skynet 0.9.2 → 0.9.3

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  1. data/History.txt +49 -0
  2. data/Manifest.txt +84 -6
  3. data/README.txt +75 -64
  4. data/app_generators/skynet_install/skynet_install_generator.rb +14 -8
  5. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/migration.rb +1 -24
  6. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/skynet_config.rb +50 -0
  7. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/skynet_initializer.rb +1 -0
  8. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/{skynet_schema.sql → skynet_mysql_schema.sql} +1 -24
  9. data/bin/skynet +37 -10
  10. data/bin/skynet_install +5 -5
  11. data/bin/skynet_tuplespace_server +27 -19
  12. data/examples/dgrep/README +70 -0
  13. data/examples/dgrep/config/skynet_config.rb +26 -0
  14. data/examples/dgrep/data/shakespeare/README +2 -0
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  24. data/examples/dgrep/lib/dgrep.rb +59 -0
  25. data/examples/dgrep/lib/mapreduce_test.rb +32 -0
  26. data/examples/dgrep/lib/most_common_words.rb +45 -0
  27. data/examples/dgrep/script/dgrep +75 -0
  28. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/README +66 -0
  29. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/Rakefile +10 -0
  30. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/controllers/application.rb +10 -0
  31. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/helpers/application_helper.rb +3 -0
  32. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/models/user.rb +21 -0
  33. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/models/user_favorite.rb +5 -0
  34. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/models/user_mailer.rb +12 -0
  35. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/app/views/user_mailer/welcome.erb +5 -0
  36. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/boot.rb +109 -0
  37. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/database.yml +42 -0
  38. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/environment.rb +59 -0
  39. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/environments/development.rb +18 -0
  40. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/environments/production.rb +19 -0
  41. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/environments/test.rb +22 -0
  42. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/initializers/inflections.rb +10 -0
  43. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/initializers/mime_types.rb +5 -0
  44. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/initializers/skynet.rb +1 -0
  45. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/routes.rb +35 -0
  46. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/config/skynet_config.rb +36 -0
  47. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/db/migrate/001_create_skynet_tables.rb +43 -0
  48. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/db/migrate/002_create_users.rb +16 -0
  49. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/db/migrate/003_create_user_favorites.rb +14 -0
  50. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/db/schema.rb +85 -0
  51. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/db/skynet_mysql_schema.sql +33 -0
  52. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/doc/README_FOR_APP +2 -0
  53. data/examples/rails_mysql_example/lib/tasks/rails_mysql_example.rake +20 -0
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  88. data/extras/README +7 -0
  89. data/extras/init.d/skynet +87 -0
  90. data/extras/nagios/check_skynet.sh +121 -0
  91. data/extras/rails/controllers/skynet_controller.rb +43 -0
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  93. data/lib/skynet.rb +59 -1
  94. data/lib/skynet/mapreduce_helper.rb +2 -2
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  96. data/lib/skynet/message_queue_adapters/mysql.rb +422 -539
  97. data/lib/skynet/message_queue_adapters/tuple_space.rb +45 -71
  98. data/lib/skynet/skynet_active_record_extensions.rb +22 -11
  99. data/lib/skynet/skynet_config.rb +54 -20
  100. data/lib/skynet/skynet_console.rb +4 -1
  101. data/lib/skynet/skynet_console_helper.rb +5 -1
  102. data/lib/skynet/skynet_debugger.rb +58 -4
  103. data/lib/skynet/skynet_job.rb +61 -24
  104. data/lib/skynet/skynet_launcher.rb +29 -3
  105. data/lib/skynet/skynet_logger.rb +11 -1
  106. data/lib/skynet/skynet_manager.rb +403 -240
  107. data/lib/skynet/skynet_message.rb +1 -3
  108. data/lib/skynet/skynet_message_queue.rb +42 -19
  109. data/lib/skynet/skynet_partitioners.rb +19 -15
  110. data/lib/skynet/skynet_ruby_extensions.rb +18 -0
  111. data/lib/skynet/skynet_tuplespace_server.rb +17 -14
  112. data/lib/skynet/skynet_worker.rb +132 -98
  113. data/lib/skynet/version.rb +1 -1
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  117. data/test/test_helper.rb +2 -0
  118. data/test/test_skynet.rb +13 -5
  119. data/test/test_skynet_manager.rb +24 -9
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  125. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/skynet +0 -46
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+ SONNETS
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+ TO THE ONLY BEGETTER OF
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+ THESE INSUING SONNETS
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+ MR. W. H. ALL HAPPINESS
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+ AND THAT ETERNITY
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+ PROMISED BY
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+ OUR EVER-LIVING POET WISHETH
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+ THE WELL-WISHING
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+ ADVENTURER IN
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+ SETTING FORTH
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+ T. T.
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+
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+
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+ I.
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+
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+ FROM fairest creatures we desire increase,
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+ That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
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+ But as the riper should by time decease,
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+ His tender heir might bear his memory:
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+ But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes,
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+ Feed'st thy light'st flame with self-substantial fuel,
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+ Making a famine where abundance lies,
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+ Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.
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+ Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament
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+ And only herald to the gaudy spring,
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+ Within thine own bud buriest thy content
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+ And, tender churl, makest waste in niggarding.
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+ Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
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+ To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
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+
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+ II.
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+
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+ When forty winters shall beseige thy brow,
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+ And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
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+ Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now,
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+ Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held:
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+ Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies,
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+ Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,
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+ To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,
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+ Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.
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+ How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use,
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+ If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
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+ Shall sum my count and make my old excuse,'
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+ Proving his beauty by succession thine!
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+ This were to be new made when thou art old,
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+ And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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+
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+ III.
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+
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+ Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest
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+ Now is the time that face should form another;
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+ Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
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+ Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
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+ For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb
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+ Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
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+ Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
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+ Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
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+ Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee
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+ Calls back the lovely April of her prime:
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+ So thou through windows of thine age shall see
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+ Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.
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+ But if thou live, remember'd not to be,
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+ Die single, and thine image dies with thee.
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+
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+ IV.
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+ Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
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+ Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy?
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+ Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend,
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+ And being frank she lends to those are free.
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+ Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
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+ The bounteous largess given thee to give?
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+ Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
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+ So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
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+ For having traffic with thyself alone,
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+ Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive.
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+ Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone,
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+ What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
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+ Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee,
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+ Which, used, lives th' executor to be.
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+
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+ V.
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+ Those hours, that with gentle work did frame
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+ The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
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+ Will play the tyrants to the very same
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+ And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
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+ For never-resting time leads summer on
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+ To hideous winter and confounds him there;
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+ Sap cheque'd with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
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+ Beauty o'ersnow'd and bareness every where:
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+ Then, were not summer's distillation left,
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+ A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
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+ Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
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+ Nor it nor no remembrance what it was:
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+ But flowers distill'd though they with winter meet,
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+ Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
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+ VI.
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+ Then let not winter's ragged hand deface
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+ In thee thy summer, ere thou be distill'd:
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+ Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
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+ With beauty's treasure, ere it be self-kill'd.
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+ That use is not forbidden usury,
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+ Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
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+ That's for thyself to breed another thee,
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+ Or ten times happier, be it ten for one;
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+ Ten times thyself were happier than thou art,
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+ If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
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+ Then what could death do, if thou shouldst depart,
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+ Leaving thee living in posterity?
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+ Be not self-will'd, for thou art much too fair
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+ To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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+ VII.
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+ Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
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+ Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
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+ Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
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+ Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
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+ And having climb'd the steep-up heavenly hill,
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+ Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
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+ yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
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+ Attending on his golden pilgrimage;
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+ But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
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+ Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
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+ The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
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+ From his low tract and look another way:
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+ So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
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+ Unlook'd on diest, unless thou get a son.
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+ VIII.
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+ Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
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+ Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy.
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+ Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly,
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+ Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy?
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+ If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
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+ By unions married, do offend thine ear,
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+ They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
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+ In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
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+ Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
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+ Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
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+ Resembling sire and child and happy mother
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+ Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
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+ Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one,
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+ Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none.'
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+ IX.
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+ Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye
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+ That thou consumest thyself in single life?
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+ Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die.
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+ The world will wail thee, like a makeless wife;
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+ The world will be thy widow and still weep
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+ That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
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+ When every private widow well may keep
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+ By children's eyes her husband's shape in mind.
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+ Look, what an unthrift in the world doth spend
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+ Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
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+ But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
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+ And kept unused, the user so destroys it.
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+ No love toward others in that bosom sits
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+ That on himself such murderous shame commits.
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+ X.
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+ For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
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+ Who for thyself art so unprovident.
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+ Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
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+ But that thou none lovest is most evident;
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+ For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate
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+ That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
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+ Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
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+ Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
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+ O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
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+ Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
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+ Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
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+ Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
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+ Make thee another self, for love of me,
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+ That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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+ XI.
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+ As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou growest
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+ In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
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+ And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestowest
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+ Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
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+ Herein lives wisdom, beauty and increase:
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+ Without this, folly, age and cold decay:
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+ If all were minded so, the times should cease
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+ And threescore year would make the world away.
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+ Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
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+ Harsh featureless and rude, barrenly perish:
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+ Look, whom she best endow'd she gave the more;
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+ Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
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+ She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
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+ Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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+ XII.
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+ When I do count the clock that tells the time,
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+ And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
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+ When I behold the violet past prime,
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+ And sable curls all silver'd o'er with white;
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+ When lofty trees I see barren of leaves
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+ Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
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+ And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
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+ Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard,
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+ Then of thy beauty do I question make,
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+ That thou among the wastes of time must go,
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+ Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake
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+ And die as fast as they see others grow;
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+ And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence
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+ Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence.
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+ XIII.
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+ O, that you were yourself! but, love, you are
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+ No longer yours than you yourself here live:
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+ Against this coming end you should prepare,
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+ And your sweet semblance to some other give.
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+ So should that beauty which you hold in lease
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+ Find no determination: then you were
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+ Yourself again after yourself's decease,
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+ When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
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+ Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
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+ Which husbandry in honour might uphold
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+ Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
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+ And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
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+ O, none but unthrifts! Dear my love, you know
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+ You had a father: let your son say so.
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+ XIV.
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+ Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck;
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+ And yet methinks I have astronomy,
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+ But not to tell of good or evil luck,
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+ Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
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+ Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
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+ Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
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+ Or say with princes if it shall go well,
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+ By oft predict that I in heaven find:
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+ But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
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+ And, constant stars, in them I read such art
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+ As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
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+ If from thyself to store thou wouldst convert;
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+ Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
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+ Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
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+ When I consider every thing that grows
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+ Holds in perfection but a little moment,
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+ That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
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+ Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
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+ When I perceive that men as plants increase,
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+ Cheered and cheque'd even by the self-same sky,
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+ Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
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+ And wear their brave state out of memory;
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+ Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
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+ Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
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+ Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay,
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+ To change your day of youth to sullied night;
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+ And all in war with Time for love of you,
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+ As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
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+ XVI.
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+ But wherefore do not you a mightier way
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+ Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time?
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+ And fortify yourself in your decay
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+ With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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+ Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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+ And many maiden gardens yet unset
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+ With virtuous wish would bear your living flowers,
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+ Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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+ So should the lines of life that life repair,
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+ Which this, Time's pencil, or my pupil pen,
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+ Neither in inward worth nor outward fair,
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+ Can make you live yourself in eyes of men.
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+ To give away yourself keeps yourself still,
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+ And you must live, drawn by your own sweet skill.
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+ Who will believe my verse in time to come,
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+ If it were fill'd with your most high deserts?
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+ Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
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+ Which hides your life and shows not half your parts.
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+ If I could write the beauty of your eyes
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+ And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
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+ The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
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+ Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.'
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+ So should my papers yellow'd with their age
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+ Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue,
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+ And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage
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+ And stretched metre of an antique song:
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+ But were some child of yours alive that time,
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+ You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme.
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+ Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
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+ Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
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+ Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
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+ And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
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+ Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
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+ And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
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+ And every fair from fair sometime declines,
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+ By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
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+ But thy eternal summer shall not fade
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+ Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
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+ Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
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+ When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
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+ So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
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+ So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
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+ Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws,
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+ And make the earth devour her own sweet brood;
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+ Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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+ And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood;
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+ Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets,
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+ And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
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+ To the wide world and all her fading sweets;
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+ But I forbid thee one most heinous crime:
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+ O, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
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+ Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen;
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+ Him in thy course untainted do allow
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+ For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
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+ Yet, do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong,
338
+ My love shall in my verse ever live young.
339
+
340
+ XX.
341
+
342
+ A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
343
+ Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
344
+ A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
345
+ With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
346
+ An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
347
+ Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
348
+ A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
349
+ Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
350
+ And for a woman wert thou first created;
351
+ Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
352
+ And by addition me of thee defeated,
353
+ By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
354
+ But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
355
+ Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
356
+
357
+ XXI.
358
+
359
+ So is it not with me as with that Muse
360
+ Stirr'd by a painted beauty to his verse,
361
+ Who heaven itself for ornament doth use
362
+ And every fair with his fair doth rehearse
363
+ Making a couplement of proud compare,
364
+ With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems,
365
+ With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare
366
+ That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
367
+ O' let me, true in love, but truly write,
368
+ And then believe me, my love is as fair
369
+ As any mother's child, though not so bright
370
+ As those gold candles fix'd in heaven's air:
371
+ Let them say more than like of hearsay well;
372
+ I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
373
+
374
+ XXII.
375
+
376
+ My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
377
+ So long as youth and thou are of one date;
378
+ But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
379
+ Then look I death my days should expiate.
380
+ For all that beauty that doth cover thee
381
+ Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
382
+ Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me:
383
+ How can I then be elder than thou art?
384
+ O, therefore, love, be of thyself so wary
385
+ As I, not for myself, but for thee will;
386
+ Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
387
+ As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
388
+ Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain;
389
+ Thou gavest me thine, not to give back again.
390
+
391
+ XXIII.
392
+
393
+ As an unperfect actor on the stage
394
+ Who with his fear is put besides his part,
395
+ Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
396
+ Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart.
397
+ So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
398
+ The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
399
+ And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
400
+ O'ercharged with burden of mine own love's might.
401
+ O, let my books be then the eloquence
402
+ And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
403
+ Who plead for love and look for recompense
404
+ More than that tongue that more hath more express'd.
405
+ O, learn to read what silent love hath writ:
406
+ To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
407
+
408
+ XXIV.
409
+
410
+ Mine eye hath play'd the painter and hath stell'd
411
+ Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
412
+ My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
413
+ And perspective it is the painter's art.
414
+ For through the painter must you see his skill,
415
+ To find where your true image pictured lies;
416
+ Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
417
+ That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes.
418
+ Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
419
+ Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
420
+ Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
421
+ Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
422
+ Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art;
423
+ They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
424
+
425
+ XXV.
426
+
427
+ Let those who are in favour with their stars
428
+ Of public honour and proud titles boast,
429
+ Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
430
+ Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
431
+ Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
432
+ But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
433
+ And in themselves their pride lies buried,
434
+ For at a frown they in their glory die.
435
+ The painful warrior famoused for fight,
436
+ After a thousand victories once foil'd,
437
+ Is from the book of honour razed quite,
438
+ And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:
439
+ Then happy I, that love and am beloved
440
+ Where I may not remove nor be removed.
441
+
442
+ XXVI.
443
+
444
+ Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage
445
+ Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit,
446
+ To thee I send this written embassage,
447
+ To witness duty, not to show my wit:
448
+ Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
449
+ May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it,
450
+ But that I hope some good conceit of thine
451
+ In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it;
452
+ Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
453
+ Points on me graciously with fair aspect
454
+ And puts apparel on my tatter'd loving,
455
+ To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
456
+ Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
457
+ Till then not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
458
+
459
+ XXVII.
460
+
461
+ Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
462
+ The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
463
+ But then begins a journey in my head,
464
+ To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
465
+ For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
466
+ Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
467
+ And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
468
+ Looking on darkness which the blind do see
469
+ Save that my soul's imaginary sight
470
+ Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
471
+ Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
472
+ Makes black night beauteous and her old face new.
473
+ Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
474
+ For thee and for myself no quiet find.
475
+
476
+ XXVIII.
477
+
478
+ How can I then return in happy plight,
479
+ That am debarr'd the benefit of rest?
480
+ When day's oppression is not eased by night,
481
+ But day by night, and night by day, oppress'd?
482
+ And each, though enemies to either's reign,
483
+ Do in consent shake hands to torture me;
484
+ The one by toil, the other to complain
485
+ How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
486
+ I tell the day, to please them thou art bright
487
+ And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
488
+ So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night,
489
+ When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
490
+ But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer
491
+ And night doth nightly make grief's strength
492
+ seem stronger.
493
+
494
+ XXIX.
495
+
496
+ When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
497
+ I all alone beweep my outcast state
498
+ And trouble deal heaven with my bootless cries
499
+ And look upon myself and curse my fate,
500
+ Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
501
+ Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
502
+ Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
503
+ With what I most enjoy contented least;
504
+ Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
505
+ Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
506
+ Like to the lark at break of day arising
507
+ From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
508
+ For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
509
+ That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
510
+
511
+ XXX.
512
+
513
+ When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
514
+ I summon up remembrance of things past,
515
+ I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
516
+ And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
517
+ Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
518
+ For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
519
+ And weep afresh love's long since cancell'd woe,
520
+ And moan the expense of many a vanish'd sight:
521
+ Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
522
+ And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
523
+ The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
524
+ Which I new pay as if not paid before.
525
+ But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
526
+ All losses are restored and sorrows end.
527
+
528
+ XXXI.
529
+
530
+ Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
531
+ Which I by lacking have supposed dead,
532
+ And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,
533
+ And all those friends which I thought buried.
534
+ How many a holy and obsequious tear
535
+ Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye
536
+ As interest of the dead, which now appear
537
+ But things removed that hidden in thee lie!
538
+ Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
539
+ Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
540
+ Who all their parts of me to thee did give;
541
+ That due of many now is thine alone:
542
+ Their images I loved I view in thee,
543
+ And thou, all they, hast all the all of me.
544
+
545
+ XXXII.
546
+
547
+ If thou survive my well-contented day,
548
+ When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover,
549
+ And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
550
+ These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover,
551
+ Compare them with the bettering of the time,
552
+ And though they be outstripp'd by every pen,
553
+ Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
554
+ Exceeded by the height of happier men.
555
+ O, then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
556
+ 'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
557
+ A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
558
+ To march in ranks of better equipage:
559
+ But since he died and poets better prove,
560
+ Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love.'
561
+
562
+ XXXIII.
563
+
564
+ Full many a glorious morning have I seen
565
+ Flatter the mountain-tops with sovereign eye,
566
+ Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
567
+ Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy;
568
+ Anon permit the basest clouds to ride
569
+ With ugly rack on his celestial face,
570
+ And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
571
+ Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
572
+ Even so my sun one early morn did shine
573
+ With all triumphant splendor on my brow;
574
+ But out, alack! he was but one hour mine;
575
+ The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now.
576
+ Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth;
577
+ Suns of the world may stain when heaven's sun staineth.
578
+
579
+ XXXIV.
580
+
581
+ Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
582
+ And make me travel forth without my cloak,
583
+ To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
584
+ Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke?
585
+ 'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
586
+ To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
587
+ For no man well of such a salve can speak
588
+ That heals the wound and cures not the disgrace:
589
+ Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
590
+ Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss:
591
+ The offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
592
+ To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
593
+ Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
594
+ And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds.
595
+
596
+ XXXV.
597
+
598
+ No more be grieved at that which thou hast done:
599
+ Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud;
600
+ Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
601
+ And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
602
+ All men make faults, and even I in this,
603
+ Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
604
+ Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
605
+ Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
606
+ For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense--
607
+ Thy adverse party is thy advocate--
608
+ And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
609
+ Such civil war is in my love and hate
610
+ That I an accessary needs must be
611
+ To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
612
+
613
+ XXXVI.
614
+
615
+ Let me confess that we two must be twain,
616
+ Although our undivided loves are one:
617
+ So shall those blots that do with me remain
618
+ Without thy help by me be borne alone.
619
+ In our two loves there is but one respect,
620
+ Though in our lives a separable spite,
621
+ Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
622
+ Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
623
+ I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
624
+ Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
625
+ Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
626
+ Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
627
+ But do not so; I love thee in such sort
628
+ As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
629
+
630
+ XXXVII.
631
+
632
+ As a decrepit father takes delight
633
+ To see his active child do deeds of youth,
634
+ So I, made lame by fortune's dearest spite,
635
+ Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
636
+ For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
637
+ Or any of these all, or all, or more,
638
+ Entitled in thy parts do crowned sit,
639
+ I make my love engrafted to this store:
640
+ So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
641
+ Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
642
+ That I in thy abundance am sufficed
643
+ And by a part of all thy glory live.
644
+ Look, what is best, that best I wish in thee:
645
+ This wish I have; then ten times happy me!
646
+
647
+ XXXVIII.
648
+
649
+ How can my Muse want subject to invent,
650
+ While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
651
+ Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
652
+ For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
653
+ O, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me
654
+ Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
655
+ For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
656
+ When thou thyself dost give invention light?
657
+ Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
658
+ Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
659
+ And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
660
+ Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
661
+ If my slight Muse do please these curious days,
662
+ The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
663
+
664
+ XXXIX.
665
+
666
+ O, how thy worth with manners may I sing,
667
+ When thou art all the better part of me?
668
+ What can mine own praise to mine own self bring?
669
+ And what is 't but mine own when I praise thee?
670
+ Even for this let us divided live,
671
+ And our dear love lose name of single one,
672
+ That by this separation I may give
673
+ That due to thee which thou deservest alone.
674
+ O absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove,
675
+ Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave
676
+ To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
677
+ Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,
678
+ And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
679
+ By praising him here who doth hence remain!
680
+
681
+ XL.
682
+
683
+ Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
684
+ What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
685
+ No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
686
+ All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
687
+ Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
688
+ I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
689
+ But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
690
+ By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
691
+ I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
692
+ Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
693
+ And yet, love knows, it is a greater grief
694
+ To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.
695
+ Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
696
+ Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.
697
+
698
+ XLI.
699
+
700
+ Those petty wrongs that liberty commits,
701
+ When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
702
+ Thy beauty and thy years full well befits,
703
+ For still temptation follows where thou art.
704
+ Gentle thou art and therefore to be won,
705
+ Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
706
+ And when a woman woos, what woman's son
707
+ Will sourly leave her till she have prevailed?
708
+ Ay me! but yet thou mightest my seat forbear,
709
+ And chide try beauty and thy straying youth,
710
+ Who lead thee in their riot even there
711
+ Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth,
712
+ Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
713
+ Thine, by thy beauty being false to me.
714
+
715
+ XLII.
716
+
717
+ That thou hast her, it is not all my grief,
718
+ And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
719
+ That she hath thee, is of my wailing chief,
720
+ A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
721
+ Loving offenders, thus I will excuse ye:
722
+ Thou dost love her, because thou knowst I love her;
723
+ And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
724
+ Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
725
+ If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
726
+ And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
727
+ Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
728
+ And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
729
+ But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
730
+ Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
731
+
732
+ XLIII.
733
+
734
+ When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see,
735
+ For all the day they view things unrespected;
736
+ But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
737
+ And darkly bright are bright in dark directed.
738
+ Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
739
+ How would thy shadow's form form happy show
740
+ To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
741
+ When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
742
+ How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made
743
+ By looking on thee in the living day,
744
+ When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
745
+ Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
746
+ All days are nights to see till I see thee,
747
+ And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
748
+
749
+ XLIV.
750
+
751
+ If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
752
+ Injurious distance should not stop my way;
753
+ For then despite of space I would be brought,
754
+ From limits far remote where thou dost stay.
755
+ No matter then although my foot did stand
756
+ Upon the farthest earth removed from thee;
757
+ For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
758
+ As soon as think the place where he would be.
759
+ But ah! thought kills me that I am not thought,
760
+ To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
761
+ But that so much of earth and water wrought
762
+ I must attend time's leisure with my moan,
763
+ Receiving nought by elements so slow
764
+ But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
765
+
766
+ XLV.
767
+
768
+ The other two, slight air and purging fire,
769
+ Are both with thee, wherever I abide;
770
+ The first my thought, the other my desire,
771
+ These present-absent with swift motion slide.
772
+ For when these quicker elements are gone
773
+ In tender embassy of love to thee,
774
+ My life, being made of four, with two alone
775
+ Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy;
776
+ Until life's composition be recured
777
+ By those swift messengers return'd from thee,
778
+ Who even but now come back again, assured
779
+ Of thy fair health, recounting it to me:
780
+ This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
781
+ I send them back again and straight grow sad.
782
+
783
+ XLVI.
784
+
785
+ Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
786
+ How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
787
+ Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
788
+ My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
789
+ My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
790
+ A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
791
+ But the defendant doth that plea deny
792
+ And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
793
+ To 'cide this title is impanneled
794
+ A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
795
+ And by their verdict is determined
796
+ The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:
797
+ As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
798
+ And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.
799
+
800
+ XLVII.
801
+
802
+ Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
803
+ And each doth good turns now unto the other:
804
+ When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,
805
+ Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
806
+ With my love's picture then my eye doth feast
807
+ And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
808
+ Another time mine eye is my heart's guest
809
+ And in his thoughts of love doth share a part:
810
+ So, either by thy picture or my love,
811
+ Thyself away art resent still with me;
812
+ For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
813
+ And I am still with them and they with thee;
814
+ Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
815
+ Awakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.
816
+
817
+ XLVIII.
818
+
819
+ How careful was I, when I took my way,
820
+ Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
821
+ That to my use it might unused stay
822
+ From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
823
+ But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
824
+ Most worthy of comfort, now my greatest grief,
825
+ Thou, best of dearest and mine only care,
826
+ Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
827
+ Thee have I not lock'd up in any chest,
828
+ Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
829
+ Within the gentle closure of my breast,
830
+ From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
831
+ And even thence thou wilt be stol'n, I fear,
832
+ For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
833
+
834
+ XLIX.
835
+
836
+ Against that time, if ever that time come,
837
+ When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
838
+ When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
839
+ Call'd to that audit by advised respects;
840
+ Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass
841
+ And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,
842
+ When love, converted from the thing it was,
843
+ Shall reasons find of settled gravity,--
844
+ Against that time do I ensconce me here
845
+ Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
846
+ And this my hand against myself uprear,
847
+ To guard the lawful reasons on thy part:
848
+ To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws,
849
+ Since why to love I can allege no cause.
850
+
851
+ L.
852
+
853
+ How heavy do I journey on the way,
854
+ When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
855
+ Doth teach that ease and that repose to say
856
+ 'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!'
857
+ The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
858
+ Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
859
+ As if by some instinct the wretch did know
860
+ His rider loved not speed, being made from thee:
861
+ The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
862
+ That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide;
863
+ Which heavily he answers with a groan,
864
+ More sharp to me than spurring to his side;
865
+ For that same groan doth put this in my mind;
866
+ My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
867
+
868
+ LI.
869
+
870
+ Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
871
+ Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
872
+ From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
873
+ Till I return, of posting is no need.
874
+ O, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
875
+ When swift extremity can seem but slow?
876
+ Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
877
+ In winged speed no motion shall I know:
878
+ Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
879
+ Therefore desire of perfect'st love being made,
880
+ Shall neigh--no dull flesh--in his fiery race;
881
+ But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade;
882
+ Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
883
+ Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
884
+
885
+ LII.
886
+
887
+ So am I as the rich, whose blessed key
888
+ Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
889
+ The which he will not every hour survey,
890
+ For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
891
+ Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
892
+ Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,
893
+ Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
894
+ Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
895
+ So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
896
+ Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
897
+ To make some special instant special blest,
898
+ By new unfolding his imprison'd pride.
899
+ Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,
900
+ Being had, to triumph, being lack'd, to hope.
901
+
902
+ LIII.
903
+
904
+ What is your substance, whereof are you made,
905
+ That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
906
+ Since every one hath, every one, one shade,
907
+ And you, but one, can every shadow lend.
908
+ Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
909
+ Is poorly imitated after you;
910
+ On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
911
+ And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
912
+ Speak of the spring and foison of the year;
913
+ The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
914
+ The other as your bounty doth appear;
915
+ And you in every blessed shape we know.
916
+ In all external grace you have some part,
917
+ But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
918
+
919
+ LIV.
920
+
921
+ O, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
922
+ By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
923
+ The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
924
+ For that sweet odour which doth in it live.
925
+ The canker-blooms have full as deep a dye
926
+ As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
927
+ Hang on such thorns and play as wantonly
928
+ When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
929
+ But, for their virtue only is their show,
930
+ They live unwoo'd and unrespected fade,
931
+ Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
932
+ Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made:
933
+ And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
934
+ When that shall fade, my verse distills your truth.
935
+
936
+ LV.
937
+
938
+ Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
939
+ Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
940
+ But you shall shine more bright in these contents
941
+ Than unswept stone besmear'd with sluttish time.
942
+ When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
943
+ And broils root out the work of masonry,
944
+ Nor Mars his sword nor war's quick fire shall burn
945
+ The living record of your memory.
946
+ 'Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
947
+ Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
948
+ Even in the eyes of all posterity
949
+ That wear this world out to the ending doom.
950
+ So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
951
+ You live in this, and dwell in lover's eyes.
952
+
953
+ LVI.
954
+
955
+ Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
956
+ Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
957
+ Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
958
+ To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
959
+ So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
960
+ Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
961
+ To-morrow see again, and do not kill
962
+ The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
963
+ Let this sad interim like the ocean be
964
+ Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
965
+ Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
966
+ Return of love, more blest may be the view;
967
+ Else call it winter, which being full of care
968
+ Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
969
+
970
+ LVII.
971
+
972
+ Being your slave, what should I do but tend
973
+ Upon the hours and times of your desire?
974
+ I have no precious time at all to spend,
975
+ Nor services to do, till you require.
976
+ Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
977
+ Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
978
+ Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
979
+ When you have bid your servant once adieu;
980
+ Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
981
+ Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
982
+ But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
983
+ Save, where you are how happy you make those.
984
+ So true a fool is love that in your will,
985
+ Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.
986
+
987
+ LVIII.
988
+
989
+ That god forbid that made me first your slave,
990
+ I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
991
+ Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,
992
+ Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!
993
+ O, let me suffer, being at your beck,
994
+ The imprison'd absence of your liberty;
995
+ And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each cheque,
996
+ Without accusing you of injury.
997
+ Be where you list, your charter is so strong
998
+ That you yourself may privilege your time
999
+ To what you will; to you it doth belong
1000
+ Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
1001
+ I am to wait, though waiting so be hell;
1002
+ Not blame your pleasure, be it ill or well.
1003
+
1004
+ LIX.
1005
+
1006
+ If there be nothing new, but that which is
1007
+ Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
1008
+ Which, labouring for invention, bear amiss
1009
+ The second burden of a former child!
1010
+ O, that record could with a backward look,
1011
+ Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
1012
+ Show me your image in some antique book,
1013
+ Since mind at first in character was done!
1014
+ That I might see what the old world could say
1015
+ To this composed wonder of your frame;
1016
+ Whether we are mended, or whether better they,
1017
+ Or whether revolution be the same.
1018
+ O, sure I am, the wits of former days
1019
+ To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
1020
+
1021
+ LX.
1022
+
1023
+ Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
1024
+ So do our minutes hasten to their end;
1025
+ Each changing place with that which goes before,
1026
+ In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
1027
+ Nativity, once in the main of light,
1028
+ Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown'd,
1029
+ Crooked elipses 'gainst his glory fight,
1030
+ And Time that gave doth now his gift confound.
1031
+ Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth
1032
+ And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
1033
+ Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
1034
+ And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow:
1035
+ And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
1036
+ Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
1037
+
1038
+ LXI.
1039
+
1040
+ Is it thy will thy image should keep open
1041
+ My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
1042
+ Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
1043
+ While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
1044
+ Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
1045
+ So far from home into my deeds to pry,
1046
+ To find out shames and idle hours in me,
1047
+ The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
1048
+ O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great:
1049
+ It is my love that keeps mine eye awake;
1050
+ Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
1051
+ To play the watchman ever for thy sake:
1052
+ For thee watch I whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
1053
+ From me far off, with others all too near.
1054
+
1055
+ LXII.
1056
+
1057
+ Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye
1058
+ And all my soul and all my every part;
1059
+ And for this sin there is no remedy,
1060
+ It is so grounded inward in my heart.
1061
+ Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
1062
+ No shape so true, no truth of such account;
1063
+ And for myself mine own worth do define,
1064
+ As I all other in all worths surmount.
1065
+ But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
1066
+ Beated and chopp'd with tann'd antiquity,
1067
+ Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
1068
+ Self so self-loving were iniquity.
1069
+ 'Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise,
1070
+ Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
1071
+
1072
+ LXIII.
1073
+
1074
+ Against my love shall be, as I am now,
1075
+ With Time's injurious hand crush'd and o'er-worn;
1076
+ When hours have drain'd his blood and fill'd his brow
1077
+ With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
1078
+ Hath travell'd on to age's steepy night,
1079
+ And all those beauties whereof now he's king
1080
+ Are vanishing or vanish'd out of sight,
1081
+ Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
1082
+ For such a time do I now fortify
1083
+ Against confounding age's cruel knife,
1084
+ That he shall never cut from memory
1085
+ My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life:
1086
+ His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
1087
+ And they shall live, and he in them still green.
1088
+
1089
+ LXIV.
1090
+
1091
+ When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
1092
+ The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
1093
+ When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed
1094
+ And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
1095
+ When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
1096
+ Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
1097
+ And the firm soil win of the watery main,
1098
+ Increasing store with loss and loss with store;
1099
+ When I have seen such interchange of state,
1100
+ Or state itself confounded to decay;
1101
+ Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate,
1102
+ That Time will come and take my love away.
1103
+ This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
1104
+ But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
1105
+
1106
+ LXV.
1107
+
1108
+ Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
1109
+ But sad mortality o'er-sways their power,
1110
+ How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
1111
+ Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
1112
+ O, how shall summer's honey breath hold out
1113
+ Against the wreckful siege of battering days,
1114
+ When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
1115
+ Nor gates of steel so strong, but Time decays?
1116
+ O fearful meditation! where, alack,
1117
+ Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
1118
+ Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back?
1119
+ Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
1120
+ O, none, unless this miracle have might,
1121
+ That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
1122
+
1123
+ LXVI.
1124
+
1125
+ Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
1126
+ As, to behold desert a beggar born,
1127
+ And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity,
1128
+ And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
1129
+ And guilded honour shamefully misplaced,
1130
+ And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
1131
+ And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
1132
+ And strength by limping sway disabled,
1133
+ And art made tongue-tied by authority,
1134
+ And folly doctor-like controlling skill,
1135
+ And simple truth miscall'd simplicity,
1136
+ And captive good attending captain ill:
1137
+ Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
1138
+ Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.
1139
+
1140
+ LXVII.
1141
+
1142
+ Ah! wherefore with infection should he live,
1143
+ And with his presence grace impiety,
1144
+ That sin by him advantage should achieve
1145
+ And lace itself with his society?
1146
+ Why should false painting imitate his cheek
1147
+ And steal dead seeing of his living hue?
1148
+ Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
1149
+ Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
1150
+ Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is,
1151
+ Beggar'd of blood to blush through lively veins?
1152
+ For she hath no exchequer now but his,
1153
+ And, proud of many, lives upon his gains.
1154
+ O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had
1155
+ In days long since, before these last so bad.
1156
+
1157
+ LXVIII.
1158
+
1159
+ Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
1160
+ When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
1161
+ Before the bastard signs of fair were born,
1162
+ Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
1163
+ Before the golden tresses of the dead,
1164
+ The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
1165
+ To live a second life on second head;
1166
+ Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
1167
+ In him those holy antique hours are seen,
1168
+ Without all ornament, itself and true,
1169
+ Making no summer of another's green,
1170
+ Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
1171
+ And him as for a map doth Nature store,
1172
+ To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
1173
+
1174
+ LXIX.
1175
+
1176
+ Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
1177
+ Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
1178
+ All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
1179
+ Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
1180
+ Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown'd;
1181
+ But those same tongues that give thee so thine own
1182
+ In other accents do this praise confound
1183
+ By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
1184
+ They look into the beauty of thy mind,
1185
+ And that, in guess, they measure by thy deeds;
1186
+ Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
1187
+ To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
1188
+ But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
1189
+ The solve is this, that thou dost common grow.
1190
+
1191
+ LXX.
1192
+
1193
+ That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
1194
+ For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
1195
+ The ornament of beauty is suspect,
1196
+ A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
1197
+ So thou be good, slander doth but approve
1198
+ Thy worth the greater, being woo'd of time;
1199
+ For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
1200
+ And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
1201
+ Thou hast pass'd by the ambush of young days,
1202
+ Either not assail'd or victor being charged;
1203
+ Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
1204
+ To tie up envy evermore enlarged:
1205
+ If some suspect of ill mask'd not thy show,
1206
+ Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
1207
+
1208
+ LXXI.
1209
+
1210
+ No longer mourn for me when I am dead
1211
+ Then you shall hear the surly sullen bell
1212
+ Give warning to the world that I am fled
1213
+ From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell:
1214
+ Nay, if you read this line, remember not
1215
+ The hand that writ it; for I love you so
1216
+ That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot
1217
+ If thinking on me then should make you woe.
1218
+ O, if, I say, you look upon this verse
1219
+ When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
1220
+ Do not so much as my poor name rehearse.
1221
+ But let your love even with my life decay,
1222
+ Lest the wise world should look into your moan
1223
+ And mock you with me after I am gone.
1224
+
1225
+ LXXII.
1226
+
1227
+ O, lest the world should task you to recite
1228
+ What merit lived in me, that you should love
1229
+ After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
1230
+ For you in me can nothing worthy prove;
1231
+ Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
1232
+ To do more for me than mine own desert,
1233
+ And hang more praise upon deceased I
1234
+ Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
1235
+ O, lest your true love may seem false in this,
1236
+ That you for love speak well of me untrue,
1237
+ My name be buried where my body is,
1238
+ And live no more to shame nor me nor you.
1239
+ For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
1240
+ And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
1241
+
1242
+ LXXIII.
1243
+
1244
+ That time of year thou mayst in me behold
1245
+ When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
1246
+ Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
1247
+ Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
1248
+ In me thou seest the twilight of such day
1249
+ As after sunset fadeth in the west,
1250
+ Which by and by black night doth take away,
1251
+ Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
1252
+ In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire
1253
+ That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
1254
+ As the death-bed whereon it must expire
1255
+ Consumed with that which it was nourish'd by.
1256
+ This thou perceivest, which makes thy love more strong,
1257
+ To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
1258
+
1259
+ LXXIV.
1260
+
1261
+ But be contented: when that fell arrest
1262
+ Without all bail shall carry me away,
1263
+ My life hath in this line some interest,
1264
+ Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
1265
+ When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
1266
+ The very part was consecrate to thee:
1267
+ The earth can have but earth, which is his due;
1268
+ My spirit is thine, the better part of me:
1269
+ So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
1270
+ The prey of worms, my body being dead,
1271
+ The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
1272
+ Too base of thee to be remembered.
1273
+ The worth of that is that which it contains,
1274
+ And that is this, and this with thee remains.
1275
+
1276
+ LXXV.
1277
+
1278
+ So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
1279
+ Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
1280
+ And for the peace of you I hold such strife
1281
+ As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found;
1282
+ Now proud as an enjoyer and anon
1283
+ Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
1284
+ Now counting best to be with you alone,
1285
+ Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure;
1286
+ Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
1287
+ And by and by clean starved for a look;
1288
+ Possessing or pursuing no delight,
1289
+ Save what is had or must from you be took.
1290
+ Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
1291
+ Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
1292
+
1293
+ LXXVI.
1294
+
1295
+ Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
1296
+ So far from variation or quick change?
1297
+ Why with the time do I not glance aside
1298
+ To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
1299
+ Why write I still all one, ever the same,
1300
+ And keep invention in a noted weed,
1301
+ That every word doth almost tell my name,
1302
+ Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
1303
+ O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
1304
+ And you and love are still my argument;
1305
+ So all my best is dressing old words new,
1306
+ Spending again what is already spent:
1307
+ For as the sun is daily new and old,
1308
+ So is my love still telling what is told.
1309
+
1310
+ LXXVII.
1311
+
1312
+ Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
1313
+ Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste;
1314
+ The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
1315
+ And of this book this learning mayst thou taste.
1316
+ The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
1317
+ Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
1318
+ Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
1319
+ Time's thievish progress to eternity.
1320
+ Look, what thy memory can not contain
1321
+ Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
1322
+ Those children nursed, deliver'd from thy brain,
1323
+ To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
1324
+ These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
1325
+ Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book.
1326
+
1327
+ LXXVIII.
1328
+
1329
+ So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse
1330
+ And found such fair assistance in my verse
1331
+ As every alien pen hath got my use
1332
+ And under thee their poesy disperse.
1333
+ Thine eyes that taught the dumb on high to sing
1334
+ And heavy ignorance aloft to fly
1335
+ Have added feathers to the learned's wing
1336
+ And given grace a double majesty.
1337
+ Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
1338
+ Whose influence is thine and born of thee:
1339
+ In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
1340
+ And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
1341
+ But thou art all my art and dost advance
1342
+ As high as learning my rude ignorance.
1343
+
1344
+ LXXIX.
1345
+
1346
+ Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
1347
+ My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
1348
+ But now my gracious numbers are decay'd
1349
+ And my sick Muse doth give another place.
1350
+ I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
1351
+ Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
1352
+ Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
1353
+ He robs thee of and pays it thee again.
1354
+ He lends thee virtue and he stole that word
1355
+ From thy behavior; beauty doth he give
1356
+ And found it in thy cheek; he can afford
1357
+ No praise to thee but what in thee doth live.
1358
+ Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
1359
+ Since what he owes thee thou thyself dost pay.
1360
+
1361
+ LXXX.
1362
+
1363
+ O, how I faint when I of you do write,
1364
+ Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
1365
+ And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
1366
+ To make me tongue-tied, speaking of your fame!
1367
+ But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
1368
+ The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
1369
+ My saucy bark inferior far to his
1370
+ On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
1371
+ Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
1372
+ Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
1373
+ Or being wreck'd, I am a worthless boat,
1374
+ He of tall building and of goodly pride:
1375
+ Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
1376
+ The worst was this; my love was my decay.
1377
+
1378
+ LXXXI.
1379
+
1380
+ Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
1381
+ Or you survive when I in earth am rotten;
1382
+ From hence your memory death cannot take,
1383
+ Although in me each part will be forgotten.
1384
+ Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
1385
+ Though I, once gone, to all the world must die:
1386
+ The earth can yield me but a common grave,
1387
+ When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie.
1388
+ Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
1389
+ Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
1390
+ And tongues to be your being shall rehearse
1391
+ When all the breathers of this world are dead;
1392
+ You still shall live--such virtue hath my pen--
1393
+ Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
1394
+
1395
+ LXXXII.
1396
+
1397
+ I grant thou wert not married to my Muse
1398
+ And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
1399
+ The dedicated words which writers use
1400
+ Of their fair subject, blessing every book
1401
+ Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
1402
+ Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
1403
+ And therefore art enforced to seek anew
1404
+ Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days
1405
+ And do so, love; yet when they have devised
1406
+ What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
1407
+ Thou truly fair wert truly sympathized
1408
+ In true plain words by thy true-telling friend;
1409
+ And their gross painting might be better used
1410
+ Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
1411
+
1412
+ LXXXIII.
1413
+
1414
+ I never saw that you did painting need
1415
+ And therefore to your fair no painting set;
1416
+ I found, or thought I found, you did exceed
1417
+ The barren tender of a poet's debt;
1418
+ And therefore have I slept in your report,
1419
+ That you yourself being extant well might show
1420
+ How far a modern quill doth come too short,
1421
+ Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
1422
+ This silence for my sin you did impute,
1423
+ Which shall be most my glory, being dumb;
1424
+ For I impair not beauty being mute,
1425
+ When others would give life and bring a tomb.
1426
+ There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
1427
+ Than both your poets can in praise devise.
1428
+
1429
+ LXXXIV.
1430
+
1431
+ Who is it that says most? which can say more
1432
+ Than this rich praise, that you alone are you?
1433
+ In whose confine immured is the store
1434
+ Which should example where your equal grew.
1435
+ Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
1436
+ That to his subject lends not some small glory;
1437
+ But he that writes of you, if he can tell
1438
+ That you are you, so dignifies his story,
1439
+ Let him but copy what in you is writ,
1440
+ Not making worse what nature made so clear,
1441
+ And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
1442
+ Making his style admired every where.
1443
+ You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
1444
+ Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
1445
+
1446
+ LXXXV.
1447
+
1448
+ My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
1449
+ While comments of your praise, richly compiled,
1450
+ Reserve their character with golden quill
1451
+ And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
1452
+ I think good thoughts whilst other write good words,
1453
+ And like unletter'd clerk still cry 'Amen'
1454
+ To every hymn that able spirit affords
1455
+ In polish'd form of well-refined pen.
1456
+ Hearing you praised, I say ''Tis so, 'tis true,'
1457
+ And to the most of praise add something more;
1458
+ But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
1459
+ Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before.
1460
+ Then others for the breath of words respect,
1461
+ Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
1462
+
1463
+ LXXXVI.
1464
+
1465
+ Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
1466
+ Bound for the prize of all too precious you,
1467
+ That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
1468
+ Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
1469
+ Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
1470
+ Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
1471
+ No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
1472
+ Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
1473
+ He, nor that affable familiar ghost
1474
+ Which nightly gulls him with intelligence
1475
+ As victors of my silence cannot boast;
1476
+ I was not sick of any fear from thence:
1477
+ But when your countenance fill'd up his line,
1478
+ Then lack'd I matter; that enfeebled mine.
1479
+
1480
+ LXXXVII.
1481
+
1482
+ Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
1483
+ And like enough thou know'st thy estimate:
1484
+ The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
1485
+ My bonds in thee are all determinate.
1486
+ For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
1487
+ And for that riches where is my deserving?
1488
+ The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
1489
+ And so my patent back again is swerving.
1490
+ Thyself thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing,
1491
+ Or me, to whom thou gavest it, else mistaking;
1492
+ So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
1493
+ Comes home again, on better judgment making.
1494
+ Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter,
1495
+ In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
1496
+
1497
+ LXXXVIII.
1498
+
1499
+ When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
1500
+ And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
1501
+ Upon thy side against myself I'll fight,
1502
+ And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
1503
+ With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
1504
+ Upon thy part I can set down a story
1505
+ Of faults conceal'd, wherein I am attainted,
1506
+ That thou in losing me shalt win much glory:
1507
+ And I by this will be a gainer too;
1508
+ For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
1509
+ The injuries that to myself I do,
1510
+ Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
1511
+ Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
1512
+ That for thy right myself will bear all wrong.
1513
+
1514
+ LXXXIX.
1515
+
1516
+ Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
1517
+ And I will comment upon that offence;
1518
+ Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
1519
+ Against thy reasons making no defence.
1520
+ Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
1521
+ To set a form upon desired change,
1522
+ As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will,
1523
+ I will acquaintance strangle and look strange,
1524
+ Be absent from thy walks, and in my tongue
1525
+ Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
1526
+ Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong
1527
+ And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
1528
+ For thee against myself I'll vow debate,
1529
+ For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
1530
+
1531
+ XC.
1532
+
1533
+ Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
1534
+ Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
1535
+ Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
1536
+ And do not drop in for an after-loss:
1537
+ Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scoped this sorrow,
1538
+ Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
1539
+ Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
1540
+ To linger out a purposed overthrow.
1541
+ If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
1542
+ When other petty griefs have done their spite
1543
+ But in the onset come; so shall I taste
1544
+ At first the very worst of fortune's might,
1545
+ And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
1546
+ Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.
1547
+
1548
+ XCI.
1549
+
1550
+ Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
1551
+ Some in their wealth, some in their bodies' force,
1552
+ Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill,
1553
+ Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
1554
+ And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
1555
+ Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:
1556
+ But these particulars are not my measure;
1557
+ All these I better in one general best.
1558
+ Thy love is better than high birth to me,
1559
+ Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
1560
+ Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
1561
+ And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
1562
+ Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
1563
+ All this away and me most wretched make.
1564
+
1565
+ XCII.
1566
+
1567
+ But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
1568
+ For term of life thou art assured mine,
1569
+ And life no longer than thy love will stay,
1570
+ For it depends upon that love of thine.
1571
+ Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
1572
+ When in the least of them my life hath end.
1573
+ I see a better state to me belongs
1574
+ Than that which on thy humour doth depend;
1575
+ Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
1576
+ Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
1577
+ O, what a happy title do I find,
1578
+ Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
1579
+ But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
1580
+ Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
1581
+
1582
+ XCIII.
1583
+
1584
+ So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
1585
+ Like a deceived husband; so love's face
1586
+ May still seem love to me, though alter'd new;
1587
+ Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place:
1588
+ For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
1589
+ Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
1590
+ In many's looks the false heart's history
1591
+ Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange,
1592
+ But heaven in thy creation did decree
1593
+ That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
1594
+ Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be,
1595
+ Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell.
1596
+ How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
1597
+ if thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
1598
+
1599
+ XCIV.
1600
+
1601
+ They that have power to hurt and will do none,
1602
+ That do not do the thing they most do show,
1603
+ Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
1604
+ Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow,
1605
+ They rightly do inherit heaven's graces
1606
+ And husband nature's riches from expense;
1607
+ They are the lords and owners of their faces,
1608
+ Others but stewards of their excellence.
1609
+ The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
1610
+ Though to itself it only live and die,
1611
+ But if that flower with base infection meet,
1612
+ The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
1613
+ For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
1614
+ Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.
1615
+
1616
+ XCV.
1617
+
1618
+ How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
1619
+ Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
1620
+ Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
1621
+ O, in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
1622
+ That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
1623
+ Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
1624
+ Cannot dispraise but in a kind of praise;
1625
+ Naming thy name blesses an ill report.
1626
+ O, what a mansion have those vices got
1627
+ Which for their habitation chose out thee,
1628
+ Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
1629
+ And all things turn to fair that eyes can see!
1630
+ Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
1631
+ The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
1632
+
1633
+ XCVI.
1634
+
1635
+ Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
1636
+ Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
1637
+ Both grace and faults are loved of more and less;
1638
+ Thou makest faults graces that to thee resort.
1639
+ As on the finger of a throned queen
1640
+ The basest jewel will be well esteem'd,
1641
+ So are those errors that in thee are seen
1642
+ To truths translated and for true things deem'd.
1643
+ How many lambs might the stem wolf betray,
1644
+ If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
1645
+ How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
1646
+ If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
1647
+ But do not so; I love thee in such sort
1648
+ As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
1649
+
1650
+ XCVII.
1651
+
1652
+ How like a winter hath my absence been
1653
+ From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
1654
+ What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
1655
+ What old December's bareness every where!
1656
+ And yet this time removed was summer's time,
1657
+ The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
1658
+ Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
1659
+ Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease:
1660
+ Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me
1661
+ But hope of orphans and unfather'd fruit;
1662
+ For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
1663
+ And, thou away, the very birds are mute;
1664
+ Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer
1665
+ That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
1666
+
1667
+ XCVIII.
1668
+
1669
+ From you have I been absent in the spring,
1670
+ When proud-pied April dress'd in all his trim
1671
+ Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
1672
+ That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him.
1673
+ Yet nor the lays of birds nor the sweet smell
1674
+ Of different flowers in odour and in hue
1675
+ Could make me any summer's story tell,
1676
+ Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;
1677
+ Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
1678
+ Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
1679
+ They were but sweet, but figures of delight,
1680
+ Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
1681
+ Yet seem'd it winter still, and, you away,
1682
+ As with your shadow I with these did play:
1683
+
1684
+ XCIX.
1685
+
1686
+ The forward violet thus did I chide:
1687
+ Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
1688
+ If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
1689
+ Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
1690
+ In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed.
1691
+ The lily I condemned for thy hand,
1692
+ And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair:
1693
+ The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
1694
+ One blushing shame, another white despair;
1695
+ A third, nor red nor white, had stol'n of both
1696
+ And to his robbery had annex'd thy breath;
1697
+ But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth
1698
+ A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
1699
+ More flowers I noted, yet I none could see
1700
+ But sweet or colour it had stol'n from thee.
1701
+
1702
+ C.
1703
+
1704
+ Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long
1705
+ To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
1706
+ Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
1707
+ Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
1708
+ Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem
1709
+ In gentle numbers time so idly spent;
1710
+ Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem
1711
+ And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
1712
+ Rise, resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
1713
+ If Time have any wrinkle graven there;
1714
+ If any, be a satire to decay,
1715
+ And make Time's spoils despised every where.
1716
+ Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life;
1717
+ So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
1718
+
1719
+ CI.
1720
+
1721
+ O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends
1722
+ For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
1723
+ Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
1724
+ So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
1725
+ Make answer, Muse: wilt thou not haply say
1726
+ 'Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix'd;
1727
+ Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay;
1728
+ But best is best, if never intermix'd?'
1729
+ Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
1730
+ Excuse not silence so; for't lies in thee
1731
+ To make him much outlive a gilded tomb,
1732
+ And to be praised of ages yet to be.
1733
+ Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
1734
+ To make him seem long hence as he shows now.
1735
+
1736
+ CII.
1737
+
1738
+ My love is strengthen'd, though more weak in seeming;
1739
+ I love not less, though less the show appear:
1740
+ That love is merchandized whose rich esteeming
1741
+ The owner's tongue doth publish every where.
1742
+ Our love was new and then but in the spring
1743
+ When I was wont to greet it with my lays,
1744
+ As Philomel in summer's front doth sing
1745
+ And stops her pipe in growth of riper days:
1746
+ Not that the summer is less pleasant now
1747
+ Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night,
1748
+ But that wild music burthens every bough
1749
+ And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
1750
+ Therefore like her I sometime hold my tongue,
1751
+ Because I would not dull you with my song.
1752
+
1753
+ CIII.
1754
+
1755
+ Alack, what poverty my Muse brings forth,
1756
+ That having such a scope to show her pride,
1757
+ The argument all bare is of more worth
1758
+ Than when it hath my added praise beside!
1759
+ O, blame me not, if I no more can write!
1760
+ Look in your glass, and there appears a face
1761
+ That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
1762
+ Dulling my lines and doing me disgrace.
1763
+ Were it not sinful then, striving to mend,
1764
+ To mar the subject that before was well?
1765
+ For to no other pass my verses tend
1766
+ Than of your graces and your gifts to tell;
1767
+ And more, much more, than in my verse can sit
1768
+ Your own glass shows you when you look in it.
1769
+
1770
+ CIV.
1771
+
1772
+ To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
1773
+ For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
1774
+ Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold
1775
+ Have from the forests shook three summers' pride,
1776
+ Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn'd
1777
+ In process of the seasons have I seen,
1778
+ Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn'd,
1779
+ Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
1780
+ Ah! yet doth beauty, like a dial-hand,
1781
+ Steal from his figure and no pace perceived;
1782
+ So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
1783
+ Hath motion and mine eye may be deceived:
1784
+ For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred;
1785
+ Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
1786
+
1787
+ CV.
1788
+
1789
+ Let not my love be call'd idolatry,
1790
+ Nor my beloved as an idol show,
1791
+ Since all alike my songs and praises be
1792
+ To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
1793
+ Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
1794
+ Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
1795
+ Therefore my verse to constancy confined,
1796
+ One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
1797
+ 'Fair, kind and true' is all my argument,
1798
+ 'Fair, kind, and true' varying to other words;
1799
+ And in this change is my invention spent,
1800
+ Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
1801
+ 'Fair, kind, and true,' have often lived alone,
1802
+ Which three till now never kept seat in one.
1803
+
1804
+ CVI.
1805
+
1806
+ When in the chronicle of wasted time
1807
+ I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
1808
+ And beauty making beautiful old rhyme
1809
+ In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights,
1810
+ Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
1811
+ Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
1812
+ I see their antique pen would have express'd
1813
+ Even such a beauty as you master now.
1814
+ So all their praises are but prophecies
1815
+ Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
1816
+ And, for they look'd but with divining eyes,
1817
+ They had not skill enough your worth to sing:
1818
+ For we, which now behold these present days,
1819
+ Had eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
1820
+
1821
+ CVII.
1822
+
1823
+ Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
1824
+ Of the wide world dreaming on things to come,
1825
+ Can yet the lease of my true love control,
1826
+ Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom.
1827
+ The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured
1828
+ And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
1829
+ Incertainties now crown themselves assured
1830
+ And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
1831
+ Now with the drops of this most balmy time
1832
+ My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes,
1833
+ Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
1834
+ While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes:
1835
+ And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
1836
+ When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
1837
+
1838
+ CVIII.
1839
+
1840
+ What's in the brain that ink may character
1841
+ Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
1842
+ What's new to speak, what new to register,
1843
+ That may express my love or thy dear merit?
1844
+ Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
1845
+ I must, each day say o'er the very same,
1846
+ Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine,
1847
+ Even as when first I hallow'd thy fair name.
1848
+ So that eternal love in love's fresh case
1849
+ Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
1850
+ Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
1851
+ But makes antiquity for aye his page,
1852
+ Finding the first conceit of love there bred
1853
+ Where time and outward form would show it dead.
1854
+
1855
+ CIX.
1856
+
1857
+ O, never say that I was false of heart,
1858
+ Though absence seem'd my flame to qualify.
1859
+ As easy might I from myself depart
1860
+ As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie:
1861
+ That is my home of love: if I have ranged,
1862
+ Like him that travels I return again,
1863
+ Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
1864
+ So that myself bring water for my stain.
1865
+ Never believe, though in my nature reign'd
1866
+ All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
1867
+ That it could so preposterously be stain'd,
1868
+ To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
1869
+ For nothing this wide universe I call,
1870
+ Save thou, my rose; in it thou art my all.
1871
+
1872
+ CX.
1873
+
1874
+ Alas, 'tis true I have gone here and there
1875
+ And made myself a motley to the view,
1876
+ Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
1877
+ Made old offences of affections new;
1878
+ Most true it is that I have look'd on truth
1879
+ Askance and strangely: but, by all above,
1880
+ These blenches gave my heart another youth,
1881
+ And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
1882
+ Now all is done, have what shall have no end:
1883
+ Mine appetite I never more will grind
1884
+ On newer proof, to try an older friend,
1885
+ A god in love, to whom I am confined.
1886
+ Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
1887
+ Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
1888
+
1889
+ CXI.
1890
+
1891
+ O, for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
1892
+ The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
1893
+ That did not better for my life provide
1894
+ Than public means which public manners breeds.
1895
+ Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
1896
+ And almost thence my nature is subdued
1897
+ To what it works in, like the dyer's hand:
1898
+ Pity me then and wish I were renew'd;
1899
+ Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink
1900
+ Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection
1901
+ No bitterness that I will bitter think,
1902
+ Nor double penance, to correct correction.
1903
+ Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye
1904
+ Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
1905
+
1906
+ CXII.
1907
+
1908
+ Your love and pity doth the impression fill
1909
+ Which vulgar scandal stamp'd upon my brow;
1910
+ For what care I who calls me well or ill,
1911
+ So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
1912
+ You are my all the world, and I must strive
1913
+ To know my shames and praises from your tongue:
1914
+ None else to me, nor I to none alive,
1915
+ That my steel'd sense or changes right or wrong.
1916
+ In so profound abysm I throw all care
1917
+ Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
1918
+ To critic and to flatterer stopped are.
1919
+ Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
1920
+ You are so strongly in my purpose bred
1921
+ That all the world besides methinks are dead.
1922
+
1923
+ CXIII.
1924
+
1925
+ Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
1926
+ And that which governs me to go about
1927
+ Doth part his function and is partly blind,
1928
+ Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
1929
+ For it no form delivers to the heart
1930
+ Of bird of flower, or shape, which it doth latch:
1931
+ Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
1932
+ Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch:
1933
+ For if it see the rudest or gentlest sight,
1934
+ The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
1935
+ The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
1936
+ The crow or dove, it shapes them to your feature:
1937
+ Incapable of more, replete with you,
1938
+ My most true mind thus makes mine eye untrue.
1939
+
1940
+ CXIV.
1941
+
1942
+ Or whether doth my mind, being crown'd with you,
1943
+ Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
1944
+ Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true,
1945
+ And that your love taught it this alchemy,
1946
+ To make of monsters and things indigest
1947
+ Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
1948
+ Creating every bad a perfect best,
1949
+ As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
1950
+ O,'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing,
1951
+ And my great mind most kingly drinks it up:
1952
+ Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
1953
+ And to his palate doth prepare the cup:
1954
+ If it be poison'd, 'tis the lesser sin
1955
+ That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
1956
+
1957
+ CXV.
1958
+
1959
+ Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
1960
+ Even those that said I could not love you dearer:
1961
+ Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
1962
+ My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
1963
+ But reckoning time, whose million'd accidents
1964
+ Creep in 'twixt vows and change decrees of kings,
1965
+ Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
1966
+ Divert strong minds to the course of altering things;
1967
+ Alas, why, fearing of time's tyranny,
1968
+ Might I not then say 'Now I love you best,'
1969
+ When I was certain o'er incertainty,
1970
+ Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
1971
+ Love is a babe; then might I not say so,
1972
+ To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
1973
+
1974
+ CXVI.
1975
+
1976
+ Let me not to the marriage of true minds
1977
+ Admit impediments. Love is not love
1978
+ Which alters when it alteration finds,
1979
+ Or bends with the remover to remove:
1980
+ O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
1981
+ That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
1982
+ It is the star to every wandering bark,
1983
+ Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
1984
+ Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
1985
+ Within his bending sickle's compass come:
1986
+ Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
1987
+ But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
1988
+ If this be error and upon me proved,
1989
+ I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
1990
+
1991
+ CXVII.
1992
+
1993
+ Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all
1994
+ Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
1995
+ Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
1996
+ Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
1997
+ That I have frequent been with unknown minds
1998
+ And given to time your own dear-purchased right
1999
+ That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
2000
+ Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
2001
+ Book both my wilfulness and errors down
2002
+ And on just proof surmise accumulate;
2003
+ Bring me within the level of your frown,
2004
+ But shoot not at me in your waken'd hate;
2005
+ Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
2006
+ The constancy and virtue of your love.
2007
+
2008
+ CXVIII.
2009
+
2010
+ Like as, to make our appetites more keen,
2011
+ With eager compounds we our palate urge,
2012
+ As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
2013
+ We sicken to shun sickness when we purge,
2014
+ Even so, being tuff of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
2015
+ To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding
2016
+ And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness
2017
+ To be diseased ere that there was true needing.
2018
+ Thus policy in love, to anticipate
2019
+ The ills that were not, grew to faults assured
2020
+ And brought to medicine a healthful state
2021
+ Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured:
2022
+ But thence I learn, and find the lesson true,
2023
+ Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
2024
+
2025
+ CXIX.
2026
+
2027
+ What potions have I drunk of Siren tears,
2028
+ Distill'd from limbecks foul as hell within,
2029
+ Applying fears to hopes and hopes to fears,
2030
+ Still losing when I saw myself to win!
2031
+ What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
2032
+ Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
2033
+ How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted
2034
+ In the distraction of this madding fever!
2035
+ O benefit of ill! now I find true
2036
+ That better is by evil still made better;
2037
+ And ruin'd love, when it is built anew,
2038
+ Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
2039
+ So I return rebuked to my content
2040
+ And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent.
2041
+
2042
+ CXX.
2043
+
2044
+ That you were once unkind befriends me now,
2045
+ And for that sorrow which I then did feel
2046
+ Needs must I under my transgression bow,
2047
+ Unless my nerves were brass or hammer'd steel.
2048
+ For if you were by my unkindness shaken
2049
+ As I by yours, you've pass'd a hell of time,
2050
+ And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
2051
+ To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
2052
+ O, that our night of woe might have remember'd
2053
+ My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits,
2054
+ And soon to you, as you to me, then tender'd
2055
+ The humble slave which wounded bosoms fits!
2056
+ But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
2057
+ Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
2058
+
2059
+ CXXI.
2060
+
2061
+ 'Tis better to be vile than vile esteem'd,
2062
+ When not to be receives reproach of being,
2063
+ And the just pleasure lost which is so deem'd
2064
+ Not by our feeling but by others' seeing:
2065
+ For why should others false adulterate eyes
2066
+ Give salutation to my sportive blood?
2067
+ Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
2068
+ Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
2069
+ No, I am that I am, and they that level
2070
+ At my abuses reckon up their own:
2071
+ I may be straight, though they themselves be bevel;
2072
+ By their rank thoughts my deeds must not be shown;
2073
+ Unless this general evil they maintain,
2074
+ All men are bad, and in their badness reign.
2075
+
2076
+ CXXII.
2077
+
2078
+ Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
2079
+ Full character'd with lasting memory,
2080
+ Which shall above that idle rank remain
2081
+ Beyond all date, even to eternity;
2082
+ Or at the least, so long as brain and heart
2083
+ Have faculty by nature to subsist;
2084
+ Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
2085
+ Of thee, thy record never can be miss'd.
2086
+ That poor retention could not so much hold,
2087
+ Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
2088
+ Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
2089
+ To trust those tables that receive thee more:
2090
+ To keep an adjunct to remember thee
2091
+ Were to import forgetfulness in me.
2092
+
2093
+ CXXIII.
2094
+
2095
+ No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
2096
+ Thy pyramids built up with newer might
2097
+ To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
2098
+ They are but dressings of a former sight.
2099
+ Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
2100
+ What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
2101
+ And rather make them born to our desire
2102
+ Than think that we before have heard them told.
2103
+ Thy registers and thee I both defy,
2104
+ Not wondering at the present nor the past,
2105
+ For thy records and what we see doth lie,
2106
+ Made more or less by thy continual haste.
2107
+ This I do vow and this shall ever be;
2108
+ I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
2109
+
2110
+ CXXIV.
2111
+
2112
+ If my dear love were but the child of state,
2113
+ It might for Fortune's bastard be unfather'd'
2114
+ As subject to Time's love or to Time's hate,
2115
+ Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather'd.
2116
+ No, it was builded far from accident;
2117
+ It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
2118
+ Under the blow of thralled discontent,
2119
+ Whereto the inviting time our fashion calls:
2120
+ It fears not policy, that heretic,
2121
+ Which works on leases of short-number'd hours,
2122
+ But all alone stands hugely politic,
2123
+ That it nor grows with heat nor drowns with showers.
2124
+ To this I witness call the fools of time,
2125
+ Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
2126
+
2127
+ CXXV.
2128
+
2129
+ Were 't aught to me I bore the canopy,
2130
+ With my extern the outward honouring,
2131
+ Or laid great bases for eternity,
2132
+ Which prove more short than waste or ruining?
2133
+ Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour
2134
+ Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent,
2135
+ For compound sweet forgoing simple savour,
2136
+ Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
2137
+ No, let me be obsequious in thy heart,
2138
+ And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
2139
+ Which is not mix'd with seconds, knows no art,
2140
+ But mutual render, only me for thee.
2141
+ Hence, thou suborn'd informer! a true soul
2142
+ When most impeach'd stands least in thy control.
2143
+
2144
+ CXXVI.
2145
+
2146
+ O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
2147
+ Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour;
2148
+ Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
2149
+ Thy lovers withering as thy sweet self grow'st;
2150
+ If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
2151
+ As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
2152
+ She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
2153
+ May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill.
2154
+ Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
2155
+ She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure:
2156
+ Her audit, though delay'd, answer'd must be,
2157
+ And her quietus is to render thee.
2158
+
2159
+ CXXVII.
2160
+
2161
+ In the old age black was not counted fair,
2162
+ Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
2163
+ But now is black beauty's successive heir,
2164
+ And beauty slander'd with a bastard shame:
2165
+ For since each hand hath put on nature's power,
2166
+ Fairing the foul with art's false borrow'd face,
2167
+ Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
2168
+ But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
2169
+ Therefore my mistress' brows are raven black,
2170
+ Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
2171
+ At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
2172
+ Slandering creation with a false esteem:
2173
+ Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe,
2174
+ That every tongue says beauty should look so.
2175
+
2176
+ CXXVIII.
2177
+
2178
+ How oft, when thou, my music, music play'st,
2179
+ Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
2180
+ With thy sweet fingers, when thou gently sway'st
2181
+ The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
2182
+ Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap
2183
+ To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
2184
+ Whilst my poor lips, which should that harvest reap,
2185
+ At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
2186
+ To be so tickled, they would change their state
2187
+ And situation with those dancing chips,
2188
+ O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
2189
+ Making dead wood more blest than living lips.
2190
+ Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
2191
+ Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
2192
+
2193
+ CXXIX.
2194
+
2195
+ The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
2196
+ Is lust in action; and till action, lust
2197
+ Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame,
2198
+ Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust,
2199
+ Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight,
2200
+ Past reason hunted, and no sooner had
2201
+ Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait
2202
+ On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
2203
+ Mad in pursuit and in possession so;
2204
+ Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme;
2205
+ A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
2206
+ Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream.
2207
+ All this the world well knows; yet none knows well
2208
+ To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
2209
+
2210
+ CXXX.
2211
+
2212
+ My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
2213
+ Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
2214
+ If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
2215
+ If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
2216
+ I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
2217
+ But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
2218
+ And in some perfumes is there more delight
2219
+ Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
2220
+ I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
2221
+ That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
2222
+ I grant I never saw a goddess go;
2223
+ My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
2224
+ And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
2225
+ As any she belied with false compare.
2226
+
2227
+ CXXXI.
2228
+
2229
+ Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
2230
+ As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
2231
+ For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
2232
+ Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
2233
+ Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold
2234
+ Thy face hath not the power to make love groan:
2235
+ To say they err I dare not be so bold,
2236
+ Although I swear it to myself alone.
2237
+ And, to be sure that is not false I swear,
2238
+ A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face,
2239
+ One on another's neck, do witness bear
2240
+ Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
2241
+ In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
2242
+ And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
2243
+
2244
+ CXXXII.
2245
+
2246
+ Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
2247
+ Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain,
2248
+ Have put on black and loving mourners be,
2249
+ Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
2250
+ And truly not the morning sun of heaven
2251
+ Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
2252
+ Nor that full star that ushers in the even
2253
+ Doth half that glory to the sober west,
2254
+ As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
2255
+ O, let it then as well beseem thy heart
2256
+ To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
2257
+ And suit thy pity like in every part.
2258
+ Then will I swear beauty herself is black
2259
+ And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
2260
+
2261
+ CXXXIII.
2262
+
2263
+ Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
2264
+ For that deep wound it gives my friend and me!
2265
+ Is't not enough to torture me alone,
2266
+ But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
2267
+ Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
2268
+ And my next self thou harder hast engross'd:
2269
+ Of him, myself, and thee, I am forsaken;
2270
+ A torment thrice threefold thus to be cross'd.
2271
+ Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward,
2272
+ But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
2273
+ Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
2274
+ Thou canst not then use rigor in my gaol:
2275
+ And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee,
2276
+ Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
2277
+
2278
+ CXXXIV.
2279
+
2280
+ So, now I have confess'd that he is thine,
2281
+ And I myself am mortgaged to thy will,
2282
+ Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
2283
+ Thou wilt restore, to be my comfort still:
2284
+ But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
2285
+ For thou art covetous and he is kind;
2286
+ He learn'd but surety-like to write for me
2287
+ Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
2288
+ The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
2289
+ Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
2290
+ And sue a friend came debtor for my sake;
2291
+ So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
2292
+ Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me:
2293
+ He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
2294
+
2295
+ CXXXV.
2296
+
2297
+ Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy 'Will,'
2298
+ And 'Will' to boot, and 'Will' in overplus;
2299
+ More than enough am I that vex thee still,
2300
+ To thy sweet will making addition thus.
2301
+ Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
2302
+ Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
2303
+ Shall will in others seem right gracious,
2304
+ And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
2305
+ The sea all water, yet receives rain still
2306
+ And in abundance addeth to his store;
2307
+ So thou, being rich in 'Will,' add to thy 'Will'
2308
+ One will of mine, to make thy large 'Will' more.
2309
+ Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill;
2310
+ Think all but one, and me in that one 'Will.'
2311
+
2312
+ CXXXVI.
2313
+
2314
+ If thy soul cheque thee that I come so near,
2315
+ Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy 'Will,'
2316
+ And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
2317
+ Thus far for love my love-suit, sweet, fulfil.
2318
+ 'Will' will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
2319
+ Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one.
2320
+ In things of great receipt with ease we prove
2321
+ Among a number one is reckon'd none:
2322
+ Then in the number let me pass untold,
2323
+ Though in thy stores' account I one must be;
2324
+ For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
2325
+ That nothing me, a something sweet to thee:
2326
+ Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
2327
+ And then thou lovest me, for my name is 'Will.'
2328
+
2329
+ CXXXVII.
2330
+
2331
+ Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
2332
+ That they behold, and see not what they see?
2333
+ They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
2334
+ Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
2335
+ If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks
2336
+ Be anchor'd in the bay where all men ride,
2337
+ Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
2338
+ Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
2339
+ Why should my heart think that a several plot
2340
+ Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
2341
+ Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not,
2342
+ To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
2343
+ In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
2344
+ And to this false plague are they now transferr'd.
2345
+
2346
+ CXXXVIII.
2347
+
2348
+ When my love swears that she is made of truth
2349
+ I do believe her, though I know she lies,
2350
+ That she might think me some untutor'd youth,
2351
+ Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
2352
+ Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
2353
+ Although she knows my days are past the best,
2354
+ Simply I credit her false speaking tongue:
2355
+ On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.
2356
+ But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
2357
+ And wherefore say not I that I am old?
2358
+ O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
2359
+ And age in love loves not to have years told:
2360
+ Therefore I lie with her and she with me,
2361
+ And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
2362
+
2363
+ CXXXIX.
2364
+
2365
+ O, call not me to justify the wrong
2366
+ That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
2367
+ Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue;
2368
+ Use power with power and slay me not by art.
2369
+ Tell me thou lovest elsewhere, but in my sight,
2370
+ Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside:
2371
+ What need'st thou wound with cunning when thy might
2372
+ Is more than my o'er-press'd defense can bide?
2373
+ Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
2374
+ Her pretty looks have been mine enemies,
2375
+ And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
2376
+ That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
2377
+ Yet do not so; but since I am near slain,
2378
+ Kill me outright with looks and rid my pain.
2379
+
2380
+ CXL.
2381
+
2382
+ Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press
2383
+ My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain;
2384
+ Lest sorrow lend me words and words express
2385
+ The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
2386
+ If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
2387
+ Though not to love, yet, love, to tell me so;
2388
+ As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
2389
+ No news but health from their physicians know;
2390
+ For if I should despair, I should grow mad,
2391
+ And in my madness might speak ill of thee:
2392
+ Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
2393
+ Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be,
2394
+ That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
2395
+ Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
2396
+
2397
+ CXLI.
2398
+
2399
+ In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
2400
+ For they in thee a thousand errors note;
2401
+ But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
2402
+ Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
2403
+ Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
2404
+ Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
2405
+ Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
2406
+ To any sensual feast with thee alone:
2407
+ But my five wits nor my five senses can
2408
+ Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
2409
+ Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man,
2410
+ Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
2411
+ Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
2412
+ That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
2413
+
2414
+ CXLII.
2415
+
2416
+ Love is my sin and thy dear virtue hate,
2417
+ Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving:
2418
+ O, but with mine compare thou thine own state,
2419
+ And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
2420
+ Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine,
2421
+ That have profaned their scarlet ornaments
2422
+ And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine,
2423
+ Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents.
2424
+ Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those
2425
+ Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee:
2426
+ Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows
2427
+ Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
2428
+ If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
2429
+ By self-example mayst thou be denied!
2430
+
2431
+ CXLIII.
2432
+
2433
+ Lo! as a careful housewife runs to catch
2434
+ One of her feather'd creatures broke away,
2435
+ Sets down her babe and makes an swift dispatch
2436
+ In pursuit of the thing she would have stay,
2437
+ Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
2438
+ Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
2439
+ To follow that which flies before her face,
2440
+ Not prizing her poor infant's discontent;
2441
+ So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee,
2442
+ Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind;
2443
+ But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
2444
+ And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind:
2445
+ So will I pray that thou mayst have thy 'Will,'
2446
+ If thou turn back, and my loud crying still.
2447
+
2448
+ CXLIV.
2449
+
2450
+ Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
2451
+ Which like two spirits do suggest me still:
2452
+ The better angel is a man right fair,
2453
+ The worser spirit a woman colour'd ill.
2454
+ To win me soon to hell, my female evil
2455
+ Tempteth my better angel from my side,
2456
+ And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
2457
+ Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
2458
+ And whether that my angel be turn'd fiend
2459
+ Suspect I may, but not directly tell;
2460
+ But being both from me, both to each friend,
2461
+ I guess one angel in another's hell:
2462
+ Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
2463
+ Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
2464
+
2465
+ CXLV.
2466
+
2467
+ Those lips that Love's own hand did make
2468
+ Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'
2469
+ To me that languish'd for her sake;
2470
+ But when she saw my woeful state,
2471
+ Straight in her heart did mercy come,
2472
+ Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
2473
+ Was used in giving gentle doom,
2474
+ And taught it thus anew to greet:
2475
+ 'I hate' she alter'd with an end,
2476
+ That follow'd it as gentle day
2477
+ Doth follow night, who like a fiend
2478
+ From heaven to hell is flown away;
2479
+ 'I hate' from hate away she threw,
2480
+ And saved my life, saying 'not you.'
2481
+
2482
+ CXLVI.
2483
+
2484
+ Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
2485
+ [ ] these rebel powers that thee array;
2486
+ Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
2487
+ Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
2488
+ Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
2489
+ Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
2490
+ Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
2491
+ Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end?
2492
+ Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
2493
+ And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
2494
+ Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;
2495
+ Within be fed, without be rich no more:
2496
+ So shalt thou feed on Death, that feeds on men,
2497
+ And Death once dead, there's no more dying then.
2498
+
2499
+ CXLVII.
2500
+
2501
+ My love is as a fever, longing still
2502
+ For that which longer nurseth the disease,
2503
+ Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
2504
+ The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
2505
+ My reason, the physician to my love,
2506
+ Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
2507
+ Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
2508
+ Desire is death, which physic did except.
2509
+ Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
2510
+ And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
2511
+ My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
2512
+ At random from the truth vainly express'd;
2513
+ For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright,
2514
+ Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
2515
+
2516
+ CXLVIII.
2517
+
2518
+ O me, what eyes hath Love put in my head,
2519
+ Which have no correspondence with true sight!
2520
+ Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
2521
+ That censures falsely what they see aright?
2522
+ If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
2523
+ What means the world to say it is not so?
2524
+ If it be not, then love doth well denote
2525
+ Love's eye is not so true as all men's 'No.'
2526
+ How can it? O, how can Love's eye be true,
2527
+ That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
2528
+ No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
2529
+ The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
2530
+ O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
2531
+ Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
2532
+
2533
+ CXLIX.
2534
+
2535
+ Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not,
2536
+ When I against myself with thee partake?
2537
+ Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
2538
+ Am of myself, all tyrant, for thy sake?
2539
+ Who hateth thee that I do call my friend?
2540
+ On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon?
2541
+ Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
2542
+ Revenge upon myself with present moan?
2543
+ What merit do I in myself respect,
2544
+ That is so proud thy service to despise,
2545
+ When all my best doth worship thy defect,
2546
+ Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
2547
+ But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind;
2548
+ Those that can see thou lovest, and I am blind.
2549
+
2550
+ CL.
2551
+
2552
+ O, from what power hast thou this powerful might
2553
+ With insufficiency my heart to sway?
2554
+ To make me give the lie to my true sight,
2555
+ And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
2556
+ Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
2557
+ That in the very refuse of thy deeds
2558
+ There is such strength and warrantize of skill
2559
+ That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds?
2560
+ Who taught thee how to make me love thee more
2561
+ The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
2562
+ O, though I love what others do abhor,
2563
+ With others thou shouldst not abhor my state:
2564
+ If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
2565
+ More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
2566
+
2567
+ CLI.
2568
+
2569
+ Love is too young to know what conscience is;
2570
+ Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
2571
+ Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
2572
+ Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
2573
+ For, thou betraying me, I do betray
2574
+ My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
2575
+ My soul doth tell my body that he may
2576
+ Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason;
2577
+ But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee
2578
+ As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
2579
+ He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
2580
+ To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
2581
+ No want of conscience hold it that I call
2582
+ Her 'love' for whose dear love I rise and fall.
2583
+
2584
+ CLII.
2585
+
2586
+ In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
2587
+ But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing,
2588
+ In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn,
2589
+ In vowing new hate after new love bearing.
2590
+ But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
2591
+ When I break twenty? I am perjured most;
2592
+ For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee
2593
+ And all my honest faith in thee is lost,
2594
+ For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
2595
+ Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy,
2596
+ And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness,
2597
+ Or made them swear against the thing they see;
2598
+ For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured I,
2599
+ To swear against the truth so foul a lie!
2600
+
2601
+ CLIII.
2602
+
2603
+ Cupid laid by his brand, and fell asleep:
2604
+ A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
2605
+ And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
2606
+ In a cold valley-fountain of that ground;
2607
+ Which borrow'd from this holy fire of Love
2608
+ A dateless lively heat, still to endure,
2609
+ And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
2610
+ Against strange maladies a sovereign cure.
2611
+ But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
2612
+ The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
2613
+ I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
2614
+ And thither hied, a sad distemper'd guest,
2615
+ But found no cure: the bath for my help lies
2616
+ Where Cupid got new fire--my mistress' eyes.
2617
+
2618
+ CLIV.
2619
+
2620
+ The little Love-god lying once asleep
2621
+ Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
2622
+ Whilst many nymphs that vow'd chaste life to keep
2623
+ Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand
2624
+ The fairest votary took up that fire
2625
+ Which many legions of true hearts had warm'd;
2626
+ And so the general of hot desire
2627
+ Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarm'd.
2628
+ This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
2629
+ Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
2630
+ Growing a bath and healthful remedy
2631
+ For men diseased; but I, my mistress' thrall,
2632
+ Came there for cure, and this by that I prove,
2633
+ Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.