thou must leave ere long.
1241
+
1242
+ LXXIV.
1243
+
1244
+ But be contented when that fell arrest
1245
+ Without all bail shall carry me away,
1246
+ My life hath in this line some interest,
1247
+ Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
1248
+ When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
1249
+ The very part was consecrate to thee:
1250
+ The earth can have but earth, which is his due;
1251
+ My spirit is thine, the better part of me:
1252
+ So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
1253
+ The prey of worms, my body being dead;
1254
+ The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
1255
+ Too base of thee to be remembered.
1256
+ The worth of that is that which it contains,
1257
+ And that is this, and this with thee remains.
1258
+
1259
+ LXXV.
1260
+
1261
+ So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
1262
+ Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
1263
+ And for the peace of you I hold such strife
1264
+ As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found.
1265
+ Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon
1266
+ Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure;
1267
+ Now counting best to be with you alone,
1268
+ Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure:
1269
+ Sometime all full with feasting on your sight,
1270
+ And by and by clean starved for a look;
1271
+ Possessing or pursuing no delight
1272
+ Save what is had, or must from you be took.
1273
+ Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
1274
+ Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
1275
+
1276
+ LXXVI.
1277
+
1278
+ Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
1279
+ So far from variation or quick change?
1280
+ Why with the time do I not glance aside
1281
+ To new-found methods, and to compounds strange?
1282
+ Why write I still all one, ever the same,
1283
+ And keep invention in a noted weed,
1284
+ That every word doth almost tell my name,
1285
+ Showing their birth, and where they did proceed?
1286
+ O! know sweet love I always write of you,
1287
+ And you and love are still my argument;
1288
+ So all my best is dressing old words new,
1289
+ Spending again what is already spent:
1290
+ For as the sun is daily new and old,
1291
+ So is my love still telling what is told.
1292
+
1293
+ LXXVII.
1294
+
1295
+ Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
1296
+ Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste;
1297
+ The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
1298
+ And of this book, this learning mayst thou taste.
1299
+ The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
1300
+ Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
1301
+ Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
1302
+ Time's thievish progress to eternity.
1303
+ Look what thy memory cannot contain,
1304
+ Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
1305
+ Those children nursed, delivered from thy brain,
1306
+ To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
1307
+ These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
1308
+ Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book.
1309
+
1310
+ LXXVIII.
1311
+
1312
+ So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse,
1313
+ And found such fair assistance in my verse
1314
+ As every alien pen hath got my use
1315
+ And under thee their poesy disperse.
1316
+ Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing
1317
+ And heavy ignorance aloft to fly,
1318
+ Have added feathers to the learned's wing
1319
+ And given grace a double majesty.
1320
+ Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
1321
+ Whose influence is thine, and born of thee:
1322
+ In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
1323
+ And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
1324
+ But thou art all my art, and dost advance
1325
+ As high as learning, my rude ignorance.
1326
+
1327
+ LXXIX.
1328
+
1329
+ Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
1330
+ My verse alone had all thy gentle grace;
1331
+ But now my gracious numbers are decayed,
1332
+ And my sick Muse doth give an other place.
1333
+ I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
1334
+ Deserves the travail of a worthier pen;
1335
+ Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
1336
+ He robs thee of, and pays it thee again.
1337
+ He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word
1338
+ From thy behaviour; beauty doth he give,
1339
+ And found it in thy cheek: he can afford
1340
+ No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live.
1341
+ Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
1342
+ Since what he owes thee, thou thyself dost pay.
1343
+
1344
+ LXXX.
1345
+
1346
+ O! how I faint when I of you do write,
1347
+ Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
1348
+ And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
1349
+ To make me tongue-tied speaking of your fame.
1350
+ But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
1351
+ The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
1352
+ My saucy bark, inferior far to his,
1353
+ On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
1354
+ Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
1355
+ Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
1356
+ Or, being wracked, I am a worthless boat,
1357
+ He of tall building, and of goodly pride:
1358
+ Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
1359
+ The worst was this, my love was my decay.
1360
+
1361
+ LXXXI.
1362
+
1363
+ Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
1364
+ Or you survive when I in earth am rotten,
1365
+ From hence your memory death cannot take,
1366
+ Although in me each part will be forgotten.
1367
+ Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
1368
+ Though I, once gone, to all the world must die:
1369
+ The earth can yield me but a common grave,
1370
+ When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie.
1371
+ Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
1372
+ Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read;
1373
+ And tongues to be your being shall rehearse,
1374
+ When all the breathers of this world are dead;
1375
+ You still shall live, such virtue hath my pen,
1376
+ Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
1377
+
1378
+ LXXXII.
1379
+
1380
+ I grant thou wert not married to my Muse,
1381
+ And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
1382
+ The dedicated words which writers use
1383
+ Of their fair subject, blessing every book.
1384
+ Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
1385
+ Finding thy worth a limit past my praise;
1386
+ And therefore art enforced to seek anew
1387
+ Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days.
1388
+ And do so, love; yet when they have devised,
1389
+ What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
1390
+ Thou truly fair, wert truly sympathized
1391
+ In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend;
1392
+ And their gross painting might be better used
1393
+ Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
1394
+
1395
+ LXXXIII.
1396
+
1397
+ I never saw that you did painting need,
1398
+ And therefore to your fair no painting set;
1399
+ I found, or thought I found, you did exceed
1400
+ The barren tender of a poet's debt:
1401
+ And therefore have I slept in your report,
1402
+ That you yourself, being extant, well might show
1403
+ How far a modern quill doth come too short,
1404
+ Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
1405
+ This silence for my sin you did impute,
1406
+ Which shall be most my glory being dumb;
1407
+ For I impair not beauty being mute,
1408
+ When others would give life, and bring a tomb.
1409
+ There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
1410
+ Than both your poets can in praise devise.
1411
+
1412
+ LXXXIV.
1413
+
1414
+ Who is it that says most, which can say more,
1415
+ Than this rich praise, that you alone, are you,
1416
+ In whose confine immured is the store
1417
+ Which should example where your equal grew?
1418
+ Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
1419
+ That to his subject lends not some small glory;
1420
+ But he that writes of you, if he can tell
1421
+ That you are you, so dignifies his story.
1422
+ Let him but copy what in you is writ,
1423
+ Not making worse what nature made so clear,
1424
+ And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
1425
+ Making his style admired every where.
1426
+ You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
1427
+ Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
1428
+
1429
+ LXXXV.
1430
+
1431
+ My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
1432
+ While comments of your praise richly compiled,
1433
+ Reserve thy character with golden quill,
1434
+ And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
1435
+ I think good thoughts, whilst others write good words,
1436
+ And like unlettered clerk still cry 'Amen'
1437
+ To every hymn that able spirit affords,
1438
+ In polished form of well-refined pen.
1439
+ Hearing you praised, I say ''tis so, 'tis true,'
1440
+ And to the most of praise add something more;
1441
+ But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
1442
+ Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before.
1443
+ Then others, for the breath of words respect,
1444
+ Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
1445
+
1446
+ LXXXVI.
1447
+
1448
+ Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
1449
+ Bound for the prize of all too precious you,
1450
+ That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
1451
+ Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
1452
+ Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
1453
+ Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
1454
+ No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
1455
+ Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
1456
+ He, nor that affable familiar ghost
1457
+ Which nightly gulls him with intelligence,
1458
+ As victors of my silence cannot boast;
1459
+ I was not sick of any fear from thence:
1460
+ But when your countenance filled up his line,
1461
+ Then lacked I matter; that enfeebled mine.
1462
+
1463
+ LXXXVII.
1464
+
1465
+ Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
1466
+ And like enough thou know'st thy estimate,
1467
+ The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
1468
+ My bonds in thee are all determinate.
1469
+ For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
1470
+ And for that riches where is my deserving?
1471
+ The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
1472
+ And so my patent back again is swerving.
1473
+ Thy self thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing,
1474
+ Or me to whom thou gav'st it else mistaking;
1475
+ So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
1476
+ Comes home again, on better judgement making.
1477
+ Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter,
1478
+ In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
1479
+
1480
+ LXXXVIII.
1481
+
1482
+ When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
1483
+ And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
1484
+ Upon thy side, against myself I'll fight,
1485
+ And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
1486
+ With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
1487
+ Upon thy part I can set down a story
1488
+ Of faults concealed, wherein I am attainted;
1489
+ That thou in losing me shalt win much glory:
1490
+ And I by this will be a gainer too;
1491
+ For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
1492
+ The injuries that to myself I do,
1493
+ Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
1494
+ Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
1495
+ That for thy right, myself will bear all wrong.
1496
+
1497
+ LXXXIX.
1498
+
1499
+ Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
1500
+ And I will comment upon that offence:
1501
+ Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
1502
+ Against thy reasons making no defence.
1503
+ Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
1504
+ To set a form upon desired change,
1505
+ As I'll myself disgrace; knowing thy will,
1506
+ I will acquaintance strangle, and look strange;
1507
+ Be absent from thy walks; and in my tongue
1508
+ Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
1509
+ Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong,
1510
+ And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
1511
+ For thee, against my self I'll vow debate,
1512
+ For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
1513
+
1514
+ XC.
1515
+
1516
+ Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
1517
+ Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
1518
+ Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
1519
+ And do not drop in for an after-loss:
1520
+ Ah! do not, when my heart hath 'scaped this sorrow,
1521
+ Come in the rearward of a conquered woe;
1522
+ Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
1523
+ To linger out a purposed overthrow.
1524
+ If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
1525
+ When other petty griefs have done their spite,
1526
+ But in the onset come: so shall I taste
1527
+ At first the very worst of fortune's might;
1528
+ And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
1529
+ Compared with loss of thee, will not seem so.
1530
+
1531
+ XCI.
1532
+
1533
+ Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
1534
+ Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,
1535
+ Some in their garments though new-fangled ill;
1536
+ Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
1537
+ And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
1538
+ Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:
1539
+ But these particulars are not my measure,
1540
+ All these I better in one general best.
1541
+ Thy love is better than high birth to me,
1542
+ Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
1543
+ Of more delight than hawks and horses be;
1544
+ And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
1545
+ Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
1546
+ All this away, and me most wretched make.
1547
+
1548
+ XCII.
1549
+
1550
+ But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
1551
+ For term of life thou art assured mine;
1552
+ And life no longer than thy love will stay,
1553
+ For it depends upon that love of thine.
1554
+ Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
1555
+ When in the least of them my life hath end.
1556
+ I see a better state to me belongs
1557
+ Than that which on thy humour doth depend:
1558
+ Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
1559
+ Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
1560
+ O what a happy title do I find,
1561
+ Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
1562
+ But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
1563
+ Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
1564
+
1565
+ XCIII.
1566
+
1567
+ So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
1568
+ Like a deceived husband; so love's face
1569
+ May still seem love to me, though altered new;
1570
+ Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place:
1571
+ For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
1572
+ Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
1573
+ In many's looks, the false heart's history
1574
+ Is writ in moods, and frowns, and wrinkles strange.
1575
+ But heaven in thy creation did decree
1576
+ That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
1577
+ Whate'er thy thoughts, or thy heart's workings be,
1578
+ Thy looks should nothing thence, but sweetness tell.
1579
+ How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
1580
+ If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
1581
+
1582
+ XCIV.
1583
+
1584
+ They that have power to hurt, and will do none,
1585
+ That do not do the thing they most do show,
1586
+ Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
1587
+ Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow;
1588
+ They rightly do inherit heaven's graces,
1589
+ And husband nature's riches from expense;
1590
+ They are the lords and owners of their faces,
1591
+ Others, but stewards of their excellence.
1592
+ The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
1593
+ Though to itself, it only live and die,
1594
+ But if that flower with base infection meet,
1595
+ The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
1596
+ For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
1597
+ Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds.
1598
+
1599
+ XCV.
1600
+
1601
+ How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
1602
+ Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
1603
+ Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
1604
+ O! in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose.
1605
+ That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
1606
+ Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
1607
+ Cannot dispraise, but in a kind of praise;
1608
+ Naming thy name blesses an ill report.
1609
+ O! what a mansion have those vices got
1610
+ Which for their habitation chose out thee,
1611
+ Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot
1612
+ And all things turns to fair that eyes can see!
1613
+ Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
1614
+ The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
1615
+
1616
+ XCVI.
1617
+
1618
+ Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
1619
+ Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
1620
+ Both grace and faults are lov'd of more and less:
1621
+ Thou mak'st faults graces that to thee resort.
1622
+ As on the finger of a throned queen
1623
+ The basest jewel will be well esteem'd,
1624
+ So are those errors that in thee are seen
1625
+ To truths translated, and for true things deem'd.
1626
+ How many lambs might the stern wolf betray,
1627
+ If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
1628
+ How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
1629
+ If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
1630
+ But do not so, I love thee in such sort,
1631
+ As thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
1632
+
1633
+ XCVII.
1634
+
1635
+ How like a winter hath my absence been
1636
+ From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
1637
+ What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
1638
+ What old December's bareness everywhere!
1639
+ And yet this time removed was summer's time;
1640
+ The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
1641
+ Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
1642
+ Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease:
1643
+ Yet this abundant issue seemed to me
1644
+ But hope of orphans, and unfathered fruit;
1645
+ For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
1646
+ And, thou away, the very birds are mute:
1647
+ Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer,
1648
+ That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
1649
+
1650
+ XCVIII.
1651
+
1652
+ From you have I been absent in the spring,
1653
+ When proud pied April, dressed in all his trim,
1654
+ Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
1655
+ That heavy Saturn laughed and leapt with him.
1656
+ Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell
1657
+ Of different flowers in odour and in hue,
1658
+ Could make me any summer's story tell,
1659
+ Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew:
1660
+ Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
1661
+ Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
1662
+ They were but sweet, but figures of delight,
1663
+ Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
1664
+ Yet seemed it winter still, and you away,
1665
+ As with your shadow I with these did play.
1666
+
1667
+ XCIX.
1668
+
1669
+ The forward violet thus did I chide:
1670
+ Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
1671
+ If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
1672
+ Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
1673
+ In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dy'd.
1674
+ The lily I condemned for thy hand,
1675
+ And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair;
1676
+ The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
1677
+ One blushing shame, another white despair;
1678
+ A third, nor red nor white, had stol'n of both,
1679
+ And to his robbery had annexed thy breath;
1680
+ But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth
1681
+ A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
1682
+ More flowers I noted, yet I none could see,
1683
+ But sweet, or colour it had stol'n from thee.
1684
+
1685
+ C.
1686
+
1687
+ Where art thou Muse that thou forget'st so long,
1688
+ To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
1689
+ Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
1690
+ Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
1691
+ Return forgetful Muse, and straight redeem,
1692
+ In gentle numbers time so idly spent;
1693
+ Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem
1694
+ And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
1695
+ Rise, resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
1696
+ If Time have any wrinkle graven there;
1697
+ If any, be a satire to decay,
1698
+ And make Time's spoils despised every where.
1699
+ Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life,
1700
+ So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
1701
+
1702
+ CI.
1703
+
1704
+ O truant Muse what shall be thy amends
1705
+ For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
1706
+ Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
1707
+ So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
1708
+ Make answer Muse: wilt thou not haply say,
1709
+ 'Truth needs no colour, with his colour fixed;
1710
+ Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay;
1711
+ But best is best, if never intermixed'?
1712
+ Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
1713
+ Excuse not silence so, for't lies in thee
1714
+ To make him much outlive a gilded tomb
1715
+ And to be praised of ages yet to be.
1716
+ Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
1717
+ To make him seem, long hence, as he shows now.
1718
+
1719
+ CII.
1720
+
1721
+ My love is strengthened, though more weak in seeming;
1722
+ I love not less, though less the show appear;
1723
+ That love is merchandized, whose rich esteeming,
1724
+ The owner's tongue doth publish every where.
1725
+ Our love was new, and then but in the spring,
1726
+ When I was wont to greet it with my lays;
1727
+ As Philomel in summer's front doth sing,
1728
+ And stops his pipe in growth of riper days:
1729
+ Not that the summer is less pleasant now
1730
+ Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night,
1731
+ But that wild music burthens every bough,
1732
+ And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
1733
+ Therefore like her, I sometime hold my tongue:
1734
+ Because I would not dull you with my song.
1735
+
1736
+ CIII.
1737
+
1738
+ Alack! what poverty my Muse brings forth,
1739
+ That having such a scope to show her pride,
1740
+ The argument all bare is of more worth
1741
+ Than when it hath my added praise beside!
1742
+ O! blame me not, if I no more can write!
1743
+ Look in your glass, and there appears a face
1744
+ That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
1745
+ Dulling my lines, and doing me disgrace.
1746
+ Were it not sinful then, striving to mend,
1747
+ To mar the subject that before was well?
1748
+ For to no other pass my verses tend
1749
+ Than of your graces and your gifts to tell;
1750
+ And more, much more, than in my verse can sit,
1751
+ Your own glass shows you when you look in it.
1752
+
1753
+ CIV.
1754
+
1755
+ To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
1756
+ For as you were when first your eye I ey'd,
1757
+ Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold,
1758
+ Have from the forests shook three summers' pride,
1759
+ Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turned,
1760
+ In process of the seasons have I seen,
1761
+ Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burned,
1762
+ Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
1763
+ Ah! yet doth beauty like a dial-hand,
1764
+ Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived;
1765
+ So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
1766
+ Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived:
1767
+ For fear of which, hear this thou age unbred:
1768
+ Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
1769
+
1770
+ CV.
1771
+
1772
+ Let not my love be called idolatry,
1773
+ Nor my beloved as an idol show,
1774
+ Since all alike my songs and praises be
1775
+ To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
1776
+ Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
1777
+ Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
1778
+ Therefore my verse to constancy confined,
1779
+ One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
1780
+ Fair, kind, and true, is all my argument,
1781
+ Fair, kind, and true, varying to other words;
1782
+ And in this change is my invention spent,
1783
+ Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
1784
+ Fair, kind, and true, have often lived alone,
1785
+ Which three till now, never kept seat in one.
1786
+
1787
+ CVI.
1788
+
1789
+ When in the chronicle of wasted time
1790
+ I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
1791
+ And beauty making beautiful old rhyme,
1792
+ In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights,
1793
+ Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
1794
+ Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
1795
+ I see their antique pen would have expressed
1796
+ Even such a beauty as you master now.
1797
+ So all their praises are but prophecies
1798
+ Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
1799
+ And for they looked but with divining eyes,
1800
+ They had not skill enough your worth to sing:
1801
+ For we, which now behold these present days,
1802
+ Have eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
1803
+
1804
+ CVII.
1805
+
1806
+ Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
1807
+ Of the wide world dreaming on things to come,
1808
+ Can yet the lease of my true love control,
1809
+ Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom.
1810
+ The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured,
1811
+ And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
1812
+ Incertainties now crown themselves assured,
1813
+ And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
1814
+ Now with the drops of this most balmy time,
1815
+ My love looks fresh, and Death to me subscribes,
1816
+ Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
1817
+ While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes:
1818
+ And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
1819
+ When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
1820
+
1821
+ CVIII.
1822
+
1823
+ What's in the brain that ink may character
1824
+ Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
1825
+ What's new to speak, what now to register,
1826
+ That may express my love, or thy dear merit?
1827
+ Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
1828
+ I must each day say o'er the very same;
1829
+ Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine,
1830
+ Even as when first I hallowed thy fair name.
1831
+ So that eternal love in love's fresh case,
1832
+ Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
1833
+ Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
1834
+ But makes antiquity for aye his page;
1835
+ Finding the first conceit of love there bred,
1836
+ Where time and outward form would show it dead.
1837
+
1838
+ CIX.
1839
+
1840
+ O! never say that I was false of heart,
1841
+ Though absence seemed my flame to qualify,
1842
+ As easy might I from my self depart
1843
+ As from my soul which in thy breast doth lie:
1844
+ That is my home of love: if I have ranged,
1845
+ Like him that travels, I return again;
1846
+ Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
1847
+ So that myself bring water for my stain.
1848
+ Never believe though in my nature reigned,
1849
+ All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
1850
+ That it could so preposterously be stained,
1851
+ To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
1852
+ For nothing this wide universe I call,
1853
+ Save thou, my rose, in it thou art my all.
1854
+
1855
+ CX.
1856
+
1857
+ Alas! 'tis true, I have gone here and there,
1858
+ And made my self a motley to the view,
1859
+ Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
1860
+ Made old offences of affections new;
1861
+ Most true it is, that I have looked on truth
1862
+ Askance and strangely; but, by all above,
1863
+ These blenches gave my heart another youth,
1864
+ And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
1865
+ Now all is done, have what shall have no end:
1866
+ Mine appetite I never more will grind
1867
+ On newer proof, to try an older friend,
1868
+ A god in love, to whom I am confined.
1869
+ Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
1870
+ Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
1871
+
1872
+ CXI.
1873
+
1874
+ O! for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
1875
+ The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
1876
+ That did not better for my life provide
1877
+ Than public means which public manners breeds.
1878
+ Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
1879
+ And almost thence my nature is subdued
1880
+ To what it works in, like the dyer's hand:
1881
+ Pity me, then, and wish I were renewed;
1882
+ Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink
1883
+ Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection;
1884
+ No bitterness that I will bitter think,
1885
+ Nor double penance, to correct correction.
1886
+ Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye,
1887
+ Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
1888
+
1889
+ CXII.
1890
+
1891
+ Your love and pity doth the impression fill,
1892
+ Which vulgar scandal stamped upon my brow;
1893
+ For what care I who calls me well or ill,
1894
+ So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
1895
+ You are my all-the-world, and I must strive
1896
+ To know my shames and praises from your tongue;
1897
+ None else to me, nor I to none alive,
1898
+ That my steeled sense or changes right or wrong.
1899
+ In so profound abysm I throw all care
1900
+ Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
1901
+ To critic and to flatterer stopped are.
1902
+ Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
1903
+ You are so strongly in my purpose bred,
1904
+ That all the world besides methinks y'are dead.
1905
+
1906
+ CXIII.
1907
+
1908
+ Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
1909
+ And that which governs me to go about
1910
+ Doth part his function and is partly blind,
1911
+ Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
1912
+ For it no form delivers to the heart
1913
+ Of bird, of flower, or shape which it doth latch:
1914
+ Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
1915
+ Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch;
1916
+ For if it see the rud'st or gentlest sight,
1917
+ The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
1918
+ The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
1919
+ The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature.
1920
+ Incapable of more, replete with you,
1921
+ My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue.
1922
+
1923
+ CXIV.
1924
+
1925
+ Or whether doth my mind, being crowned with you,
1926
+ Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
1927
+ Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true,
1928
+ And that your love taught it this alchemy,
1929
+ To make of monsters and things indigest
1930
+ Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
1931
+ Creating every bad a perfect best,
1932
+ As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
1933
+ O! 'tis the first, 'tis flattery in my seeing,
1934
+ And my great mind most kingly drinks it up:
1935
+ Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
1936
+ And to his palate doth prepare the cup:
1937
+ If it be poisoned, 'tis the lesser sin
1938
+ That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
1939
+
1940
+ CXV.
1941
+
1942
+ Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
1943
+ Even those that said I could not love you dearer:
1944
+ Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
1945
+ My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
1946
+ But reckoning Time, whose million'd accidents
1947
+ Creep in 'twixt vows, and change decrees of kings,
1948
+ Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
1949
+ Divert strong minds to the course of altering things;
1950
+ Alas! why, fearing of Time's tyranny,
1951
+ Might I not then say, 'Now I love you best,'
1952
+ When I was certain o'er incertainty,
1953
+ Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
1954
+ Love is a babe, then might I not say so,
1955
+ To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
1956
+
1957
+ CXVI.
1958
+
1959
+ Let me not to the marriage of true minds
1960
+ Admit impediments. Love is not love
1961
+ Which alters when it alteration finds,
1962
+ Or bends with the remover to remove:
1963
+ O, no! it is an ever-fixed mark,
1964
+ That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
1965
+ It is the star to every wandering bark,
1966
+ Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
1967
+ Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
1968
+ Within his bending sickle's compass come;
1969
+ Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
1970
+ But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
1971
+ If this be error and upon me proved,
1972
+ I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
1973
+
1974
+ CXVII.
1975
+
1976
+ Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all,
1977
+ Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
1978
+ Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
1979
+ Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
1980
+ That I have frequent been with unknown minds,
1981
+ And given to time your own dear-purchased right;
1982
+ That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
1983
+ Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
1984
+ Book both my wilfulness and errors down,
1985
+ And on just proof surmise accumulate;
1986
+ Bring me within the level of your frown,
1987
+ But shoot not at me in your wakened hate;
1988
+ Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
1989
+ The constancy and virtue of your love.
1990
+
1991
+ CXVIII.
1992
+
1993
+ Like as, to make our appetites more keen,
1994
+ With eager compounds we our palate urge;
1995
+ As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
1996
+ We sicken to shun sickness when we purge;
1997
+ Even so, being full of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
1998
+ To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding;
1999
+ And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness
2000
+ To be diseased, ere that there was true needing.
2001
+ Thus policy in love, to anticipate
2002
+ The ills that were not, grew to faults assured,
2003
+ And brought to medicine a healthful state
2004
+ Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured;
2005
+ But thence I learn and find the lesson true,
2006
+ Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
2007
+
2008
+ CXIX.
2009
+
2010
+ What potions have I drunk of Siren tears,
2011
+ Distilled from limbecks foul as hell within,
2012
+ Applying fears to hopes, and hopes to fears,
2013
+ Still losing when I saw myself to win!
2014
+ What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
2015
+ Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
2016
+ How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted,
2017
+ In the distraction of this madding fever!
2018
+ O benefit of ill! now I find true
2019
+ That better is by evil still made better;
2020
+ And ruined love, when it is built anew,
2021
+ Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
2022
+ So I return rebuked to my content,
2023
+ And gain by ills thrice more than I have spent.
2024
+
2025
+ CXX.
2026
+
2027
+ That you were once unkind befriends me now,
2028
+ And for that sorrow, which I then did feel,
2029
+ Needs must I under my transgression bow,
2030
+ Unless my nerves were brass or hammered steel.
2031
+ For if you were by my unkindness shaken,
2032
+ As I by yours, you've passed a hell of time;
2033
+ And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
2034
+ To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
2035
+ O! that our night of woe might have remembered
2036
+ My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits,
2037
+ And soon to you, as you to me, then tendered
2038
+ The humble salve, which wounded bosoms fits!
2039
+ But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
2040
+ Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
2041
+
2042
+ CXXI.
2043
+
2044
+ 'Tis better to be vile than vile esteemed,
2045
+ When not to be receives reproach of being;
2046
+ And the just pleasure lost, which is so deemed
2047
+ Not by our feeling, but by others' seeing:
2048
+ For why should others' false adulterate eyes
2049
+ Give salutation to my sportive blood?
2050
+ Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
2051
+ Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
2052
+ No, I am that I am, and they that level
2053
+ At my abuses reckon up their own:
2054
+ I may be straight though they themselves be bevel;
2055
+ By their rank thoughts, my deeds must not be shown;
2056
+ Unless this general evil they maintain,
2057
+ All men are bad and in their badness reign.
2058
+
2059
+ CXXII.
2060
+
2061
+ Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
2062
+ Full charactered with lasting memory,
2063
+ Which shall above that idle rank remain,
2064
+ Beyond all date, even to eternity:
2065
+ Or, at the least, so long as brain and heart
2066
+ Have faculty by nature to subsist;
2067
+ Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
2068
+ Of thee, thy record never can be missed.
2069
+ That poor retention could not so much hold,
2070
+ Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
2071
+ Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
2072
+ To trust those tables that receive thee more:
2073
+ To keep an adjunct to remember thee
2074
+ Were to import forgetfulness in me.
2075
+
2076
+ CXXIII.
2077
+
2078
+ No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
2079
+ Thy pyramids built up with newer might
2080
+ To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
2081
+ They are but dressings of a former sight.
2082
+ Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
2083
+ What thou dost foist upon us that is old;
2084
+ And rather make them born to our desire
2085
+ Than think that we before have heard them told.
2086
+ Thy registers and thee I both defy,
2087
+ Not wondering at the present nor the past,
2088
+ For thy records and what we see doth lie,
2089
+ Made more or less by thy continual haste.
2090
+ This I do vow and this shall ever be;
2091
+ I will be true despite thy scythe and thee.
2092
+
2093
+ CXXIV.
2094
+
2095
+ If my dear love were but the child of state,
2096
+ It might for Fortune's bastard be unfathered,
2097
+ As subject to Time's love or to Time's hate,
2098
+ Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gathered.
2099
+ No, it was builded far from accident;
2100
+ It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
2101
+ Under the blow of thralled discontent,
2102
+ Whereto th' inviting time our fashion calls:
2103
+ It fears not policy, that heretic,
2104
+ Which works on leases of short-number'd hours,
2105
+ But all alone stands hugely politic,
2106
+ That it nor grows with heat, nor drowns with showers.
2107
+ To this I witness call the fools of time,
2108
+ Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
2109
+
2110
+ CXXV.
2111
+
2112
+ Were't aught to me I bore the canopy,
2113
+ With my extern the outward honouring,
2114
+ Or laid great bases for eternity,
2115
+ Which proves more short than waste or ruining?
2116
+ Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour
2117
+ Lose all and more by paying too much rent
2118
+ For compound sweet, forgoing simple savour,
2119
+ Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
2120
+ No; let me be obsequious in thy heart,
2121
+ And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
2122
+ Which is not mixed with seconds, knows no art,
2123
+ But mutual render, only me for thee.
2124
+ Hence, thou suborned informer! a true soul
2125
+ When most impeached stands least in thy control.
2126
+
2127
+ CXXVI.
2128
+
2129
+ O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
2130
+ Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour;
2131
+ Who hast by waning grown, and therein showest
2132
+ Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self growest.
2133
+ If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
2134
+ As thou goest onwards still will pluck thee back,
2135
+ She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
2136
+ May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill.
2137
+ Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
2138
+ She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure:
2139
+ Her audit (though delayed) answered must be,
2140
+ And her quietus is to render thee.
2141
+ ( )
2142
+ ( )
2143
+
2144
+ CXXVII.
2145
+
2146
+ In the old age black was not counted fair,
2147
+ Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
2148
+ But now is black beauty's successive heir,
2149
+ And beauty slandered with a bastard shame:
2150
+ For since each hand hath put on Nature's power,
2151
+ Fairing the foul with Art's false borrowed face,
2152
+ Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
2153
+ But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
2154
+ Therefore my mistress' eyes are raven black,
2155
+ Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
2156
+ At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
2157
+ Sland'ring creation with a false esteem:
2158
+ Yet so they mourn becoming of their woe,
2159
+ That every tongue says beauty should look so.
2160
+
2161
+ CXXVIII.
2162
+
2163
+ How oft when thou, my music, music play'st,
2164
+ Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
2165
+ With thy sweet fingers when thou gently sway'st
2166
+ The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
2167
+ Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap,
2168
+ To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
2169
+ Whilst my poor lips which should that harvest reap,
2170
+ At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
2171
+ To be so tickled, they would change their state
2172
+ And situation with those dancing chips,
2173
+ O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
2174
+ Making dead wood more bless'd than living lips.
2175
+ Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
2176
+ Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
2177
+
2178
+ CXXIX.
2179
+
2180
+ The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
2181
+ Is lust in action: and till action, lust
2182
+ Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame,
2183
+ Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust;
2184
+ Enjoyed no sooner but despised straight;
2185
+ Past reason hunted; and no sooner had,
2186
+ Past reason hated, as a swallowed bait,
2187
+ On purpose laid to make the taker mad.
2188
+ Mad in pursuit and in possession so;
2189
+ Had, having, and in quest to have extreme;
2190
+ A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
2191
+ Before, a joy proposed; behind a dream.
2192
+ All this the world well knows; yet none knows well
2193
+ To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
2194
+
2195
+ CXXX.
2196
+
2197
+ My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
2198
+ Coral is far more red, than her lips red:
2199
+ If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
2200
+ If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
2201
+ I have seen roses damasked, red and white,
2202
+ But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
2203
+ And in some perfumes is there more delight
2204
+ Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
2205
+ I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
2206
+ That music hath a far more pleasing sound:
2207
+ I grant I never saw a goddess go,
2208
+ My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
2209
+ And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare,
2210
+ As any she belied with false compare.
2211
+
2212
+ CXXXI.
2213
+
2214
+ Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
2215
+ As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
2216
+ For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
2217
+ Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
2218
+ Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold,
2219
+ Thy face hath not the power to make love groan;
2220
+ To say they err I dare not be so bold,
2221
+ Although I swear it to myself alone.
2222
+ And to be sure that is not false I swear,
2223
+ A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face,
2224
+ One on another's neck, do witness bear
2225
+ Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
2226
+ In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
2227
+ And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
2228
+
2229
+ CXXXII.
2230
+
2231
+ Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
2232
+ Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain,
2233
+ Have put on black and loving mourners be,
2234
+ Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
2235
+ And truly not the morning sun of heaven
2236
+ Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
2237
+ Nor that full star that ushers in the even,
2238
+ Doth half that glory to the sober west,
2239
+ As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
2240
+ O! let it then as well beseem thy heart
2241
+ To mourn for me since mourning doth thee grace,
2242
+ And suit thy pity like in every part.
2243
+ Then will I swear beauty herself is black,
2244
+ And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
2245
+
2246
+ CXXXIII.
2247
+
2248
+ Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
2249
+ For that deep wound it gives my friend and me!
2250
+ Is't not enough to torture me alone,
2251
+ But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
2252
+ Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
2253
+ And my next self thou harder hast engrossed:
2254
+ Of him, myself, and thee I am forsaken;
2255
+ A torment thrice three-fold thus to be crossed.
2256
+ Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward,
2257
+ But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
2258
+ Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
2259
+ Thou canst not then use rigour in my jail:
2260
+ And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee,
2261
+ Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
2262
+
2263
+ CXXXIV.
2264
+
2265
+ So now I have confessed that he is thine,
2266
+ And I my self am mortgaged to thy will,
2267
+ Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
2268
+ Thou wilt restore to be my comfort still:
2269
+ But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
2270
+ For thou art covetous, and he is kind;
2271
+ He learned but surety-like to write for me,
2272
+ Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
2273
+ The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
2274
+ Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
2275
+ And sue a friend came debtor for my sake;
2276
+ So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
2277
+ Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me:
2278
+ He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
2279
+
2280
+ CXXXV.
2281
+
2282
+ Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy Will,
2283
+ And Will to boot, and Will in over-plus;
2284
+ More than enough am I that vexed thee still,
2285
+ To thy sweet will making addition thus.
2286
+ Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
2287
+ Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
2288
+ Shall will in others seem right gracious,
2289
+ And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
2290
+ The sea, all water, yet receives rain still,
2291
+ And in abundance addeth to his store;
2292
+ So thou, being rich in Will, add to thy Will
2293
+ One will of mine, to make thy large will more.
2294
+ Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill;
2295
+ Think all but one, and me in that one Will.
2296
+
2297
+ CXXXVI.
2298
+
2299
+ If thy soul check thee that I come so near,
2300
+ Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy Will,
2301
+ And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
2302
+ Thus far for love, my love-suit, sweet, fulfil.
2303
+ Will, will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
2304
+ Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one.
2305
+ In things of great receipt with ease we prove
2306
+ Among a number one is reckoned none:
2307
+ Then in the number let me pass untold,
2308
+ Though in thy store's account I one must be;
2309
+ For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
2310
+ That nothing me, a something sweet to thee:
2311
+ Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
2312
+ And then thou lovest me for my name is 'Will.'
2313
+
2314
+ CXXXVII.
2315
+
2316
+ Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
2317
+ That they behold, and see not what they see?
2318
+ They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
2319
+ Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
2320
+ If eyes, corrupt by over-partial looks,
2321
+ Be anchored in the bay where all men ride,
2322
+ Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
2323
+ Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
2324
+ Why should my heart think that a several plot,
2325
+ Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
2326
+ Or mine eyes, seeing this, say this is not,
2327
+ To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
2328
+ In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
2329
+ And to this false plague are they now transferred.
2330
+
2331
+ CXXXVIII.
2332
+
2333
+ When my love swears that she is made of truth,
2334
+ I do believe her though I know she lies,
2335
+ That she might think me some untutored youth,
2336
+ Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
2337
+ Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
2338
+ Although she knows my days are past the best,
2339
+ Simply I credit her false-speaking tongue:
2340
+ On both sides thus is simple truth suppressed:
2341
+ But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
2342
+ And wherefore say not I that I am old?
2343
+ O! love's best habit is in seeming trust,
2344
+ And age in love, loves not to have years told:
2345
+ Therefore I lie with her, and she with me,
2346
+ And in our faults by lies we flattered be.
2347
+
2348
+ CXXXIX.
2349
+
2350
+ O! call not me to justify the wrong
2351
+ That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
2352
+ Wound me not with thine eye, but with thy tongue:
2353
+ Use power with power, and slay me not by art,
2354
+ Tell me thou lov'st elsewhere; but in my sight,
2355
+ Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside:
2356
+ What need'st thou wound with cunning, when thy might
2357
+ Is more than my o'erpressed defence can bide?
2358
+ Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
2359
+ Her pretty looks have been mine enemies;
2360
+ And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
2361
+ That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
2362
+ Yet do not so; but since I am near slain,
2363
+ Kill me outright with looks, and rid my pain.
2364
+
2365
+ CXL.
2366
+
2367
+ Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press
2368
+ My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain;
2369
+ Lest sorrow lend me words, and words express
2370
+ The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
2371
+ If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
2372
+ Though not to love, yet, love to tell me so;
2373
+ As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
2374
+ No news but health from their physicians know;
2375
+ For, if I should despair, I should grow mad,
2376
+ And in my madness might speak ill of thee;
2377
+ Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
2378
+ Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be.
2379
+ That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
2380
+ Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
2381
+
2382
+ CXLI.
2383
+
2384
+ In faith I do not love thee with mine eyes,
2385
+ For they in thee a thousand errors note;
2386
+ But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
2387
+ Who, in despite of view, is pleased to dote.
2388
+ Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted;
2389
+ Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
2390
+ Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
2391
+ To any sensual feast with thee alone:
2392
+ But my five wits nor my five senses can
2393
+ Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
2394
+ Who leaves unswayed the likeness of a man,
2395
+ Thy proud heart's slave and vassal wretch to be:
2396
+ Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
2397
+ That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
2398
+
2399
+ CXLII.
2400
+
2401
+ Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate,
2402
+ Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving:
2403
+ O! but with mine compare thou thine own state,
2404
+ And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
2405
+ Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine,
2406
+ That have profaned their scarlet ornaments
2407
+ And sealed false bonds of love as oft as mine,
2408
+ Robbed others' beds' revenues of their rents.
2409
+ Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lov'st those
2410
+ Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee:
2411
+ Root pity in thy heart, that, when it grows,
2412
+ Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
2413
+ If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
2414
+ By self-example mayst thou be denied!
2415
+
2416
+ CXLIII.
2417
+
2418
+ Lo, as a careful housewife runs to catch
2419
+ One of her feathered creatures broke away,
2420
+ Sets down her babe, and makes all swift dispatch
2421
+ In pursuit of the thing she would have stay;
2422
+ Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
2423
+ Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
2424
+ To follow that which flies before her face,
2425
+ Not prizing her poor infant's discontent;
2426
+ So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee,
2427
+ Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind;
2428
+ But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
2429
+ And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind;
2430
+ So will I pray that thou mayst have thy 'Will,'
2431
+ If thou turn back and my loud crying still.
2432
+
2433
+ CXLIV.
2434
+
2435
+ Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
2436
+ Which like two spirits do suggest me still:
2437
+ The better angel is a man right fair,
2438
+ The worser spirit a woman coloured ill.
2439
+ To win me soon to hell, my female evil,
2440
+ Tempteth my better angel from my side,
2441
+ And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
2442
+ Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
2443
+ And whether that my angel be turned fiend,
2444
+ Suspect I may, yet not directly tell;
2445
+ But being both from me, both to each friend,
2446
+ I guess one angel in another's hell:
2447
+ Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
2448
+ Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
2449
+
2450
+ CXLV.
2451
+
2452
+ Those lips that Love's own hand did make,
2453
+ Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate',
2454
+ To me that languished for her sake:
2455
+ But when she saw my woeful state,
2456
+ Straight in her heart did mercy come,
2457
+ Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
2458
+ Was used in giving gentle doom;
2459
+ And taught it thus anew to greet;
2460
+ 'I hate' she altered with an end,
2461
+ That followed it as gentle day,
2462
+ Doth follow night, who like a fiend
2463
+ From heaven to hell is flown away.
2464
+ 'I hate', from hate away she threw,
2465
+ And saved my life, saying 'not you'.
2466
+
2467
+ CXLVI.
2468
+
2469
+ Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
2470
+ Why feed'st these rebel powers that thee array
2471
+ Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
2472
+ Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
2473
+ Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
2474
+ Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
2475
+ Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
2476
+ Eat up thy charge? Is this thy body's end?
2477
+ Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
2478
+ And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
2479
+ Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;
2480
+ Within be fed, without be rich no more:
2481
+ So shall thou feed on Death, that feeds on men,
2482
+ And Death once dead, there's no more dying then.
2483
+
2484
+ CXLVII.
2485
+
2486
+ My love is as a fever longing still,
2487
+ For that which longer nurseth the disease;
2488
+ Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
2489
+ The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
2490
+ My reason, the physician to my love,
2491
+ Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
2492
+ Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
2493
+ Desire is death, which physic did except.
2494
+ Past cure I am, now Reason is past care,
2495
+ And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
2496
+ My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
2497
+ At random from the truth vainly expressed;
2498
+ For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright,
2499
+ Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
2500
+
2501
+ CXLVIII.
2502
+
2503
+ O me! what eyes hath Love put in my head,
2504
+ Which have no correspondence with true sight;
2505
+ Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
2506
+ That censures falsely what they see aright?
2507
+ If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
2508
+ What means the world to say it is not so?
2509
+ If it be not, then love doth well denote
2510
+ Love's eye is not so true as all men's: no,
2511
+ How can it? O! how can Love's eye be true,
2512
+ That is so vexed with watching and with tears?
2513
+ No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
2514
+ The sun itself sees not, till heaven clears.
2515
+ O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
2516
+ Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
2517
+
2518
+ CXLIX.
2519
+
2520
+ Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not,
2521
+ When I against myself with thee partake?
2522
+ Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
2523
+ Am of my self, all tyrant, for thy sake?
2524
+ Who hateth thee that I do call my friend,
2525
+ On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon,
2526
+ Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
2527
+ Revenge upon myself with present moan?
2528
+ What merit do I in my self respect,
2529
+ That is so proud thy service to despise,
2530
+ When all my best doth worship thy defect,
2531
+ Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
2532
+ But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind,
2533
+ Those that can see thou lov'st, and I am blind.
2534
+
2535
+ CL.
2536
+
2537
+ O! from what power hast thou this powerful might,
2538
+ With insufficiency my heart to sway?
2539
+ To make me give the lie to my true sight,
2540
+ And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
2541
+ Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
2542
+ That in the very refuse of thy deeds
2543
+ There is such strength and warrantise of skill,
2544
+ That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds?
2545
+ Who taught thee how to make me love thee more,
2546
+ The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
2547
+ O! though I love what others do abhor,
2548
+ With others thou shouldst not abhor my state:
2549
+ If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
2550
+ More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
2551
+
2552
+ CLI.
2553
+
2554
+ Love is too young to know what conscience is,
2555
+ Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
2556
+ Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
2557
+ Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
2558
+ For, thou betraying me, I do betray
2559
+ My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
2560
+ My soul doth tell my body that he may
2561
+ Triumph in love; flesh stays no farther reason,
2562
+ But rising at thy name doth point out thee,
2563
+ As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
2564
+ He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
2565
+ To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
2566
+ No want of conscience hold it that I call
2567
+ Her love, for whose dear love I rise and fall.
2568
+
2569
+ CLII.
2570
+
2571
+ In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
2572
+ But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing;
2573
+ In act thy bed-vow broke, and new faith torn,
2574
+ In vowing new hate after new love bearing:
2575
+ But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
2576
+ When I break twenty? I am perjured most;
2577
+ For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee,
2578
+ And all my honest faith in thee is lost:
2579
+ For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
2580
+ Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy;
2581
+ And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness,
2582
+ Or made them swear against the thing they see;
2583
+ For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured eye,
2584
+ To swear against the truth so foul a lie!
2585
+
2586
+ CLIII.
2587
+
2588
+ Cupid laid by his brand and fell asleep:
2589
+ A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
2590
+ And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
2591
+ In a cold valley-fountain of that ground;
2592
+ Which borrowed from this holy fire of Love,
2593
+ A dateless lively heat, still to endure,
2594
+ And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
2595
+ Against strange maladies a sovereign cure.
2596
+ But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
2597
+ The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
2598
+ I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
2599
+ And thither hied, a sad distempered guest,
2600
+ But found no cure, the bath for my help lies
2601
+ Where Cupid got new fire; my mistress' eyes.
2602
+
2603
+ CLIV.
2604
+
2605
+ The little Love-god lying once asleep,
2606
+ Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
2607
+ Whilst many nymphs that vowed chaste life to keep
2608
+ Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand
2609
+ The fairest votary took up that fire
2610
+ Which many legions of true hearts had warmed;
2611
+ And so the General of hot desire
2612
+ Was, sleeping, by a virgin hand disarmed.
2613
+ This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
2614
+ Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
2615
+ Growing a bath and healthful remedy,
2616
+ For men diseased; but I, my mistress' thrall,
2617
+ Came there for cure and this by that I prove,
2618
+ Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.