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  3. data/Manifest.txt +19 -112
  4. data/Rakefile +3 -3
  5. data/app_generators/skynet_install/templates/skynet_config.rb +1 -1
  6. data/extras/rails/views/skynet/index.html.erb +137 -0
  7. data/lib/skynet.rb +15 -15
  8. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_active_record_extensions.rb → active_record_extensions.rb} +0 -0
  9. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_config.rb → config.rb} +0 -0
  10. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_console.rb → console.rb} +1 -1
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  13. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_guid_generator.rb → guid_generator.rb} +0 -0
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  18. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_message.rb → message.rb} +0 -0
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  22. data/lib/skynet/{skynet_task.rb → task.rb} +0 -0
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  27. metadata +22 -130
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- SONNETS
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- TO THE ONLY BEGETTER OF
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- THESE INSUING SONNETS
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- MR. W. H. ALL HAPPINESS
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- AND THAT ETERNITY
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- PROMISED BY
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- OUR EVER-LIVING POET WISHETH
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- THE WELL-WISHING
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- ADVENTURER IN
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- SETTING FORTH
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- T. T.
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- I.
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- FROM fairest creatures we desire increase,
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- That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
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- But as the riper should by time decease,
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- His tender heir might bear his memory:
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- But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes,
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- Feed'st thy light'st flame with self-substantial fuel,
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- Making a famine where abundance lies,
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- Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.
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- Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament
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- And only herald to the gaudy spring,
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- Within thine own bud buriest thy content
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- And, tender churl, makest waste in niggarding.
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- Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
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- To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
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- II.
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- When forty winters shall beseige thy brow,
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- And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
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- Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now,
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- Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held:
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- Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies,
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- Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,
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- To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,
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- Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.
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- How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use,
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- If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
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- Shall sum my count and make my old excuse,'
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- Proving his beauty by succession thine!
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- This were to be new made when thou art old,
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- And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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- Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest
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- Now is the time that face should form another;
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- Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
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- Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
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- For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb
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- Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
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- Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
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- Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
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- Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee
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- Calls back the lovely April of her prime:
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- So thou through windows of thine age shall see
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- Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.
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- But if thou live, remember'd not to be,
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- Die single, and thine image dies with thee.
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- Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
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- Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy?
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- Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend,
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- And being frank she lends to those are free.
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- Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
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- The bounteous largess given thee to give?
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- Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
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- So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
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- For having traffic with thyself alone,
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- Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive.
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- Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone,
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- What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
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- Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee,
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- Which, used, lives th' executor to be.
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- Those hours, that with gentle work did frame
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- The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
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- Will play the tyrants to the very same
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- And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
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- For never-resting time leads summer on
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- To hideous winter and confounds him there;
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- Sap cheque'd with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
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- Beauty o'ersnow'd and bareness every where:
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- Then, were not summer's distillation left,
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- A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
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- Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
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- Nor it nor no remembrance what it was:
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- But flowers distill'd though they with winter meet,
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- Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
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- Then let not winter's ragged hand deface
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- In thee thy summer, ere thou be distill'd:
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- Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
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- With beauty's treasure, ere it be self-kill'd.
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- That use is not forbidden usury,
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- Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
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- That's for thyself to breed another thee,
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- Or ten times happier, be it ten for one;
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- Ten times thyself were happier than thou art,
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- If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
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- Then what could death do, if thou shouldst depart,
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- Leaving thee living in posterity?
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- Be not self-will'd, for thou art much too fair
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- To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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- Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
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- Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
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- Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
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- Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
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- And having climb'd the steep-up heavenly hill,
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- Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
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- yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
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- Attending on his golden pilgrimage;
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- But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
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- Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
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- The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
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- From his low tract and look another way:
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- So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
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- Unlook'd on diest, unless thou get a son.
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- Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
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- Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy.
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- Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly,
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- Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy?
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- If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
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- By unions married, do offend thine ear,
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- They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
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- In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
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- Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
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- Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
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- Resembling sire and child and happy mother
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- Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
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- Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one,
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- Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none.'
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- Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye
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- That thou consumest thyself in single life?
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- Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die.
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- The world will wail thee, like a makeless wife;
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- The world will be thy widow and still weep
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- That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
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- When every private widow well may keep
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- Look, what an unthrift in the world doth spend
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- Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
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- But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
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- No love toward others in that bosom sits
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- That on himself such murderous shame commits.
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- For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
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- Who for thyself art so unprovident.
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- Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
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- But that thou none lovest is most evident;
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- That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
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- Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
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- Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
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- O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
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- Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
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- Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
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- Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
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- Make thee another self, for love of me,
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- That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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- In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
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- And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestowest
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- Herein lives wisdom, beauty and increase:
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- Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
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- Look, whom she best endow'd she gave the more;
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- Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
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- She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
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- Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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- When I do count the clock that tells the time,
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- And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
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- When I behold the violet past prime,
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- And sable curls all silver'd o'er with white;
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- When lofty trees I see barren of leaves
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- Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
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- And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
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- Then of thy beauty do I question make,
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- That thou among the wastes of time must go,
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- Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake
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- No longer yours than you yourself here live:
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- And your sweet semblance to some other give.
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- Find no determination: then you were
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- When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
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- Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
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- Which husbandry in honour might uphold
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- You had a father: let your son say so.
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- By oft predict that I in heaven find:
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- That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
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- Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
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- When I perceive that men as plants increase,
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- Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
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- Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay,
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- With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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- Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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- Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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- The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
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- So should my papers yellow'd with their age
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- Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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- Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets,
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- And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
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- To the wide world and all her fading sweets;
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- Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
344
- A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
345
- With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
346
- An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
347
- Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
348
- A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
349
- Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
350
- And for a woman wert thou first created;
351
- Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
352
- And by addition me of thee defeated,
353
- By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
354
- But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
355
- Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
356
-
357
- XXI.
358
-
359
- So is it not with me as with that Muse
360
- Stirr'd by a painted beauty to his verse,
361
- Who heaven itself for ornament doth use
362
- And every fair with his fair doth rehearse
363
- Making a couplement of proud compare,
364
- With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems,
365
- With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare
366
- That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
367
- O' let me, true in love, but truly write,
368
- And then believe me, my love is as fair
369
- As any mother's child, though not so bright
370
- As those gold candles fix'd in heaven's air:
371
- Let them say more than like of hearsay well;
372
- I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
373
-
374
- XXII.
375
-
376
- My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
377
- So long as youth and thou are of one date;
378
- But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
379
- Then look I death my days should expiate.
380
- For all that beauty that doth cover thee
381
- Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
382
- Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me:
383
- How can I then be elder than thou art?
384
- O, therefore, love, be of thyself so wary
385
- As I, not for myself, but for thee will;
386
- Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
387
- As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
388
- Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain;
389
- Thou gavest me thine, not to give back again.
390
-
391
- XXIII.
392
-
393
- As an unperfect actor on the stage
394
- Who with his fear is put besides his part,
395
- Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
396
- Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart.
397
- So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
398
- The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
399
- And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
400
- O'ercharged with burden of mine own love's might.
401
- O, let my books be then the eloquence
402
- And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
403
- Who plead for love and look for recompense
404
- More than that tongue that more hath more express'd.
405
- O, learn to read what silent love hath writ:
406
- To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
407
-
408
- XXIV.
409
-
410
- Mine eye hath play'd the painter and hath stell'd
411
- Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
412
- My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
413
- And perspective it is the painter's art.
414
- For through the painter must you see his skill,
415
- To find where your true image pictured lies;
416
- Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
417
- That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes.
418
- Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
419
- Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
420
- Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
421
- Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
422
- Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art;
423
- They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
424
-
425
- XXV.
426
-
427
- Let those who are in favour with their stars
428
- Of public honour and proud titles boast,
429
- Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
430
- Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
431
- Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
432
- But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
433
- And in themselves their pride lies buried,
434
- For at a frown they in their glory die.
435
- The painful warrior famoused for fight,
436
- After a thousand victories once foil'd,
437
- Is from the book of honour razed quite,
438
- And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:
439
- Then happy I, that love and am beloved
440
- Where I may not remove nor be removed.
441
-
442
- XXVI.
443
-
444
- Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage
445
- Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit,
446
- To thee I send this written embassage,
447
- To witness duty, not to show my wit:
448
- Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
449
- May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it,
450
- But that I hope some good conceit of thine
451
- In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it;
452
- Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
453
- Points on me graciously with fair aspect
454
- And puts apparel on my tatter'd loving,
455
- To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
456
- Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
457
- Till then not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
458
-
459
- XXVII.
460
-
461
- Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
462
- The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
463
- But then begins a journey in my head,
464
- To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
465
- For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
466
- Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
467
- And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
468
- Looking on darkness which the blind do see
469
- Save that my soul's imaginary sight
470
- Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
471
- Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
472
- Makes black night beauteous and her old face new.
473
- Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
474
- For thee and for myself no quiet find.
475
-
476
- XXVIII.
477
-
478
- How can I then return in happy plight,
479
- That am debarr'd the benefit of rest?
480
- When day's oppression is not eased by night,
481
- But day by night, and night by day, oppress'd?
482
- And each, though enemies to either's reign,
483
- Do in consent shake hands to torture me;
484
- The one by toil, the other to complain
485
- How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
486
- I tell the day, to please them thou art bright
487
- And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
488
- So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night,
489
- When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
490
- But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer
491
- And night doth nightly make grief's strength
492
- seem stronger.
493
-
494
- XXIX.
495
-
496
- When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
497
- I all alone beweep my outcast state
498
- And trouble deal heaven with my bootless cries
499
- And look upon myself and curse my fate,
500
- Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
501
- Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
502
- Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
503
- With what I most enjoy contented least;
504
- Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
505
- Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
506
- Like to the lark at break of day arising
507
- From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
508
- For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
509
- That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
510
-
511
- XXX.
512
-
513
- When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
514
- I summon up remembrance of things past,
515
- I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
516
- And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
517
- Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
518
- For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
519
- And weep afresh love's long since cancell'd woe,
520
- And moan the expense of many a vanish'd sight:
521
- Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
522
- And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
523
- The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
524
- Which I new pay as if not paid before.
525
- But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
526
- All losses are restored and sorrows end.
527
-
528
- XXXI.
529
-
530
- Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
531
- Which I by lacking have supposed dead,
532
- And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,
533
- And all those friends which I thought buried.
534
- How many a holy and obsequious tear
535
- Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye
536
- As interest of the dead, which now appear
537
- But things removed that hidden in thee lie!
538
- Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
539
- Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
540
- Who all their parts of me to thee did give;
541
- That due of many now is thine alone:
542
- Their images I loved I view in thee,
543
- And thou, all they, hast all the all of me.
544
-
545
- XXXII.
546
-
547
- If thou survive my well-contented day,
548
- When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover,
549
- And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
550
- These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover,
551
- Compare them with the bettering of the time,
552
- And though they be outstripp'd by every pen,
553
- Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
554
- Exceeded by the height of happier men.
555
- O, then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
556
- 'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
557
- A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
558
- To march in ranks of better equipage:
559
- But since he died and poets better prove,
560
- Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love.'
561
-
562
- XXXIII.
563
-
564
- Full many a glorious morning have I seen
565
- Flatter the mountain-tops with sovereign eye,
566
- Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
567
- Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy;
568
- Anon permit the basest clouds to ride
569
- With ugly rack on his celestial face,
570
- And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
571
- Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
572
- Even so my sun one early morn did shine
573
- With all triumphant splendor on my brow;
574
- But out, alack! he was but one hour mine;
575
- The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now.
576
- Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth;
577
- Suns of the world may stain when heaven's sun staineth.
578
-
579
- XXXIV.
580
-
581
- Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
582
- And make me travel forth without my cloak,
583
- To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
584
- Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke?
585
- 'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
586
- To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
587
- For no man well of such a salve can speak
588
- That heals the wound and cures not the disgrace:
589
- Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
590
- Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss:
591
- The offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
592
- To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
593
- Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
594
- And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds.
595
-
596
- XXXV.
597
-
598
- No more be grieved at that which thou hast done:
599
- Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud;
600
- Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
601
- And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
602
- All men make faults, and even I in this,
603
- Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
604
- Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
605
- Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
606
- For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense--
607
- Thy adverse party is thy advocate--
608
- And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
609
- Such civil war is in my love and hate
610
- That I an accessary needs must be
611
- To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
612
-
613
- XXXVI.
614
-
615
- Let me confess that we two must be twain,
616
- Although our undivided loves are one:
617
- So shall those blots that do with me remain
618
- Without thy help by me be borne alone.
619
- In our two loves there is but one respect,
620
- Though in our lives a separable spite,
621
- Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
622
- Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
623
- I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
624
- Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
625
- Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
626
- Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
627
- But do not so; I love thee in such sort
628
- As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
629
-
630
- XXXVII.
631
-
632
- As a decrepit father takes delight
633
- To see his active child do deeds of youth,
634
- So I, made lame by fortune's dearest spite,
635
- Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
636
- For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
637
- Or any of these all, or all, or more,
638
- Entitled in thy parts do crowned sit,
639
- I make my love engrafted to this store:
640
- So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
641
- Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
642
- That I in thy abundance am sufficed
643
- And by a part of all thy glory live.
644
- Look, what is best, that best I wish in thee:
645
- This wish I have; then ten times happy me!
646
-
647
- XXXVIII.
648
-
649
- How can my Muse want subject to invent,
650
- While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
651
- Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
652
- For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
653
- O, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me
654
- Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
655
- For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
656
- When thou thyself dost give invention light?
657
- Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
658
- Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
659
- And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
660
- Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
661
- If my slight Muse do please these curious days,
662
- The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
663
-
664
- XXXIX.
665
-
666
- O, how thy worth with manners may I sing,
667
- When thou art all the better part of me?
668
- What can mine own praise to mine own self bring?
669
- And what is 't but mine own when I praise thee?
670
- Even for this let us divided live,
671
- And our dear love lose name of single one,
672
- That by this separation I may give
673
- That due to thee which thou deservest alone.
674
- O absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove,
675
- Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave
676
- To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
677
- Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,
678
- And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
679
- By praising him here who doth hence remain!
680
-
681
- XL.
682
-
683
- Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
684
- What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
685
- No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
686
- All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
687
- Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
688
- I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
689
- But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
690
- By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
691
- I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
692
- Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
693
- And yet, love knows, it is a greater grief
694
- To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.
695
- Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
696
- Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.
697
-
698
- XLI.
699
-
700
- Those petty wrongs that liberty commits,
701
- When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
702
- Thy beauty and thy years full well befits,
703
- For still temptation follows where thou art.
704
- Gentle thou art and therefore to be won,
705
- Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
706
- And when a woman woos, what woman's son
707
- Will sourly leave her till she have prevailed?
708
- Ay me! but yet thou mightest my seat forbear,
709
- And chide try beauty and thy straying youth,
710
- Who lead thee in their riot even there
711
- Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth,
712
- Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
713
- Thine, by thy beauty being false to me.
714
-
715
- XLII.
716
-
717
- That thou hast her, it is not all my grief,
718
- And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
719
- That she hath thee, is of my wailing chief,
720
- A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
721
- Loving offenders, thus I will excuse ye:
722
- Thou dost love her, because thou knowst I love her;
723
- And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
724
- Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
725
- If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
726
- And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
727
- Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
728
- And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
729
- But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
730
- Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
731
-
732
- XLIII.
733
-
734
- When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see,
735
- For all the day they view things unrespected;
736
- But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
737
- And darkly bright are bright in dark directed.
738
- Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
739
- How would thy shadow's form form happy show
740
- To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
741
- When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
742
- How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made
743
- By looking on thee in the living day,
744
- When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
745
- Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
746
- All days are nights to see till I see thee,
747
- And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
748
-
749
- XLIV.
750
-
751
- If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
752
- Injurious distance should not stop my way;
753
- For then despite of space I would be brought,
754
- From limits far remote where thou dost stay.
755
- No matter then although my foot did stand
756
- Upon the farthest earth removed from thee;
757
- For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
758
- As soon as think the place where he would be.
759
- But ah! thought kills me that I am not thought,
760
- To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
761
- But that so much of earth and water wrought
762
- I must attend time's leisure with my moan,
763
- Receiving nought by elements so slow
764
- But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
765
-
766
- XLV.
767
-
768
- The other two, slight air and purging fire,
769
- Are both with thee, wherever I abide;
770
- The first my thought, the other my desire,
771
- These present-absent with swift motion slide.
772
- For when these quicker elements are gone
773
- In tender embassy of love to thee,
774
- My life, being made of four, with two alone
775
- Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy;
776
- Until life's composition be recured
777
- By those swift messengers return'd from thee,
778
- Who even but now come back again, assured
779
- Of thy fair health, recounting it to me:
780
- This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
781
- I send them back again and straight grow sad.
782
-
783
- XLVI.
784
-
785
- Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
786
- How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
787
- Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
788
- My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
789
- My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
790
- A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
791
- But the defendant doth that plea deny
792
- And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
793
- To 'cide this title is impanneled
794
- A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
795
- And by their verdict is determined
796
- The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:
797
- As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
798
- And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.
799
-
800
- XLVII.
801
-
802
- Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
803
- And each doth good turns now unto the other:
804
- When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,
805
- Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
806
- With my love's picture then my eye doth feast
807
- And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
808
- Another time mine eye is my heart's guest
809
- And in his thoughts of love doth share a part:
810
- So, either by thy picture or my love,
811
- Thyself away art resent still with me;
812
- For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
813
- And I am still with them and they with thee;
814
- Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
815
- Awakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.
816
-
817
- XLVIII.
818
-
819
- How careful was I, when I took my way,
820
- Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
821
- That to my use it might unused stay
822
- From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
823
- But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
824
- Most worthy of comfort, now my greatest grief,
825
- Thou, best of dearest and mine only care,
826
- Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
827
- Thee have I not lock'd up in any chest,
828
- Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
829
- Within the gentle closure of my breast,
830
- From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
831
- And even thence thou wilt be stol'n, I fear,
832
- For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
833
-
834
- XLIX.
835
-
836
- Against that time, if ever that time come,
837
- When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
838
- When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
839
- Call'd to that audit by advised respects;
840
- Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass
841
- And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,
842
- When love, converted from the thing it was,
843
- Shall reasons find of settled gravity,--
844
- Against that time do I ensconce me here
845
- Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
846
- And this my hand against myself uprear,
847
- To guard the lawful reasons on thy part:
848
- To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws,
849
- Since why to love I can allege no cause.
850
-
851
- L.
852
-
853
- How heavy do I journey on the way,
854
- When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
855
- Doth teach that ease and that repose to say
856
- 'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!'
857
- The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
858
- Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
859
- As if by some instinct the wretch did know
860
- His rider loved not speed, being made from thee:
861
- The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
862
- That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide;
863
- Which heavily he answers with a groan,
864
- More sharp to me than spurring to his side;
865
- For that same groan doth put this in my mind;
866
- My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
867
-
868
- LI.
869
-
870
- Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
871
- Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
872
- From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
873
- Till I return, of posting is no need.
874
- O, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
875
- When swift extremity can seem but slow?
876
- Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
877
- In winged speed no motion shall I know:
878
- Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
879
- Therefore desire of perfect'st love being made,
880
- Shall neigh--no dull flesh--in his fiery race;
881
- But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade;
882
- Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
883
- Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
884
-
885
- LII.
886
-
887
- So am I as the rich, whose blessed key
888
- Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
889
- The which he will not every hour survey,
890
- For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
891
- Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
892
- Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,
893
- Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
894
- Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
895
- So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
896
- Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
897
- To make some special instant special blest,
898
- By new unfolding his imprison'd pride.
899
- Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,
900
- Being had, to triumph, being lack'd, to hope.
901
-
902
- LIII.
903
-
904
- What is your substance, whereof are you made,
905
- That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
906
- Since every one hath, every one, one shade,
907
- And you, but one, can every shadow lend.
908
- Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
909
- Is poorly imitated after you;
910
- On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
911
- And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
912
- Speak of the spring and foison of the year;
913
- The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
914
- The other as your bounty doth appear;
915
- And you in every blessed shape we know.
916
- In all external grace you have some part,
917
- But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
918
-
919
- LIV.
920
-
921
- O, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
922
- By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
923
- The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
924
- For that sweet odour which doth in it live.
925
- The canker-blooms have full as deep a dye
926
- As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
927
- Hang on such thorns and play as wantonly
928
- When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
929
- But, for their virtue only is their show,
930
- They live unwoo'd and unrespected fade,
931
- Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
932
- Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made:
933
- And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
934
- When that shall fade, my verse distills your truth.
935
-
936
- LV.
937
-
938
- Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
939
- Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
940
- But you shall shine more bright in these contents
941
- Than unswept stone besmear'd with sluttish time.
942
- When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
943
- And broils root out the work of masonry,
944
- Nor Mars his sword nor war's quick fire shall burn
945
- The living record of your memory.
946
- 'Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
947
- Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
948
- Even in the eyes of all posterity
949
- That wear this world out to the ending doom.
950
- So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
951
- You live in this, and dwell in lover's eyes.
952
-
953
- LVI.
954
-
955
- Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
956
- Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
957
- Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
958
- To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
959
- So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
960
- Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
961
- To-morrow see again, and do not kill
962
- The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
963
- Let this sad interim like the ocean be
964
- Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
965
- Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
966
- Return of love, more blest may be the view;
967
- Else call it winter, which being full of care
968
- Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
969
-
970
- LVII.
971
-
972
- Being your slave, what should I do but tend
973
- Upon the hours and times of your desire?
974
- I have no precious time at all to spend,
975
- Nor services to do, till you require.
976
- Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
977
- Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
978
- Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
979
- When you have bid your servant once adieu;
980
- Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
981
- Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
982
- But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
983
- Save, where you are how happy you make those.
984
- So true a fool is love that in your will,
985
- Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.
986
-
987
- LVIII.
988
-
989
- That god forbid that made me first your slave,
990
- I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
991
- Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,
992
- Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!
993
- O, let me suffer, being at your beck,
994
- The imprison'd absence of your liberty;
995
- And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each cheque,
996
- Without accusing you of injury.
997
- Be where you list, your charter is so strong
998
- That you yourself may privilege your time
999
- To what you will; to you it doth belong
1000
- Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
1001
- I am to wait, though waiting so be hell;
1002
- Not blame your pleasure, be it ill or well.
1003
-
1004
- LIX.
1005
-
1006
- If there be nothing new, but that which is
1007
- Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
1008
- Which, labouring for invention, bear amiss
1009
- The second burden of a former child!
1010
- O, that record could with a backward look,
1011
- Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
1012
- Show me your image in some antique book,
1013
- Since mind at first in character was done!
1014
- That I might see what the old world could say
1015
- To this composed wonder of your frame;
1016
- Whether we are mended, or whether better they,
1017
- Or whether revolution be the same.
1018
- O, sure I am, the wits of former days
1019
- To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
1020
-
1021
- LX.
1022
-
1023
- Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
1024
- So do our minutes hasten to their end;
1025
- Each changing place with that which goes before,
1026
- In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
1027
- Nativity, once in the main of light,
1028
- Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown'd,
1029
- Crooked elipses 'gainst his glory fight,
1030
- And Time that gave doth now his gift confound.
1031
- Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth
1032
- And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
1033
- Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
1034
- And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow:
1035
- And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
1036
- Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
1037
-
1038
- LXI.
1039
-
1040
- Is it thy will thy image should keep open
1041
- My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
1042
- Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
1043
- While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
1044
- Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
1045
- So far from home into my deeds to pry,
1046
- To find out shames and idle hours in me,
1047
- The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
1048
- O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great:
1049
- It is my love that keeps mine eye awake;
1050
- Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
1051
- To play the watchman ever for thy sake:
1052
- For thee watch I whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
1053
- From me far off, with others all too near.
1054
-
1055
- LXII.
1056
-
1057
- Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye
1058
- And all my soul and all my every part;
1059
- And for this sin there is no remedy,
1060
- It is so grounded inward in my heart.
1061
- Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
1062
- No shape so true, no truth of such account;
1063
- And for myself mine own worth do define,
1064
- As I all other in all worths surmount.
1065
- But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
1066
- Beated and chopp'd with tann'd antiquity,
1067
- Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
1068
- Self so self-loving were iniquity.
1069
- 'Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise,
1070
- Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
1071
-
1072
- LXIII.
1073
-
1074
- Against my love shall be, as I am now,
1075
- With Time's injurious hand crush'd and o'er-worn;
1076
- When hours have drain'd his blood and fill'd his brow
1077
- With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
1078
- Hath travell'd on to age's steepy night,
1079
- And all those beauties whereof now he's king
1080
- Are vanishing or vanish'd out of sight,
1081
- Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
1082
- For such a time do I now fortify
1083
- Against confounding age's cruel knife,
1084
- That he shall never cut from memory
1085
- My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life:
1086
- His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
1087
- And they shall live, and he in them still green.
1088
-
1089
- LXIV.
1090
-
1091
- When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
1092
- The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
1093
- When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed
1094
- And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
1095
- When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
1096
- Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
1097
- And the firm soil win of the watery main,
1098
- Increasing store with loss and loss with store;
1099
- When I have seen such interchange of state,
1100
- Or state itself confounded to decay;
1101
- Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate,
1102
- That Time will come and take my love away.
1103
- This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
1104
- But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
1105
-
1106
- LXV.
1107
-
1108
- Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
1109
- But sad mortality o'er-sways their power,
1110
- How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
1111
- Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
1112
- O, how shall summer's honey breath hold out
1113
- Against the wreckful siege of battering days,
1114
- When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
1115
- Nor gates of steel so strong, but Time decays?
1116
- O fearful meditation! where, alack,
1117
- Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
1118
- Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back?
1119
- Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
1120
- O, none, unless this miracle have might,
1121
- That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
1122
-
1123
- LXVI.
1124
-
1125
- Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
1126
- As, to behold desert a beggar born,
1127
- And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity,
1128
- And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
1129
- And guilded honour shamefully misplaced,
1130
- And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
1131
- And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
1132
- And strength by limping sway disabled,
1133
- And art made tongue-tied by authority,
1134
- And folly doctor-like controlling skill,
1135
- And simple truth miscall'd simplicity,
1136
- And captive good attending captain ill:
1137
- Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
1138
- Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.
1139
-
1140
- LXVII.
1141
-
1142
- Ah! wherefore with infection should he live,
1143
- And with his presence grace impiety,
1144
- That sin by him advantage should achieve
1145
- And lace itself with his society?
1146
- Why should false painting imitate his cheek
1147
- And steal dead seeing of his living hue?
1148
- Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
1149
- Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
1150
- Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is,
1151
- Beggar'd of blood to blush through lively veins?
1152
- For she hath no exchequer now but his,
1153
- And, proud of many, lives upon his gains.
1154
- O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had
1155
- In days long since, before these last so bad.
1156
-
1157
- LXVIII.
1158
-
1159
- Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
1160
- When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
1161
- Before the bastard signs of fair were born,
1162
- Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
1163
- Before the golden tresses of the dead,
1164
- The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
1165
- To live a second life on second head;
1166
- Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
1167
- In him those holy antique hours are seen,
1168
- Without all ornament, itself and true,
1169
- Making no summer of another's green,
1170
- Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
1171
- And him as for a map doth Nature store,
1172
- To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
1173
-
1174
- LXIX.
1175
-
1176
- Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
1177
- Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
1178
- All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
1179
- Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
1180
- Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown'd;
1181
- But those same tongues that give thee so thine own
1182
- In other accents do this praise confound
1183
- By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
1184
- They look into the beauty of thy mind,
1185
- And that, in guess, they measure by thy deeds;
1186
- Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
1187
- To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
1188
- But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
1189
- The solve is this, that thou dost common grow.
1190
-
1191
- LXX.
1192
-
1193
- That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
1194
- For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
1195
- The ornament of beauty is suspect,
1196
- A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
1197
- So thou be good, slander doth but approve
1198
- Thy worth the greater, being woo'd of time;
1199
- For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
1200
- And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
1201
- Thou hast pass'd by the ambush of young days,
1202
- Either not assail'd or victor being charged;
1203
- Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
1204
- To tie up envy evermore enlarged:
1205
- If some suspect of ill mask'd not thy show,
1206
- Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
1207
-
1208
- LXXI.
1209
-
1210
- No longer mourn for me when I am dead
1211
- Then you shall hear the surly sullen bell
1212
- Give warning to the world that I am fled
1213
- From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell:
1214
- Nay, if you read this line, remember not
1215
- The hand that writ it; for I love you so
1216
- That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot
1217
- If thinking on me then should make you woe.
1218
- O, if, I say, you look upon this verse
1219
- When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
1220
- Do not so much as my poor name rehearse.
1221
- But let your love even with my life decay,
1222
- Lest the wise world should look into your moan
1223
- And mock you with me after I am gone.
1224
-
1225
- LXXII.
1226
-
1227
- O, lest the world should task you to recite
1228
- What merit lived in me, that you should love
1229
- After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
1230
- For you in me can nothing worthy prove;
1231
- Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
1232
- To do more for me than mine own desert,
1233
- And hang more praise upon deceased I
1234
- Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
1235
- O, lest your true love may seem false in this,
1236
- That you for love speak well of me untrue,
1237
- My name be buried where my body is,
1238
- And live no more to shame nor me nor you.
1239
- For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
1240
- And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
1241
-
1242
- LXXIII.
1243
-
1244
- That time of year thou mayst in me behold
1245
- When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
1246
- Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
1247
- Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
1248
- In me thou seest the twilight of such day
1249
- As after sunset fadeth in the west,
1250
- Which by and by black night doth take away,
1251
- Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
1252
- In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire
1253
- That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
1254
- As the death-bed whereon it must expire
1255
- Consumed with that which it was nourish'd by.
1256
- This thou perceivest, which makes thy love more strong,
1257
- To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
1258
-
1259
- LXXIV.
1260
-
1261
- But be contented: when that fell arrest
1262
- Without all bail shall carry me away,
1263
- My life hath in this line some interest,
1264
- Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
1265
- When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
1266
- The very part was consecrate to thee:
1267
- The earth can have but earth, which is his due;
1268
- My spirit is thine, the better part of me:
1269
- So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
1270
- The prey of worms, my body being dead,
1271
- The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
1272
- Too base of thee to be remembered.
1273
- The worth of that is that which it contains,
1274
- And that is this, and this with thee remains.
1275
-
1276
- LXXV.
1277
-
1278
- So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
1279
- Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
1280
- And for the peace of you I hold such strife
1281
- As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found;
1282
- Now proud as an enjoyer and anon
1283
- Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
1284
- Now counting best to be with you alone,
1285
- Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure;
1286
- Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
1287
- And by and by clean starved for a look;
1288
- Possessing or pursuing no delight,
1289
- Save what is had or must from you be took.
1290
- Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
1291
- Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
1292
-
1293
- LXXVI.
1294
-
1295
- Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
1296
- So far from variation or quick change?
1297
- Why with the time do I not glance aside
1298
- To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
1299
- Why write I still all one, ever the same,
1300
- And keep invention in a noted weed,
1301
- That every word doth almost tell my name,
1302
- Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
1303
- O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
1304
- And you and love are still my argument;
1305
- So all my best is dressing old words new,
1306
- Spending again what is already spent:
1307
- For as the sun is daily new and old,
1308
- So is my love still telling what is told.
1309
-
1310
- LXXVII.
1311
-
1312
- Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
1313
- Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste;
1314
- The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
1315
- And of this book this learning mayst thou taste.
1316
- The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
1317
- Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
1318
- Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
1319
- Time's thievish progress to eternity.
1320
- Look, what thy memory can not contain
1321
- Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
1322
- Those children nursed, deliver'd from thy brain,
1323
- To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
1324
- These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
1325
- Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book.
1326
-
1327
- LXXVIII.
1328
-
1329
- So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse
1330
- And found such fair assistance in my verse
1331
- As every alien pen hath got my use
1332
- And under thee their poesy disperse.
1333
- Thine eyes that taught the dumb on high to sing
1334
- And heavy ignorance aloft to fly
1335
- Have added feathers to the learned's wing
1336
- And given grace a double majesty.
1337
- Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
1338
- Whose influence is thine and born of thee:
1339
- In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
1340
- And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
1341
- But thou art all my art and dost advance
1342
- As high as learning my rude ignorance.
1343
-
1344
- LXXIX.
1345
-
1346
- Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
1347
- My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
1348
- But now my gracious numbers are decay'd
1349
- And my sick Muse doth give another place.
1350
- I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
1351
- Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
1352
- Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
1353
- He robs thee of and pays it thee again.
1354
- He lends thee virtue and he stole that word
1355
- From thy behavior; beauty doth he give
1356
- And found it in thy cheek; he can afford
1357
- No praise to thee but what in thee doth live.
1358
- Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
1359
- Since what he owes thee thou thyself dost pay.
1360
-
1361
- LXXX.
1362
-
1363
- O, how I faint when I of you do write,
1364
- Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
1365
- And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
1366
- To make me tongue-tied, speaking of your fame!
1367
- But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
1368
- The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
1369
- My saucy bark inferior far to his
1370
- On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
1371
- Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
1372
- Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
1373
- Or being wreck'd, I am a worthless boat,
1374
- He of tall building and of goodly pride:
1375
- Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
1376
- The worst was this; my love was my decay.
1377
-
1378
- LXXXI.
1379
-
1380
- Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
1381
- Or you survive when I in earth am rotten;
1382
- From hence your memory death cannot take,
1383
- Although in me each part will be forgotten.
1384
- Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
1385
- Though I, once gone, to all the world must die:
1386
- The earth can yield me but a common grave,
1387
- When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie.
1388
- Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
1389
- Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
1390
- And tongues to be your being shall rehearse
1391
- When all the breathers of this world are dead;
1392
- You still shall live--such virtue hath my pen--
1393
- Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
1394
-
1395
- LXXXII.
1396
-
1397
- I grant thou wert not married to my Muse
1398
- And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
1399
- The dedicated words which writers use
1400
- Of their fair subject, blessing every book
1401
- Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
1402
- Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
1403
- And therefore art enforced to seek anew
1404
- Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days
1405
- And do so, love; yet when they have devised
1406
- What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
1407
- Thou truly fair wert truly sympathized
1408
- In true plain words by thy true-telling friend;
1409
- And their gross painting might be better used
1410
- Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
1411
-
1412
- LXXXIII.
1413
-
1414
- I never saw that you did painting need
1415
- And therefore to your fair no painting set;
1416
- I found, or thought I found, you did exceed
1417
- The barren tender of a poet's debt;
1418
- And therefore have I slept in your report,
1419
- That you yourself being extant well might show
1420
- How far a modern quill doth come too short,
1421
- Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
1422
- This silence for my sin you did impute,
1423
- Which shall be most my glory, being dumb;
1424
- For I impair not beauty being mute,
1425
- When others would give life and bring a tomb.
1426
- There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
1427
- Than both your poets can in praise devise.
1428
-
1429
- LXXXIV.
1430
-
1431
- Who is it that says most? which can say more
1432
- Than this rich praise, that you alone are you?
1433
- In whose confine immured is the store
1434
- Which should example where your equal grew.
1435
- Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
1436
- That to his subject lends not some small glory;
1437
- But he that writes of you, if he can tell
1438
- That you are you, so dignifies his story,
1439
- Let him but copy what in you is writ,
1440
- Not making worse what nature made so clear,
1441
- And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
1442
- Making his style admired every where.
1443
- You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
1444
- Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
1445
-
1446
- LXXXV.
1447
-
1448
- My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
1449
- While comments of your praise, richly compiled,
1450
- Reserve their character with golden quill
1451
- And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
1452
- I think good thoughts whilst other write good words,
1453
- And like unletter'd clerk still cry 'Amen'
1454
- To every hymn that able spirit affords
1455
- In polish'd form of well-refined pen.
1456
- Hearing you praised, I say ''Tis so, 'tis true,'
1457
- And to the most of praise add something more;
1458
- But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
1459
- Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before.
1460
- Then others for the breath of words respect,
1461
- Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
1462
-
1463
- LXXXVI.
1464
-
1465
- Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
1466
- Bound for the prize of all too precious you,
1467
- That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
1468
- Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
1469
- Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
1470
- Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
1471
- No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
1472
- Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
1473
- He, nor that affable familiar ghost
1474
- Which nightly gulls him with intelligence
1475
- As victors of my silence cannot boast;
1476
- I was not sick of any fear from thence:
1477
- But when your countenance fill'd up his line,
1478
- Then lack'd I matter; that enfeebled mine.
1479
-
1480
- LXXXVII.
1481
-
1482
- Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
1483
- And like enough thou know'st thy estimate:
1484
- The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
1485
- My bonds in thee are all determinate.
1486
- For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
1487
- And for that riches where is my deserving?
1488
- The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
1489
- And so my patent back again is swerving.
1490
- Thyself thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing,
1491
- Or me, to whom thou gavest it, else mistaking;
1492
- So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
1493
- Comes home again, on better judgment making.
1494
- Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter,
1495
- In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
1496
-
1497
- LXXXVIII.
1498
-
1499
- When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
1500
- And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
1501
- Upon thy side against myself I'll fight,
1502
- And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
1503
- With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
1504
- Upon thy part I can set down a story
1505
- Of faults conceal'd, wherein I am attainted,
1506
- That thou in losing me shalt win much glory:
1507
- And I by this will be a gainer too;
1508
- For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
1509
- The injuries that to myself I do,
1510
- Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
1511
- Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
1512
- That for thy right myself will bear all wrong.
1513
-
1514
- LXXXIX.
1515
-
1516
- Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
1517
- And I will comment upon that offence;
1518
- Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
1519
- Against thy reasons making no defence.
1520
- Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
1521
- To set a form upon desired change,
1522
- As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will,
1523
- I will acquaintance strangle and look strange,
1524
- Be absent from thy walks, and in my tongue
1525
- Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
1526
- Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong
1527
- And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
1528
- For thee against myself I'll vow debate,
1529
- For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
1530
-
1531
- XC.
1532
-
1533
- Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
1534
- Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
1535
- Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
1536
- And do not drop in for an after-loss:
1537
- Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scoped this sorrow,
1538
- Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
1539
- Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
1540
- To linger out a purposed overthrow.
1541
- If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
1542
- When other petty griefs have done their spite
1543
- But in the onset come; so shall I taste
1544
- At first the very worst of fortune's might,
1545
- And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
1546
- Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.
1547
-
1548
- XCI.
1549
-
1550
- Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
1551
- Some in their wealth, some in their bodies' force,
1552
- Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill,
1553
- Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
1554
- And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
1555
- Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:
1556
- But these particulars are not my measure;
1557
- All these I better in one general best.
1558
- Thy love is better than high birth to me,
1559
- Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
1560
- Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
1561
- And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
1562
- Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
1563
- All this away and me most wretched make.
1564
-
1565
- XCII.
1566
-
1567
- But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
1568
- For term of life thou art assured mine,
1569
- And life no longer than thy love will stay,
1570
- For it depends upon that love of thine.
1571
- Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
1572
- When in the least of them my life hath end.
1573
- I see a better state to me belongs
1574
- Than that which on thy humour doth depend;
1575
- Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
1576
- Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
1577
- O, what a happy title do I find,
1578
- Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
1579
- But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
1580
- Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
1581
-
1582
- XCIII.
1583
-
1584
- So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
1585
- Like a deceived husband; so love's face
1586
- May still seem love to me, though alter'd new;
1587
- Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place:
1588
- For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
1589
- Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
1590
- In many's looks the false heart's history
1591
- Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange,
1592
- But heaven in thy creation did decree
1593
- That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
1594
- Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be,
1595
- Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell.
1596
- How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
1597
- if thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
1598
-
1599
- XCIV.
1600
-
1601
- They that have power to hurt and will do none,
1602
- That do not do the thing they most do show,
1603
- Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
1604
- Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow,
1605
- They rightly do inherit heaven's graces
1606
- And husband nature's riches from expense;
1607
- They are the lords and owners of their faces,
1608
- Others but stewards of their excellence.
1609
- The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
1610
- Though to itself it only live and die,
1611
- But if that flower with base infection meet,
1612
- The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
1613
- For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
1614
- Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.
1615
-
1616
- XCV.
1617
-
1618
- How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
1619
- Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
1620
- Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
1621
- O, in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
1622
- That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
1623
- Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
1624
- Cannot dispraise but in a kind of praise;
1625
- Naming thy name blesses an ill report.
1626
- O, what a mansion have those vices got
1627
- Which for their habitation chose out thee,
1628
- Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
1629
- And all things turn to fair that eyes can see!
1630
- Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
1631
- The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
1632
-
1633
- XCVI.
1634
-
1635
- Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
1636
- Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
1637
- Both grace and faults are loved of more and less;
1638
- Thou makest faults graces that to thee resort.
1639
- As on the finger of a throned queen
1640
- The basest jewel will be well esteem'd,
1641
- So are those errors that in thee are seen
1642
- To truths translated and for true things deem'd.
1643
- How many lambs might the stem wolf betray,
1644
- If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
1645
- How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
1646
- If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
1647
- But do not so; I love thee in such sort
1648
- As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
1649
-
1650
- XCVII.
1651
-
1652
- How like a winter hath my absence been
1653
- From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
1654
- What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
1655
- What old December's bareness every where!
1656
- And yet this time removed was summer's time,
1657
- The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
1658
- Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
1659
- Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease:
1660
- Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me
1661
- But hope of orphans and unfather'd fruit;
1662
- For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
1663
- And, thou away, the very birds are mute;
1664
- Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer
1665
- That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
1666
-
1667
- XCVIII.
1668
-
1669
- From you have I been absent in the spring,
1670
- When proud-pied April dress'd in all his trim
1671
- Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
1672
- That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him.
1673
- Yet nor the lays of birds nor the sweet smell
1674
- Of different flowers in odour and in hue
1675
- Could make me any summer's story tell,
1676
- Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;
1677
- Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
1678
- Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
1679
- They were but sweet, but figures of delight,
1680
- Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
1681
- Yet seem'd it winter still, and, you away,
1682
- As with your shadow I with these did play:
1683
-
1684
- XCIX.
1685
-
1686
- The forward violet thus did I chide:
1687
- Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
1688
- If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
1689
- Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
1690
- In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed.
1691
- The lily I condemned for thy hand,
1692
- And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair:
1693
- The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
1694
- One blushing shame, another white despair;
1695
- A third, nor red nor white, had stol'n of both
1696
- And to his robbery had annex'd thy breath;
1697
- But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth
1698
- A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
1699
- More flowers I noted, yet I none could see
1700
- But sweet or colour it had stol'n from thee.
1701
-
1702
- C.
1703
-
1704
- Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long
1705
- To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
1706
- Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
1707
- Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
1708
- Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem
1709
- In gentle numbers time so idly spent;
1710
- Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem
1711
- And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
1712
- Rise, resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
1713
- If Time have any wrinkle graven there;
1714
- If any, be a satire to decay,
1715
- And make Time's spoils despised every where.
1716
- Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life;
1717
- So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
1718
-
1719
- CI.
1720
-
1721
- O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends
1722
- For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
1723
- Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
1724
- So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
1725
- Make answer, Muse: wilt thou not haply say
1726
- 'Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix'd;
1727
- Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay;
1728
- But best is best, if never intermix'd?'
1729
- Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
1730
- Excuse not silence so; for't lies in thee
1731
- To make him much outlive a gilded tomb,
1732
- And to be praised of ages yet to be.
1733
- Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
1734
- To make him seem long hence as he shows now.
1735
-
1736
- CII.
1737
-
1738
- My love is strengthen'd, though more weak in seeming;
1739
- I love not less, though less the show appear:
1740
- That love is merchandized whose rich esteeming
1741
- The owner's tongue doth publish every where.
1742
- Our love was new and then but in the spring
1743
- When I was wont to greet it with my lays,
1744
- As Philomel in summer's front doth sing
1745
- And stops her pipe in growth of riper days:
1746
- Not that the summer is less pleasant now
1747
- Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night,
1748
- But that wild music burthens every bough
1749
- And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
1750
- Therefore like her I sometime hold my tongue,
1751
- Because I would not dull you with my song.
1752
-
1753
- CIII.
1754
-
1755
- Alack, what poverty my Muse brings forth,
1756
- That having such a scope to show her pride,
1757
- The argument all bare is of more worth
1758
- Than when it hath my added praise beside!
1759
- O, blame me not, if I no more can write!
1760
- Look in your glass, and there appears a face
1761
- That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
1762
- Dulling my lines and doing me disgrace.
1763
- Were it not sinful then, striving to mend,
1764
- To mar the subject that before was well?
1765
- For to no other pass my verses tend
1766
- Than of your graces and your gifts to tell;
1767
- And more, much more, than in my verse can sit
1768
- Your own glass shows you when you look in it.
1769
-
1770
- CIV.
1771
-
1772
- To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
1773
- For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
1774
- Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold
1775
- Have from the forests shook three summers' pride,
1776
- Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn'd
1777
- In process of the seasons have I seen,
1778
- Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn'd,
1779
- Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
1780
- Ah! yet doth beauty, like a dial-hand,
1781
- Steal from his figure and no pace perceived;
1782
- So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
1783
- Hath motion and mine eye may be deceived:
1784
- For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred;
1785
- Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
1786
-
1787
- CV.
1788
-
1789
- Let not my love be call'd idolatry,
1790
- Nor my beloved as an idol show,
1791
- Since all alike my songs and praises be
1792
- To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
1793
- Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
1794
- Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
1795
- Therefore my verse to constancy confined,
1796
- One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
1797
- 'Fair, kind and true' is all my argument,
1798
- 'Fair, kind, and true' varying to other words;
1799
- And in this change is my invention spent,
1800
- Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
1801
- 'Fair, kind, and true,' have often lived alone,
1802
- Which three till now never kept seat in one.
1803
-
1804
- CVI.
1805
-
1806
- When in the chronicle of wasted time
1807
- I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
1808
- And beauty making beautiful old rhyme
1809
- In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights,
1810
- Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
1811
- Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
1812
- I see their antique pen would have express'd
1813
- Even such a beauty as you master now.
1814
- So all their praises are but prophecies
1815
- Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
1816
- And, for they look'd but with divining eyes,
1817
- They had not skill enough your worth to sing:
1818
- For we, which now behold these present days,
1819
- Had eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
1820
-
1821
- CVII.
1822
-
1823
- Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
1824
- Of the wide world dreaming on things to come,
1825
- Can yet the lease of my true love control,
1826
- Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom.
1827
- The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured
1828
- And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
1829
- Incertainties now crown themselves assured
1830
- And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
1831
- Now with the drops of this most balmy time
1832
- My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes,
1833
- Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
1834
- While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes:
1835
- And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
1836
- When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
1837
-
1838
- CVIII.
1839
-
1840
- What's in the brain that ink may character
1841
- Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
1842
- What's new to speak, what new to register,
1843
- That may express my love or thy dear merit?
1844
- Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
1845
- I must, each day say o'er the very same,
1846
- Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine,
1847
- Even as when first I hallow'd thy fair name.
1848
- So that eternal love in love's fresh case
1849
- Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
1850
- Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
1851
- But makes antiquity for aye his page,
1852
- Finding the first conceit of love there bred
1853
- Where time and outward form would show it dead.
1854
-
1855
- CIX.
1856
-
1857
- O, never say that I was false of heart,
1858
- Though absence seem'd my flame to qualify.
1859
- As easy might I from myself depart
1860
- As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie:
1861
- That is my home of love: if I have ranged,
1862
- Like him that travels I return again,
1863
- Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
1864
- So that myself bring water for my stain.
1865
- Never believe, though in my nature reign'd
1866
- All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
1867
- That it could so preposterously be stain'd,
1868
- To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
1869
- For nothing this wide universe I call,
1870
- Save thou, my rose; in it thou art my all.
1871
-
1872
- CX.
1873
-
1874
- Alas, 'tis true I have gone here and there
1875
- And made myself a motley to the view,
1876
- Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
1877
- Made old offences of affections new;
1878
- Most true it is that I have look'd on truth
1879
- Askance and strangely: but, by all above,
1880
- These blenches gave my heart another youth,
1881
- And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
1882
- Now all is done, have what shall have no end:
1883
- Mine appetite I never more will grind
1884
- On newer proof, to try an older friend,
1885
- A god in love, to whom I am confined.
1886
- Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
1887
- Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
1888
-
1889
- CXI.
1890
-
1891
- O, for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
1892
- The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
1893
- That did not better for my life provide
1894
- Than public means which public manners breeds.
1895
- Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
1896
- And almost thence my nature is subdued
1897
- To what it works in, like the dyer's hand:
1898
- Pity me then and wish I were renew'd;
1899
- Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink
1900
- Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection
1901
- No bitterness that I will bitter think,
1902
- Nor double penance, to correct correction.
1903
- Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye
1904
- Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
1905
-
1906
- CXII.
1907
-
1908
- Your love and pity doth the impression fill
1909
- Which vulgar scandal stamp'd upon my brow;
1910
- For what care I who calls me well or ill,
1911
- So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
1912
- You are my all the world, and I must strive
1913
- To know my shames and praises from your tongue:
1914
- None else to me, nor I to none alive,
1915
- That my steel'd sense or changes right or wrong.
1916
- In so profound abysm I throw all care
1917
- Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
1918
- To critic and to flatterer stopped are.
1919
- Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
1920
- You are so strongly in my purpose bred
1921
- That all the world besides methinks are dead.
1922
-
1923
- CXIII.
1924
-
1925
- Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
1926
- And that which governs me to go about
1927
- Doth part his function and is partly blind,
1928
- Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
1929
- For it no form delivers to the heart
1930
- Of bird of flower, or shape, which it doth latch:
1931
- Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
1932
- Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch:
1933
- For if it see the rudest or gentlest sight,
1934
- The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
1935
- The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
1936
- The crow or dove, it shapes them to your feature:
1937
- Incapable of more, replete with you,
1938
- My most true mind thus makes mine eye untrue.
1939
-
1940
- CXIV.
1941
-
1942
- Or whether doth my mind, being crown'd with you,
1943
- Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
1944
- Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true,
1945
- And that your love taught it this alchemy,
1946
- To make of monsters and things indigest
1947
- Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
1948
- Creating every bad a perfect best,
1949
- As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
1950
- O,'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing,
1951
- And my great mind most kingly drinks it up:
1952
- Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
1953
- And to his palate doth prepare the cup:
1954
- If it be poison'd, 'tis the lesser sin
1955
- That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
1956
-
1957
- CXV.
1958
-
1959
- Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
1960
- Even those that said I could not love you dearer:
1961
- Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
1962
- My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
1963
- But reckoning time, whose million'd accidents
1964
- Creep in 'twixt vows and change decrees of kings,
1965
- Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
1966
- Divert strong minds to the course of altering things;
1967
- Alas, why, fearing of time's tyranny,
1968
- Might I not then say 'Now I love you best,'
1969
- When I was certain o'er incertainty,
1970
- Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
1971
- Love is a babe; then might I not say so,
1972
- To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
1973
-
1974
- CXVI.
1975
-
1976
- Let me not to the marriage of true minds
1977
- Admit impediments. Love is not love
1978
- Which alters when it alteration finds,
1979
- Or bends with the remover to remove:
1980
- O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
1981
- That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
1982
- It is the star to every wandering bark,
1983
- Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
1984
- Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
1985
- Within his bending sickle's compass come:
1986
- Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
1987
- But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
1988
- If this be error and upon me proved,
1989
- I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
1990
-
1991
- CXVII.
1992
-
1993
- Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all
1994
- Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
1995
- Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
1996
- Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
1997
- That I have frequent been with unknown minds
1998
- And given to time your own dear-purchased right
1999
- That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
2000
- Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
2001
- Book both my wilfulness and errors down
2002
- And on just proof surmise accumulate;
2003
- Bring me within the level of your frown,
2004
- But shoot not at me in your waken'd hate;
2005
- Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
2006
- The constancy and virtue of your love.
2007
-
2008
- CXVIII.
2009
-
2010
- Like as, to make our appetites more keen,
2011
- With eager compounds we our palate urge,
2012
- As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
2013
- We sicken to shun sickness when we purge,
2014
- Even so, being tuff of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
2015
- To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding
2016
- And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness
2017
- To be diseased ere that there was true needing.
2018
- Thus policy in love, to anticipate
2019
- The ills that were not, grew to faults assured
2020
- And brought to medicine a healthful state
2021
- Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured:
2022
- But thence I learn, and find the lesson true,
2023
- Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
2024
-
2025
- CXIX.
2026
-
2027
- What potions have I drunk of Siren tears,
2028
- Distill'd from limbecks foul as hell within,
2029
- Applying fears to hopes and hopes to fears,
2030
- Still losing when I saw myself to win!
2031
- What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
2032
- Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
2033
- How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted
2034
- In the distraction of this madding fever!
2035
- O benefit of ill! now I find true
2036
- That better is by evil still made better;
2037
- And ruin'd love, when it is built anew,
2038
- Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
2039
- So I return rebuked to my content
2040
- And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent.
2041
-
2042
- CXX.
2043
-
2044
- That you were once unkind befriends me now,
2045
- And for that sorrow which I then did feel
2046
- Needs must I under my transgression bow,
2047
- Unless my nerves were brass or hammer'd steel.
2048
- For if you were by my unkindness shaken
2049
- As I by yours, you've pass'd a hell of time,
2050
- And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
2051
- To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
2052
- O, that our night of woe might have remember'd
2053
- My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits,
2054
- And soon to you, as you to me, then tender'd
2055
- The humble slave which wounded bosoms fits!
2056
- But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
2057
- Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
2058
-
2059
- CXXI.
2060
-
2061
- 'Tis better to be vile than vile esteem'd,
2062
- When not to be receives reproach of being,
2063
- And the just pleasure lost which is so deem'd
2064
- Not by our feeling but by others' seeing:
2065
- For why should others false adulterate eyes
2066
- Give salutation to my sportive blood?
2067
- Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
2068
- Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
2069
- No, I am that I am, and they that level
2070
- At my abuses reckon up their own:
2071
- I may be straight, though they themselves be bevel;
2072
- By their rank thoughts my deeds must not be shown;
2073
- Unless this general evil they maintain,
2074
- All men are bad, and in their badness reign.
2075
-
2076
- CXXII.
2077
-
2078
- Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
2079
- Full character'd with lasting memory,
2080
- Which shall above that idle rank remain
2081
- Beyond all date, even to eternity;
2082
- Or at the least, so long as brain and heart
2083
- Have faculty by nature to subsist;
2084
- Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
2085
- Of thee, thy record never can be miss'd.
2086
- That poor retention could not so much hold,
2087
- Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
2088
- Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
2089
- To trust those tables that receive thee more:
2090
- To keep an adjunct to remember thee
2091
- Were to import forgetfulness in me.
2092
-
2093
- CXXIII.
2094
-
2095
- No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
2096
- Thy pyramids built up with newer might
2097
- To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
2098
- They are but dressings of a former sight.
2099
- Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
2100
- What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
2101
- And rather make them born to our desire
2102
- Than think that we before have heard them told.
2103
- Thy registers and thee I both defy,
2104
- Not wondering at the present nor the past,
2105
- For thy records and what we see doth lie,
2106
- Made more or less by thy continual haste.
2107
- This I do vow and this shall ever be;
2108
- I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
2109
-
2110
- CXXIV.
2111
-
2112
- If my dear love were but the child of state,
2113
- It might for Fortune's bastard be unfather'd'
2114
- As subject to Time's love or to Time's hate,
2115
- Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather'd.
2116
- No, it was builded far from accident;
2117
- It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
2118
- Under the blow of thralled discontent,
2119
- Whereto the inviting time our fashion calls:
2120
- It fears not policy, that heretic,
2121
- Which works on leases of short-number'd hours,
2122
- But all alone stands hugely politic,
2123
- That it nor grows with heat nor drowns with showers.
2124
- To this I witness call the fools of time,
2125
- Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
2126
-
2127
- CXXV.
2128
-
2129
- Were 't aught to me I bore the canopy,
2130
- With my extern the outward honouring,
2131
- Or laid great bases for eternity,
2132
- Which prove more short than waste or ruining?
2133
- Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour
2134
- Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent,
2135
- For compound sweet forgoing simple savour,
2136
- Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
2137
- No, let me be obsequious in thy heart,
2138
- And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
2139
- Which is not mix'd with seconds, knows no art,
2140
- But mutual render, only me for thee.
2141
- Hence, thou suborn'd informer! a true soul
2142
- When most impeach'd stands least in thy control.
2143
-
2144
- CXXVI.
2145
-
2146
- O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
2147
- Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour;
2148
- Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
2149
- Thy lovers withering as thy sweet self grow'st;
2150
- If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
2151
- As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
2152
- She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
2153
- May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill.
2154
- Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
2155
- She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure:
2156
- Her audit, though delay'd, answer'd must be,
2157
- And her quietus is to render thee.
2158
-
2159
- CXXVII.
2160
-
2161
- In the old age black was not counted fair,
2162
- Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
2163
- But now is black beauty's successive heir,
2164
- And beauty slander'd with a bastard shame:
2165
- For since each hand hath put on nature's power,
2166
- Fairing the foul with art's false borrow'd face,
2167
- Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
2168
- But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
2169
- Therefore my mistress' brows are raven black,
2170
- Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
2171
- At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
2172
- Slandering creation with a false esteem:
2173
- Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe,
2174
- That every tongue says beauty should look so.
2175
-
2176
- CXXVIII.
2177
-
2178
- How oft, when thou, my music, music play'st,
2179
- Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
2180
- With thy sweet fingers, when thou gently sway'st
2181
- The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
2182
- Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap
2183
- To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
2184
- Whilst my poor lips, which should that harvest reap,
2185
- At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
2186
- To be so tickled, they would change their state
2187
- And situation with those dancing chips,
2188
- O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
2189
- Making dead wood more blest than living lips.
2190
- Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
2191
- Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
2192
-
2193
- CXXIX.
2194
-
2195
- The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
2196
- Is lust in action; and till action, lust
2197
- Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame,
2198
- Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust,
2199
- Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight,
2200
- Past reason hunted, and no sooner had
2201
- Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait
2202
- On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
2203
- Mad in pursuit and in possession so;
2204
- Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme;
2205
- A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
2206
- Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream.
2207
- All this the world well knows; yet none knows well
2208
- To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
2209
-
2210
- CXXX.
2211
-
2212
- My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
2213
- Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
2214
- If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
2215
- If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
2216
- I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
2217
- But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
2218
- And in some perfumes is there more delight
2219
- Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
2220
- I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
2221
- That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
2222
- I grant I never saw a goddess go;
2223
- My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
2224
- And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
2225
- As any she belied with false compare.
2226
-
2227
- CXXXI.
2228
-
2229
- Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
2230
- As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
2231
- For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
2232
- Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
2233
- Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold
2234
- Thy face hath not the power to make love groan:
2235
- To say they err I dare not be so bold,
2236
- Although I swear it to myself alone.
2237
- And, to be sure that is not false I swear,
2238
- A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face,
2239
- One on another's neck, do witness bear
2240
- Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
2241
- In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
2242
- And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
2243
-
2244
- CXXXII.
2245
-
2246
- Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
2247
- Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain,
2248
- Have put on black and loving mourners be,
2249
- Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
2250
- And truly not the morning sun of heaven
2251
- Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
2252
- Nor that full star that ushers in the even
2253
- Doth half that glory to the sober west,
2254
- As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
2255
- O, let it then as well beseem thy heart
2256
- To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
2257
- And suit thy pity like in every part.
2258
- Then will I swear beauty herself is black
2259
- And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
2260
-
2261
- CXXXIII.
2262
-
2263
- Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
2264
- For that deep wound it gives my friend and me!
2265
- Is't not enough to torture me alone,
2266
- But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
2267
- Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
2268
- And my next self thou harder hast engross'd:
2269
- Of him, myself, and thee, I am forsaken;
2270
- A torment thrice threefold thus to be cross'd.
2271
- Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward,
2272
- But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
2273
- Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
2274
- Thou canst not then use rigor in my gaol:
2275
- And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee,
2276
- Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
2277
-
2278
- CXXXIV.
2279
-
2280
- So, now I have confess'd that he is thine,
2281
- And I myself am mortgaged to thy will,
2282
- Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
2283
- Thou wilt restore, to be my comfort still:
2284
- But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
2285
- For thou art covetous and he is kind;
2286
- He learn'd but surety-like to write for me
2287
- Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
2288
- The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
2289
- Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
2290
- And sue a friend came debtor for my sake;
2291
- So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
2292
- Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me:
2293
- He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
2294
-
2295
- CXXXV.
2296
-
2297
- Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy 'Will,'
2298
- And 'Will' to boot, and 'Will' in overplus;
2299
- More than enough am I that vex thee still,
2300
- To thy sweet will making addition thus.
2301
- Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
2302
- Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
2303
- Shall will in others seem right gracious,
2304
- And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
2305
- The sea all water, yet receives rain still
2306
- And in abundance addeth to his store;
2307
- So thou, being rich in 'Will,' add to thy 'Will'
2308
- One will of mine, to make thy large 'Will' more.
2309
- Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill;
2310
- Think all but one, and me in that one 'Will.'
2311
-
2312
- CXXXVI.
2313
-
2314
- If thy soul cheque thee that I come so near,
2315
- Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy 'Will,'
2316
- And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
2317
- Thus far for love my love-suit, sweet, fulfil.
2318
- 'Will' will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
2319
- Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one.
2320
- In things of great receipt with ease we prove
2321
- Among a number one is reckon'd none:
2322
- Then in the number let me pass untold,
2323
- Though in thy stores' account I one must be;
2324
- For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
2325
- That nothing me, a something sweet to thee:
2326
- Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
2327
- And then thou lovest me, for my name is 'Will.'
2328
-
2329
- CXXXVII.
2330
-
2331
- Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
2332
- That they behold, and see not what they see?
2333
- They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
2334
- Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
2335
- If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks
2336
- Be anchor'd in the bay where all men ride,
2337
- Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
2338
- Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
2339
- Why should my heart think that a several plot
2340
- Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
2341
- Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not,
2342
- To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
2343
- In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
2344
- And to this false plague are they now transferr'd.
2345
-
2346
- CXXXVIII.
2347
-
2348
- When my love swears that she is made of truth
2349
- I do believe her, though I know she lies,
2350
- That she might think me some untutor'd youth,
2351
- Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
2352
- Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
2353
- Although she knows my days are past the best,
2354
- Simply I credit her false speaking tongue:
2355
- On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.
2356
- But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
2357
- And wherefore say not I that I am old?
2358
- O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
2359
- And age in love loves not to have years told:
2360
- Therefore I lie with her and she with me,
2361
- And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
2362
-
2363
- CXXXIX.
2364
-
2365
- O, call not me to justify the wrong
2366
- That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
2367
- Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue;
2368
- Use power with power and slay me not by art.
2369
- Tell me thou lovest elsewhere, but in my sight,
2370
- Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside:
2371
- What need'st thou wound with cunning when thy might
2372
- Is more than my o'er-press'd defense can bide?
2373
- Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
2374
- Her pretty looks have been mine enemies,
2375
- And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
2376
- That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
2377
- Yet do not so; but since I am near slain,
2378
- Kill me outright with looks and rid my pain.
2379
-
2380
- CXL.
2381
-
2382
- Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press
2383
- My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain;
2384
- Lest sorrow lend me words and words express
2385
- The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
2386
- If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
2387
- Though not to love, yet, love, to tell me so;
2388
- As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
2389
- No news but health from their physicians know;
2390
- For if I should despair, I should grow mad,
2391
- And in my madness might speak ill of thee:
2392
- Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
2393
- Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be,
2394
- That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
2395
- Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
2396
-
2397
- CXLI.
2398
-
2399
- In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
2400
- For they in thee a thousand errors note;
2401
- But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
2402
- Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
2403
- Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
2404
- Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
2405
- Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
2406
- To any sensual feast with thee alone:
2407
- But my five wits nor my five senses can
2408
- Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
2409
- Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man,
2410
- Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
2411
- Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
2412
- That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
2413
-
2414
- CXLII.
2415
-
2416
- Love is my sin and thy dear virtue hate,
2417
- Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving:
2418
- O, but with mine compare thou thine own state,
2419
- And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
2420
- Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine,
2421
- That have profaned their scarlet ornaments
2422
- And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine,
2423
- Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents.
2424
- Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those
2425
- Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee:
2426
- Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows
2427
- Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
2428
- If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
2429
- By self-example mayst thou be denied!
2430
-
2431
- CXLIII.
2432
-
2433
- Lo! as a careful housewife runs to catch
2434
- One of her feather'd creatures broke away,
2435
- Sets down her babe and makes an swift dispatch
2436
- In pursuit of the thing she would have stay,
2437
- Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
2438
- Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
2439
- To follow that which flies before her face,
2440
- Not prizing her poor infant's discontent;
2441
- So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee,
2442
- Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind;
2443
- But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
2444
- And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind:
2445
- So will I pray that thou mayst have thy 'Will,'
2446
- If thou turn back, and my loud crying still.
2447
-
2448
- CXLIV.
2449
-
2450
- Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
2451
- Which like two spirits do suggest me still:
2452
- The better angel is a man right fair,
2453
- The worser spirit a woman colour'd ill.
2454
- To win me soon to hell, my female evil
2455
- Tempteth my better angel from my side,
2456
- And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
2457
- Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
2458
- And whether that my angel be turn'd fiend
2459
- Suspect I may, but not directly tell;
2460
- But being both from me, both to each friend,
2461
- I guess one angel in another's hell:
2462
- Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
2463
- Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
2464
-
2465
- CXLV.
2466
-
2467
- Those lips that Love's own hand did make
2468
- Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'
2469
- To me that languish'd for her sake;
2470
- But when she saw my woeful state,
2471
- Straight in her heart did mercy come,
2472
- Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
2473
- Was used in giving gentle doom,
2474
- And taught it thus anew to greet:
2475
- 'I hate' she alter'd with an end,
2476
- That follow'd it as gentle day
2477
- Doth follow night, who like a fiend
2478
- From heaven to hell is flown away;
2479
- 'I hate' from hate away she threw,
2480
- And saved my life, saying 'not you.'
2481
-
2482
- CXLVI.
2483
-
2484
- Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
2485
- [ ] these rebel powers that thee array;
2486
- Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
2487
- Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
2488
- Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
2489
- Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
2490
- Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
2491
- Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end?
2492
- Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
2493
- And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
2494
- Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;
2495
- Within be fed, without be rich no more:
2496
- So shalt thou feed on Death, that feeds on men,
2497
- And Death once dead, there's no more dying then.
2498
-
2499
- CXLVII.
2500
-
2501
- My love is as a fever, longing still
2502
- For that which longer nurseth the disease,
2503
- Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
2504
- The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
2505
- My reason, the physician to my love,
2506
- Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
2507
- Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
2508
- Desire is death, which physic did except.
2509
- Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
2510
- And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
2511
- My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
2512
- At random from the truth vainly express'd;
2513
- For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright,
2514
- Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
2515
-
2516
- CXLVIII.
2517
-
2518
- O me, what eyes hath Love put in my head,
2519
- Which have no correspondence with true sight!
2520
- Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
2521
- That censures falsely what they see aright?
2522
- If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
2523
- What means the world to say it is not so?
2524
- If it be not, then love doth well denote
2525
- Love's eye is not so true as all men's 'No.'
2526
- How can it? O, how can Love's eye be true,
2527
- That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
2528
- No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
2529
- The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
2530
- O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
2531
- Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
2532
-
2533
- CXLIX.
2534
-
2535
- Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not,
2536
- When I against myself with thee partake?
2537
- Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
2538
- Am of myself, all tyrant, for thy sake?
2539
- Who hateth thee that I do call my friend?
2540
- On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon?
2541
- Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
2542
- Revenge upon myself with present moan?
2543
- What merit do I in myself respect,
2544
- That is so proud thy service to despise,
2545
- When all my best doth worship thy defect,
2546
- Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
2547
- But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind;
2548
- Those that can see thou lovest, and I am blind.
2549
-
2550
- CL.
2551
-
2552
- O, from what power hast thou this powerful might
2553
- With insufficiency my heart to sway?
2554
- To make me give the lie to my true sight,
2555
- And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
2556
- Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
2557
- That in the very refuse of thy deeds
2558
- There is such strength and warrantize of skill
2559
- That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds?
2560
- Who taught thee how to make me love thee more
2561
- The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
2562
- O, though I love what others do abhor,
2563
- With others thou shouldst not abhor my state:
2564
- If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
2565
- More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
2566
-
2567
- CLI.
2568
-
2569
- Love is too young to know what conscience is;
2570
- Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
2571
- Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
2572
- Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
2573
- For, thou betraying me, I do betray
2574
- My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
2575
- My soul doth tell my body that he may
2576
- Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason;
2577
- But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee
2578
- As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
2579
- He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
2580
- To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
2581
- No want of conscience hold it that I call
2582
- Her 'love' for whose dear love I rise and fall.
2583
-
2584
- CLII.
2585
-
2586
- In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
2587
- But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing,
2588
- In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn,
2589
- In vowing new hate after new love bearing.
2590
- But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
2591
- When I break twenty? I am perjured most;
2592
- For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee
2593
- And all my honest faith in thee is lost,
2594
- For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
2595
- Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy,
2596
- And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness,
2597
- Or made them swear against the thing they see;
2598
- For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured I,
2599
- To swear against the truth so foul a lie!
2600
-
2601
- CLIII.
2602
-
2603
- Cupid laid by his brand, and fell asleep:
2604
- A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
2605
- And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
2606
- In a cold valley-fountain of that ground;
2607
- Which borrow'd from this holy fire of Love
2608
- A dateless lively heat, still to endure,
2609
- And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
2610
- Against strange maladies a sovereign cure.
2611
- But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
2612
- The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
2613
- I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
2614
- And thither hied, a sad distemper'd guest,
2615
- But found no cure: the bath for my help lies
2616
- Where Cupid got new fire--my mistress' eyes.
2617
-
2618
- CLIV.
2619
-
2620
- The little Love-god lying once asleep
2621
- Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
2622
- Whilst many nymphs that vow'd chaste life to keep
2623
- Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand
2624
- The fairest votary took up that fire
2625
- Which many legions of true hearts had warm'd;
2626
- And so the general of hot desire
2627
- Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarm'd.
2628
- This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
2629
- Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
2630
- Growing a bath and healthful remedy
2631
- For men diseased; but I, my mistress' thrall,
2632
- Came there for cure, and this by that I prove,
2633
- Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.